myOtaku.com: SammyJoe

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-08-12
Gender
• Female
Location
• Hamersville, Ohio
Member Since
• 2004-03-15
Occupation
• work in a medical lab
Real Name
• Samantha( Ram Sam Sam)

Personal

Achievements
• i am having a baby and with a great man
Anime Fan Since
• 2003
Favorite Anime
• Marmalade Boy, Love Hina, Mars, Paradise Kiss, Dragon Ball, Sailor Moon, Shaman King, Ah My Goddess, Chobits, Yo-gi-oh, Rurouni Kenshin, YuYu Hakusho, One Piece, Bug Boy, A.I Love You
Goals
• to be a great mother
Hobbies
• ........lol.....eating snow and picking my nose

myOtaku.com: SammyJoe

Monday, March 6, 2006

Life

Well I don't know how to start this. I mean my best friend thinks she is losing me and it is not true. I am just going through this phase in my life where i don't know what is going to happen to me next. I mean my life and the future and what is in front of me and what road to take and when. I guess that is how some seniors in HS think. But i don't know. I mean I love her to death she is more of a sister than my own two sisters. She is a sister i never had. I just know right now i'm getting lazy and don't really care what my grades are. I mean i live with the craziest person no joke and it just takes a toll on me. I try to avoid it all but it's hard. I guess i think i might be depressed in a way. I try to be optomistic in life but sometimes that just doesn't cure everything. I guess i am going to have to get out of this funk in life and move past the hard times and look for the best in the future. This probably sounds like a bunch of blah blah blah but it helps me get things off my chest. I am not a openperson when it comes to my feelings. I tend to keep them all bundled up inside of me and then they explode and the process starts over and over again. I guess that is one thing i can change about myself. I guess once i get out of this house i will live a more healther and happier life. And no matter what happens my best friend is going to be with me and i'm going to be with her no matter what comes our ways.

On another note, today my best friend and i were playing basketball at lunch when we were supposed to have a bathroom break lol, and then i'm like ohh a basketball and well we were playing just shooting three point shots. she made the first one and then after llike 50 times i finally made one and it made my day. i'm like yay, since well i'm not very atheltic it made me feel great. And it was with my bestest friend ever so i guess it was pretty fun.

But one thing i do wish i had that i don't is a boyfriend but i guess that comes with time. I had one but i don't ever want to have one like him again. I want someone who will love me for me and not just the idea of having a gf. I want someone that shares a lot of things with me and i guess i'll find him in due time. everything great happens in time. You can't rush something that is inevitable. when it comes it comes. well that's all for now

Lots of love,
Samantha

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