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Friday, September 3, 2004


   What am I to do with all this silence?
The impending doom of school seems to have made me rather stabby. I think the symptoms would have been less serious if I did not have to pass my fucking school at least twice every fucking day.

But it matters not. School is inevitable.

I, much like our friend Godel, have decided to actually try this year. Quite a novel idea, I thought. I mean, I've lied to so many people over so many years, right? Told 'em all I was gonna do all my homework and do well and shit like that? Lied to those people who help me and want me to succeed? I guess I owe them something. So I have decided, for one year, to perform a test. Yes, I wish to know:

What is satisfaction?
Is it:

A: Knowing that you have avoided unnecessary stress and a waste of your time because you have a avoided TASK A, and now you're doing what you'd rather be doing in it's stead. TASK A does not matter. Nothing matters, in the scheme of things. So there.

OR:

B: Knowing that you put time, effort, care, and love into TASK A. Maybe you've even made someone else happy. ^_^ It may have taken time away from what you really want to do, but, look! You did it well! Huzzah.

That is Phase I of my little unnamed experiment. Phase II is seeing exactly how well I can do if I try as hard as I can. I really want to know.

And now, I leave you with this:

Drummin' Rudiments! with Smma.

A Paradiddle:

L R L L R L R R

Stab Stab Stab.
-S

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