Monday, August 23, 2004

   Beeeeh I'm so... so... beeeeh today -_- I feel like disappearing... dunno why. I wanna go to Kyoto. I wanna get lost there and never come back... Exams are here and I don't feel like studying. It's useless. I'm gonna fail.

The only thing that keeps me alive is... stupid as it may sound, Dir en Grey's music. Kyo's shouts and Toshiya's bass... Toshiya... he's so cute!! I have a new blog, I had to move mine because my fuckign domain was down. Abbey won't pay for my bandwith, only for hers and Ky's... I really hate that. I even e-mailed her to offer her money, but she didn't answer. And I think she won't. She's changed. So Meilin hosted me. Butterfly's
Dream, the name of my blog. Ya I put up a Toshiya layout. I'm so in love with him...

And about the yaoi fic, Lustful Love, I'm glad someone liked it and dared - and wasted her time - reading it... It's the third yaoi I write actually. Don't feel like writing more yaoi 'cause none of my friends read or like yaoi. And also 'cause I've no talent at all... so what for...
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Sunday, August 22, 2004

   Lustful Love
Uhh yesterday it wasn't... that bad. Mara, Ginny and I couldn't help making inside jokes about the girl, the false one XD When she wasn't there of course... We didn't really want to start a fight or anything. We wanted to have a peaceful night. And so I made Mara and Ginny listen to Dir en Grey XD Oh my I luff Toshiya!!! *lol* Really, I luff him so much, he's just so cute and hot! Adn now Ginny wants me to let her all Diru albums XD She can keep on waiting :p

Also... mom's scary... she's the whole time wanting me to tell her things about my life and about what I do and stuff... very scary...

And so, time for a little yaoi: Lustful Love, Sephiroth/Cloud.

It was all about lust.

His short, messy hair was covering his exhausted face. A cold hand grabbed a strip of that golden silk; the same icy hand that had touched his whole body. A wet tongue licked his burning cheeks; the same tongue that had savored every single inch of his skin. He felt the caress of his lover’s hair, and without opening his blue eyes, his hands caressed the body that had driven him insane last night.

And well since I know there might me shy-minds XD If you wanna go on reading it jusy follow thisl ink: Lustful
Love

Lemme know what you think pretty please? *puppy eyes*
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Saturday, August 21, 2004

   Beeehhh I'm so sleepy. I can't sleep more than 7 fucking hours, why!? Good thing my sis's not here, she's at a friend's, lucky me that I don't have to stand here til midday or even later...

About Lustful Love, I'll post it tomorrow or even tonight. I erally want someone to correct it before let you all see my fucking mistakes XD I'm almost forgetting English while learning Japanese ^o^

And so I'm going to a bday party tonight. Not funny. I don't like the bday girl. She's false, liar, stupid... They've ben telling me a lot of negative thigns of her lately, and I believe them, I knew she'd end that way... But I have to "pretend"... bad thing, I'm not good at pretending, I'm fucking honest XD I just couldn't say no cause Ginny's going and I don't wanna leave her alone, 'cause she's just like me and she could start a fight or something by being honest XD So we have to stop each other *lol*

*off to breakfst*
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Friday, August 20, 2004

   Ohhh boy he's so cute! My baby's here. Ok, my neighbour, but he's my baby anyway XD he's drawing here right by my side and the boy, if you dare to let him alone with the comp, he can find out things you never imagined they'd exist XD

Anyway, I just finished my lovely yaou Lustful Love ^o^ Well I say lovely because I luff it teehee Should I post it or are "shy-minds" out there? o.O

Oh gotta go. Ma baby needs me!!! :D
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Thursday, August 19, 2004

   Extra
OMG I just HAD to post this!! XD


You're Squall/Zell!!!

You're Stoic, and you're hyper. Okay, so sometimes
that doesn't mix, but in the end you balance
each other out perfectly. No one's going to get
overly depressed or too enthusiastic in this
relationship.


What Yaoi Final Fantasy 8 Couple are You?
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Swuall.. *faints*
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   Tired
Oh boy I'm so tired. I don't even know why am I bothering "blogging"... no one reads my posts, to say the truth... *rolls eyes*

I've been out the whole morning. To the center, with my Japanese classmates. They're insane. We went to the mnga shop *again* and met some of our Japanese friends. Emi wanted to talk with us later but I left 'cause it takes me like an hour to go back home. So I left the girls with her. But before that, we were walking and walking and walking... And tlaking about this year's teacher, Miyako-san... *shivers* She's so scary... and evil... We already know we're gonna fail. And she doesn't explain... Ayami sensei wasn't very good at it either, but Miyako is worse :( So sad...
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

   Boring...
Not much to say. Only that my friends kidnapped me today for lunch ^^ They payed XD *lol*

I "stoe" this from Shinimegami ^^

Layers

Layer one
Name: Corie
Birthdate: 25 Nov long long ago
Birthplace: with Sephiroth, I'm his secret twin sister *doh*
Current location: the comp room ^^
Eyes: green
Hair: brunette
Height: 6' - more or less
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius Saint ^^

Layer two
Your heritage: *points at Sephiroth* but dot' tell him I'm Spanish and just Spanish *lol*
Your weakness: dunno, and dont' think I'd tell ya...
Your shoes you wore today: new ones, pink and white... kinda Kingdom Hearts-like
Your fears: being utterly alone
Your perfect pizza: the one I ate today *drools*
Goal you'd like to achieve: finish university and live in Kyoto forever

Layer three
Your thoughts first waking up: "no, not yet"
Your best physical feature: maybe my eyes and my lips ^^
Your bedtime: it depends...
Your most missed memory: ...*wonders*

Layer four
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or group dates: depends
Adidas or Nike: whatever
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: don't like 'em

