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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Last breath
Have you ever taken a breath that felt so fulfilling that you didnt want to take another. That you had taken the best gasp of air that no more was needed, but you breath again anways. For me it is rare to have such a thing as i always feel that i never get enough air and that i must always breath hard. This is because my heart rate, relaxed, is 91 beats perminute. That is 31 beats more then normal perminute. That means my heart runs at a 150% compaired to the regualr human being and that my body consumes twice as much oxygen. When exercising my heart goes to any where from 130 to 210 perminute. Doctors say i should die. I laugh. I just say your faint of heart. Always a good punch line. The chuckle as they relise i have a little no fear of dying. My musscles are over supplyed in "ATP" (the energy cycle for the cells in your body) because oxygen is the key to starting the reaction. Thus i always have a abundent amount of energy that i can turn into anything. Some times i get a stabbing pain in my chest. It hurts so bad i cripple over in the middle of class and i m sent to the nurses, some times the hospital. The only thing that makes it go away is sleep or something to relax me. The pain is my heart spazzisming and failing in my chest from being over worked. The musscle litteraly has no time to relax ever. My heart is mine and i love it. For it is stronger then anyone elses because it is so much faster then anyone elses. When i say in a heart beat i m mean in a heart beat. For my loved ones around there is nothing that will stop me every beat i have will be used to helping you. This is not good bye this is not hello. This is fact. This is the heart of a good person. This is the heart of the world that i share around because i have so much more. Love is sharing your heart openly. Some people turn it away sticking there nose up and gaging as it is better then theres. You feel sad and you drop your heart. It hits the ground and hurts...badly. You pic it back up and stick it bakc in your chest. Then you meet someone else and you fall in love. Wanting to share your heart that much more to hold it infront of someone you want to see it. Share and hug them with it. That is why we fall apart when we sperate. Because we must put the heart back together in the right order for the next person. Because we always want to share something more the second time around to get another opionion. Another chooice. Well i share my heart at will because it has a much faster and shorter life. Do not hold back if you love someone. Just dont, it will hurt more not to share your heart with someone and drop it, then just keep it inside trapped and costerfobic it will become. Faster and faster it will beat panicing from no light or fresh air. Then all will cease. The world will lose you, but to the world you where condemmed any way to a life of exile. Alone. Sad. Just open up and let the world become your playing feild. All hearts are heros, where capes and flying around to save someone. Just use it....
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