Monday, March 6, 2006

   Life

Well I don't know how to start this. I mean my best friend thinks she is losing me and it is not true. I am just going through this phase in my life where i don't know what is going to happen to me next. I mean my life and the future and what is in front of me and what road to take and when. I guess that is how some seniors in HS think. But i don't know. I mean I love her to death she is more of a sister than my own two sisters. She is a sister i never had. I just know right now i'm getting lazy and don't really care what my grades are. I mean i live with the craziest person no joke and it just takes a toll on me. I try to avoid it all but it's hard. I guess i think i might be depressed in a way. I try to be optomistic in life but sometimes that just doesn't cure everything. I guess i am going to have to get out of this funk in life and move past the hard times and look for the best in the future. This probably sounds like a bunch of blah blah blah but it helps me get things off my chest. I am not a openperson when it comes to my feelings. I tend to keep them all bundled up inside of me and then they explode and the process starts over and over again. I guess that is one thing i can change about myself. I guess once i get out of this house i will live a more healther and happier life. And no matter what happens my best friend is going to be with me and i'm going to be with her no matter what comes our ways. On another note, today my best friend and i were playing basketball at lunch when we were supposed to have a bathroom break lol, and then i'm like ohh a basketball and well we were playing just shooting three point shots. she made the first one and then after llike 50 times i finally made one and it made my day. i'm like yay, since well i'm not very atheltic it made me feel great. And it was with my bestest friend ever so i guess it was pretty fun. But one thing i do wish i had that i don't is a boyfriend but i guess that comes with time. I had one but i don't ever want to have one like him again. I want someone who will love me for me and not just the idea of having a gf. I want someone that shares a lot of things with me and i guess i'll find him in due time. everything great happens in time. You can't rush something that is inevitable. when it comes it comes. well that's all for now Lots of love, Samantha

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Sunday, February 26, 2006

   Hello

Hello Everyone, Sorry i haven't been on in a while. This weekend was like the weekend from Hell no joke. Friday my car broke down at the Family Dollar in Fayetteville and I didn't call my grams as soon as it happened due to the fact i didn't want anyone to find out that i was taking amy home. So i think that is going to have to stop. I can not risk my future taking her home everyday. She is my best friend and all but i don't want my car to get taken away or being thrown out of the house just b/c of something that stupid. And on top of that Sarah brought me home no biggie and grams went crazy on that too. I just keep thinking to myself Only three more months and then i'm out of this hell hole ppl don't usually think of that but i do. I mean omg i have to ride the bus for a while now b/c of the car and i have to stay at school an extra 45 mins b/c i get out at 2 which blows majorly. I don't know, but this weekend i am going to go to Wright State and my aunt and cousin is going to come too. they are taking me and maybe my uncle it depends on what mood he is in. but on another note my grams found a note that was written by stephanie last year (my sister now living with my dad) and changed the date to this year and said she sent it in the mail. omg she is gone crazy well we knew she was crazy but i didn't know this much. Oh well three more months out of high school and then three 3 months out of this hell hole. sry for the lang. well i don't know what else to yabber about. Sry if i just rambled on and on but i needed to get all that out. Thanks for listening talk toyou later love ya all, Samantha

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Thursday, February 16, 2006

   12:11

Well it's 12:12am and i'm tired so i'm going to bed just got my paper done. well take care buh bye

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

   Happy...............VDay

Happy Valentines Day. Mine was pretty good all i did was drive around everywhere and that's it. Lots of love Samantha

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Saturday, February 11, 2006

   what a day...

Well let me start off by saying, i'm tired and need to go to sleep. Well anywho, i donated blood today and my blood stopped coming out so they had to move it around a bit and do that kinda things and when they were doing that, i was like uh i think i'm gonna pass out and they are like okkaay you'll be okay, and they put a wet rag on my head, neck and stomach and then made me smell the nasty thing to keep me alert. And gave me a bucket incase i needed to throw up. Well i got feeling better and i was on the bus for an hour. Then i got off and drank and ate stuff, and then i was tired the rest of the day. I came home around 2:20 b/c i get out early now. I came home ate a lot and then went to sleep until it was time for me to leave to go to work. Then i went to work from 6-11:15. while at work i ended up falling on my butt and no one saw me thank god. Then i came home and took a shower and i have been on here since then. Well i think i'm gonna go chill and watch some t.v and relax b/c my arm is hurting and it's all brused big time. It's humongo. well Talk to you all later. And Happy Early Valentines Day everyone. Love ya all, Samantha

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Thursday, February 2, 2006

   Job

Well today is my first day at my first job. I am a dishwasher at Skyline Chili which is a coney and chili place. Well i am so nervous and happy at the same time take care Samantha

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Sunday, January 29, 2006

   Finally i'm here.........

Well Greendaysomething on here wanted me to update and i am doing this for her. Well not much has been going on here. I have been busy with school work and all. I went shopping today and got some make-up and a new purse it's so pretty. I got a new wallet and some things for school. not much really else. How has everyone been? I am good Well talk to you later and i'll update when ever i can. lots of love Samantha

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

   Buh Bye......

Dear Fellow MyO's, I am going to be leaving this site for the rest of the year. I have too much on my plate for this site. I will still come and check my pms and that but i won't be able to post and go to ppls sites anymore for the rest of the year. I have so much stress right now and i am going to channel all my energy into my school work. I hope that you all don't mind. I still have aol if you guys wanna talk when i'm doing hw on here it is XxpinksugababyxX. You can im me anytime you feel like it. I still love you all very much. Remember Stand up and stay pretty. ~lots of love, Sammy

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Friday, January 13, 2006

   Hi

Well today i didn't have to come into school until 9:15 which was awesome. I got my parking pass finally gosh darn it. lol I have taken all my exams and I got a 94 on my AP Spanish, that is pretty darn good for AP since it is hard and plus it is a foreing language. I got a 67 on my Calculus and i knew i would do horrible b/c well i didn't understand limits. I got a 80 C on my Government test just b/c it is gay but at least i passed it and all. I passed calculus with a 85 so i still got a B it's all good. umm i think that is all i know what i got on my exams so far. I don't think i did toooo bad other news i have no computer it is the shop it won't connect to the internet, i have no idea why but it won't so now it has to get fixed errrrrrrr 3 day weekend yay I hope it gets fixed before the end of the weekend b/c i'll need sparknotes for my Our Town something like that lol take care and if i don't hear from you guys i love you all Samantha

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

   Sky diving burnt monkeys

Hi Ya' This is my letter of blah blah blah..............i'm hungry and i'm bored?? i hate exams i don't wanna take them tomorrow and friday but i got to drive to school today yay ohhhhhhhh what else nothing ~Lots of love ~Sam

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