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myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

A lad walks before me. I yell loudly in my mind,Who goes there? And he says nothing. He just stands there and smiles and says, Hello. And I stand speechless. What was this? A new sight before me. What did he want? What was his purpose? He was like a wall of flowers. So pretty and soft yet there was something amiss. He wasnt the same boy I used to know. He didnt laugh. He didnt smile. He just stood there with the demeaning stare. And I tried to find the words. I had been wanting to say. Since he left so many thoughts crossed my mind. So many things I wanted to tell him so many thoughts I wanted to play. Yet here, now, I couldnt understand the words that came from his mouth. I didnt hear the words coming from mine.

I dont know why I spoke. Or when I thought. And I know it was nothing. A kind gesture from a stranger. Sort of like a hug or a shake of hands. A stare, a smile, and a wave of confusion. I dont think you saw it but I did it was welling up in your eyes. It reflected me looking at you staring at me. Trying to scare me into backing away. Spastic compulsions and cat-calls from the sky. Youre eyes I said theyve gotten so bright. I looked again and got real close. And I could see myself from the tips of my toes. I saw how dull I have become. And I looked just one more time to see if it was true. And your eyes I saw they turned almost blue.

I dont understand why Im fumbling after you.

But


Dammit. can't you think of anything else to say?

"How can you heal?
If you don't ease back the blame.
Knowing you're right, won't you heal?"
-Ape Dos Mil-Glassjaw
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