Monday, March 1, 2004

   *relieved sigh*
Hey peeps! I did get to talk with my friend at last Saturday. She was pretty close to the edge, but I got to talk with her for nice long time to help. I'm going to do all I can to keep her happy right now, cause let's face it, it's not an easy road trying to feel good about yourself again. I know that first hand. So if I'm not here, you know what I'm doing.

Later loves.
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Saturday, February 28, 2004

   Hey guys, I'm really worried about a friend of mine. She's really down right now and it seems like I've helped her out a lot lately, but reading a post of hers today got me really worried. We made a promise to each other, but if I can't talk to her soon I'm afraid of what she might do. I hope I can speak with her very soon...
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Monday, February 23, 2004

   Hello again my pack of rabid squirrels!
Alrighty, today I want to share with you all the deepness that is Confidential Confessions. It's a manga that covers problems a lot of teens have today, and I'm completly hooked. Don't pick this up and expect a funny happy manga, it's more likely to make you cry or think. The first volume tells the story of two girls who feel left out and unloved, so they start making suicide plans. I thought for a really long time after reading that one. The second volume is about a girl on the tennis team at an all girls school. The problem here is sexual harassment from her coach. He touches these girls in very inapropriate ways, and when she finally gets enough courage to come foward the other teachers just wave it off saying stuff like, "She's overreacting, he's the coach so it's impossible for him to avoid touching them at one point or another." Then she's the one who gets in trouble and has to write an apology to him! I got so mad reading this, it's just not fair what they have to go through. Even worse than her having to write an apology, that bastard made her read it to him 30+ times naked! Grrrr.... horrible son of a bitch! I'll give a little info about the third one later, I just angered myself right now. *walks off grumbling*
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Saturday, February 21, 2004

   Hello, hello all you wonderful people!
Yesterday I hit the bookstore and read two new manga's. Kill Me, Kiss Me and Fruits Basket. Gah, I almost burst at the thought of how long I'll have to wait for the next volumes to come out. Needless to say, I loved them! From a girl who switches places with her identical male cousin to get closer to the supermodel she likes at his school, to a family that turns into the animals of the zodiac when hugged by people of the opposite sex. What's not to love? I'm just so damn happy today! I don't know why, I don't really care. Pocky for everyone!!!!
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Wednesday, February 18, 2004

   THE BEAST IS DEAD!!!
SomeGuy I love you! Thank you SO much for the advice! I beat the hell out of that fiend and it's all thanks to you! *throws flowers around* ^_______^
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   Domo arigato SomeGuy!
I didn't know what the catnip was for so I didn't bother with it. I'll get right on it so I can kick that bastards ass! MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Ahem, in other news I have decided to become a Zen Buddhist. I haven't been happy with the religion I've grown up with for a very long time now.(Christianity) I don't have anything against it, but it just doesn't work for me. I feel too constricted with it and if I don't feel comfortable with it, how is it supposed to help me? I started out being just curious about Buddhism at first, but the more I learned the more I liked, and now I really want to try to be an active Zen Buddhist. I admit I don't know everything about it, but I'm doing what I can to learn more.
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Tuesday, February 17, 2004

   Hello my little pack of squirrels!
Sorry about being gone so long, that game has a spell over me. I was starting to feel very torn about that game. I wanted to beat it so badly, but I didn't want to finish till I completed every mission. So I was leveling up like crazy (I fell asleep twice while doing so), and I completed every mission till I only had one left. The trials in Beville. How I hate them! I fought long and hard and keep getting my ass kicked on the 80th floor! -_-' How I dispise that monster, it just kills my entire party off with it's special attack every time! So after getting beat by it for the 30th time I said screw it all, and headed for the final boss. Since my highest level was at 95 this battle was so easy I finished it off in about 15 minutes. So after watching the ending scene and all the credits roll by, I decided to save my game on a new file. Good thing I did too. I didn't know all my characters would go back to level one! *rips out hair* SomeGuy, why didn't you tell me?! It took me 60 hours to do all the crap I did before, sure I can pass some things by this time around but all that leveling up! They must be crazy if they think I'm going to level up like that again, just to go back to Beville and fight the monster from hell! So I'll be loading up my first file and again try to beat that bastard. *sigh* Wish me luck.
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Tuesday, February 10, 2004

   *Squeal*
Oh man am I happy! I just found out Viz is licensing Prince of Tennis AND Bleach! ^_______^ I know some of you remember when I told you about those a while back. *pathetic fangirl scream* HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, February 9, 2004

   It feels like I haven't touched a computer in forever. I couldn't help it! I FINALLY got Final Fantasy X-2 Saturday and I've been playing it pretty much nonstop since I opened it. My eyes are starting to hurt from staring at my TV for hours on end. Oh well, at least I'm on chapter 2 with 34% of the game done. I'm going through withdrawals right now, having forced myself to turn the game off. I've even ignored the latest Drizzt book I've been reading. I'm not obsessed, I'm just in love with this game. There's a difference, see.
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Thursday, February 5, 2004

   Ugh
Unlike yesterday today started off almost as bad as it could be. So last night I went over to my aunties house to babysit, and as I often have to do if she stays out really late, I stayed over all night. That's not so bad, what was bad was that as soon as she came in the house (it was about 5AM!) she got comfy in a chair in the front room where I was sleeping, and started watching TV. And it sure as hell wasn't quiet! You can ask her not to, but her reply is that it's her house. So somehow I actually manage to get a little sleep... that is until the alarm that I don't know is next to my head goes off at 6 something. So now everyone in the house is running around yelling and crap and I'm ready to ram my head into a wall hoping I'll pass out. Now I must really have been tired because even with all the noise going on I fell asleep again, and what woke me this time wasn't noise. It was the smell of my aunts damn cigarette! -_-' Yuck! That was the final straw for me. I could deal with the noise, but smoking HELL NO! So I got up grabbed my stuff said later and went home. Sure it was freezing outside and I was half asleep, but I'd like to keep my lungs a little longer thank you very much. When I got home I was so happy because it was quiet and smoke free. So I quickly changed my clothes, resisting the urge to burn them, gushed over Tai, (my hamster if you didn't know) who seemed very happy to see me, then crawled into bed. Seems like things were getting better right? Wrong! About 30 minutes after I laid down and as I was drifting off this loud ass alarm goes off down stairs. I wanted to just cry. And nobody seemed to hear it but me! It went on for maybe 10 minutes before someone turned it off, and then the house just came alive. I didn't have to get up till 9:30, now add that to the fact that I don't get to sleep well and I didn't fall asleep till around 3:30 this morning and you can image just how tired I am right now. And now it's snowing outside! DAMN IT! What is this some kind of Yin & Yang?! I have one truly good day and I pay for it with a slice of Hell?! If the rest of my day is anything like the beginning, I'm going to have to kill someone.
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