Saturday, April 30, 2005

   Been awhile.. again.. ^_^;
Why do I always take such long breaks between posting? I need to stop that.. *sighs and knows it'll happen again* >_> Anyhoo, time for an update on my life and the people in it.

*frowns* Sadly all is not well with Krissy these days.. Maybe some of you think I should stop worrying about her but I can't and I won't. No matter what's happened between us in the past she'll always be my friend and I want her to be happy. So what's the bad news you ask? Well... she's preggy... *sad sigh* She's really down about it too as you can imagine. She wants to get an abortion but she can't without parental coonsent. So that's freaking her out even more.. *sigh* Well.. I'll let you guys know how it turns out.

Other news, I've got a new gf if you can believe it. *blushes and rubs head* It still feels pretty weird cause I've known her for nearly two years now and we've had a kinda complicated relationship that I won't go into right now.. Not sure how long this will last, but I'll go with for now and see what happens. ^_^ I'll try to write more on Monday. So later peeps!
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Thursday, March 17, 2005

   Shanny's back!!!! ^___^ *squeals and throws flowers and pocky everywhere* It makes me so happy to see you back Shanny, you really had us worried.

Oh, Happy St. Patricks Day evryone!!! *pinches anyone not wearing green*
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

   Yes yes... I know I'm late...
I'm lazy so sue me... *hugs* But I know you guys missed me. ^_^ Nothing's really happened lately so I don't have much to report at the moment. But let me come up with something anyway... Um.. I've been reading nearly nonstop for some reason. I've read more in the last three months than I have all last year, and I don't see an end in sight.. It seems fantasy is fast becoming my favorite topic, sorry horror.. Currently I'm reading Angels and Demons by Dan Brown(auther of The DaVinci Code ^.^). It's got the same main character from it as well and I can't put it down. He's now earned a place as one of my favorite authors and when I'm done with this I'll read his other books... well that is if the other books I've ordered aren't in before I'm finished... ^_^; Damn Edge Chronicles sucking me in... >_< It's just so good!!! Ugh!

Ahem.. Aside from all that I can now say with 100% confidence that I am completly over Krissy now. ^_^ Aren't you guys proud of me? I no longer cry myself to sleep or stare at her picture and pine away. I am free! Run through the streets naked and laughing free! Tiffy has moved on and I feel great! ^__^ So that's all for now, I'll try not to take as long with the next post.

Later peeps!
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Thursday, February 17, 2005

   Just a quick pop in. ^.^
Today I rode inside a trash can... And it was fun as hell! ^__^ I guess our trash can was pretty ugly to the trash people so they gave us a new one. So, my cousin and I took turns jumping inside and wheeling each other up the sidewalk. lol Good stuff.. Truly it was... We've gotta do it again tonight before my mom makes us throw thrash in it, spoiling our game forever.. *sniff*

In other news I got so pissed of at Tai for chewing on his cage, again, and keeping me up all night, that I put him in a colder room all night long so I could get some much needed sleep. Needless to say he wasn't to happy with me this morning... Other stuff has happened but I'll get to that later.. Saturday perhaps... Later peeps! ^_^
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

Four lightning bolts today. The clouds must really be out to get me..
Kinda lazy about typing today so I'll just give a quick rundown of some things and close with a joke.

Nearly a month ago our doggy, Bruno, ran away and we haven't seen him since. I think he got tired of the abuse he gets from my mom and little bro, Brandon.. Since then Tai (my hamster for those who don't know) seems to be loving the fact that Bruno's gone. He's getting loads more attention from everyone else and they usually bring him treats now, so he's becoming a fat, spoiled lazy hamster with an attitude..

V-day's coming up, as if you all didn't know, and let's face it, it sucks being single. So aside from hoping I don't cry then I'm working on turning Valentine's Day into two holidays. V-day itself and what I like to call Singles Celebration Day! Party all day with other singles and I'll get through the day somehow. I plan on the party being on my site, but feel free to use the idea if it appeals to you.

What else? Hmm.. I did want to bring something up but I've forgotten it now.. Oh well, if I remember I'll post it one day. That's all for now. I leave you with this joke, so laugh, smile and think a happy thought.


An explorer goes into an undiscovered tomb for the first time, and in
the center of the tomb there is a lamp. So he picked it up and started
to rub the dirt off of it, and out came a genie out of the lamp and he
said "I want to know the person you hate the most"
The explorer said "That's gotta be my ex-wife. Why?"
"I am a cursed genie, I will grant you three wishes but whatever you
wish for your ex-wife will get double the amount."
"OK, I wish for a billion dollars"
"Granted, but your ex-wife gets two billion"
"I wish for a mansion in California with a swimming pool, and tennis
courts, everything"
"Granted your ex-wife gets two. This is your final wish"
The explorer walked around the room and came back to the genie with a
stick and said "Ya see this stick, I'd like you to beat me half to death."
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   Roar!
I've been in a very hyper mood today.. I think I'm on a happy high left over from yesterday... There's this bakery not far from my house that I've been dying to work at. I've practically been stalking them since I saw it... But now they are FINALLY hiring and I of course was up there hoping to get hired. Well the lady took down my name and number and asked if I could work from 12 to 6 so I've been on cloud nine since then. If she doesn't call though she's making my list...
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Monday, January 24, 2005

Hi hi!
Been a while eh? Well I've more or less back to normal, still get depressed but who doesn't? I do still miss Krissy, but I can't brood on it anymore. I gotta look towards the future and hope for the best. Besides, she's got a new boyfriend so she's moved on... We're still friends at least, I don't want to her to just disappear from my life..

In other news I am seriously going to have it out with mother nature. One on one, I'm taking her out. I can not stand all this damn snow! I hate winter so much! >_< I'm going to be saving my money so I can move back to Georgia.... Damn snowstorms.... I could sure use a vaction from life right now.. Mmm... Hawaii....
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Saturday, December 11, 2004

*hugs*
I'd like to thank all of you for being so supportive and kind. I'm still not very happy, but at least I don't feel like throwing myself in front of a car.. At the moment anyway.. I'll be sure to come to you guys when I feel overwhelmed, and I hope I didn't scare you all last time.. Right now I'm more worried about Kristin than I am about myself. She said she's cutting every night and doesn't feel anything.. Plus she insists she doesn't need help..*sigh* So worried..
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Thursday, December 9, 2004

Life sucks..
It's only been a few days since the breakup and I'm not doing well at all... I've been so tired and all I seem to do is sleep.. I've been losing it and thinking of all kinds of crap.. Here's a few of the things I'v been thinking... Running off to the nearest Buddist temple to become a nun, giving in to my sorrows and becoming a prostitute, giving up and killing myself... So as you can see I'm not very stable right now... I just feel lost and I don't know what to do anymore.. I guess I'll eventually find a purpose in life.. But I sure hope it's soon..
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Monday, December 6, 2004

It hurts.. It hurts so much...
Seeing as I'm in the library and I'm fighting the urge to break down I'll keep this quick.

Krissy is breaking up with me.. It got out that she was dating me somehow and now she's being treated worse than ever... I understand her reason.. And I want her to be happy, but that doesn't mean I'm ok with it. God, she's the only person I've ever felt this way about... It feels like my chest is being ripped in two. I'm used to being depressed and all, but this.. this is a pain beyond anything I've ever felt before.. Sure she said we could still be friends but... *sigh* I really don't know how I'm going to make it.
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