Layer five
Smoke: Hell no
Cuss: hell yeah
Sing: all the time
Take showers daily: sou da ne
Have a crush: erm... I think so... T_T
Think you've been in love: dunno
Want to go college: I'm in university... *rolls eyes*
Want to get married: who knows
Believe in yourself: Yes
Get motion sickness: depends
Think you're attractive: who knows... I like myself and that's all
Think you're a health freak: uso!
Get along with your parents: sometimes
Like thunderstorms: sometimes
Play an instrument: nope

Layer six - in the past months
Gone to the mall: Yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
Eaten sushi: nope (miso soup ^^)
Been on stage: Yes
Gone skating: nope
Made homemade cookies: No (cake ^^)
Gone skinny dipping: No
Dyed your hair: No - stopped doing it after dying it pink
Stolen anything: No

Layer seven - ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Nope
Been called a tease: Nope
Got beaten up: Nope

Layer eight
Age you hoped to be married: ...first lemme meet the right one XD
Number and name of children: erm... the couple would do
Dream wedding: Thailand or some exotic place ^^
How do you want to die: sleeping, without noticing it
Where do you want to attend college: I'm there already...
Dream job: MTV presenter (DON'T LAUGH!!)
Country you want to visit: JAPAN!

Layer nine - In a guy/girl...
Best eye color: blue or honey... ^^
Best hair color: it depends ;)
Short or long hair: do u think it matters?
Height: like me or taller, please...
Best weight: not too thing, not too fat. Gackt-like would do ^^ that'd be perfect
Best clothing: sexy, that's all
Best first date location: whatever... mwahaha
Best first kiss location: erm... the beach, the park... whatever

Layer ten
Number of drugs taken illegally: NONE
Number of people I could trust with my life: 2
Number of CDs that I own: more than 400
Number of piercings: 4
Number of tattoos: None
Number of times my name's been in the news: never, but I've been on TV 6 times ^^
Number of scars on my body: 1 I think
Number of things in my past that I regret.: none
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Monday, August 16, 2004

Writing
Argh!! I got a new mobile!!!! *bounces* Finally!!!
It was about time!! Man, my poor old mobile was insane. Completely mad. It phoned whoever it wanted whenever it wanted; people phoned me but it wouldn't ring, or maybe it did but it "hung itself"; as if it had the right to do so XD Man the poor thing was dead. It was 3 years old, I even threw it against the wall before going to
the last Manga Convention 'cause I was mad at mom XD So now I have a Nokia 3200 and I had to pay 109€ for it Even though, go check the link, because even if it was a bit expensive, it's LOVELY!!! I love my mobile! It has camera and all that PLUS, I can create my own covers!! The dream of every single otaku!! *lol* Well maybe I'm exaggerating, but I love having a look at my mobile and see Cloud, Squall, Riku or Gackt looking at me *drools*

Anyway, this Friday, I went to Neko's with Isilme to spend the night there. We were he three of us all alone most of the time, 'cause Neko's parents and lil bro went to a party in the neighborhood, so we had the whole *manor* for us. And the swimmingpool... Do you know how it's like to be swimming at night, with the stars glowing and Evanescent in the background? Man I wanted to be a vampire!! I really felp like such! And I wasn't the only one! Now I know onw does it feel like to be a vamp XD We ended up roleplaying and I'm Keiji, the most beautiful uke-vamp in the world (who suspiciously looks exactly like Cloud Strife...) And then on Saturday morning we went to see King Arthur. It was ok. Too many "battles"" for me, but I liked it. Oh and Isilme went to Italy ¬¬ Well, she left today at 4 am ¬¬ Grrrr...

So I think I'll go back to Lustful Love, a fic
I'm writing. Yaoi. Sephiroth/Cloud. Even though I'm stuck. I want Sehpy to feel something. Something I now I'm asking too much but I'm getting to it So if any of you wanna read it *stares at Meilin* I'd gladly send what I have so far *lol* It
won't be long. Isilme wrote a Riku/Sora (KH) and she wanted me to write another one, but I can't do that to my Riku And the problem I have with LL is that I respect Sephiroth too much to do
that to him too XD
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Thursday, August 12, 2004

Ohhh man this is great *Yuffie style* I'm sooooo fucking sleepy... I only slept 6 hours!! And I really can't understand why do I have to
wake up so fucking early even if I know there's nothing to do, that no one's gonna say nothing if I stay a little longer. Fucking biological clock (or whatever you call it lol)

Yesterday I went to a pub with some friends: David, Mari Carmen, Vicky, Malo, Nano, Almudena, Jose, Cristóbal, Cristina and some more, but really, I can't remember all those names!! And just to let you know, I only knew David and Mari Carmen... And of course I ended up being best friends with Vicky - it's always the same. But what will never change is that I
always start an anime convo or videogame convo with the boys, they try to take my Squall necklace away from me, I shout at them, they look at me with puppy
eyes and I just wanna hug them all *lol* Yes, they tried to take my necklace away again T_T

Also, u hafta go and check Shiz's last entry
and read her rant about Gakkun... if you ever feel like, which I doubt lol I'm lazy too ^^ Mainly because I was gonna rant about him and... wtf I'm gonna rant about him too!! Aight, since I found those "most
recent" pics of him I'm gonna die *lol* Really, I've always been in love with Gackt (awww how sweet...) but it comes with the season *steals Miki-san's
expression* there are times when I love him to death and times when he's just my idol (believe me, there's a difference) And right now - for the last 4 months -
I'm loving him to death! I've seen all his PV all over and over again, commercials, talk shows... all kind of stupid things over and over again and I never get tired... Looks like I love him more and more every time I watch those...
And of course all this takes me to my addiction to Squall Leonhart... Oh my I can't live without any of them *lol* (hey and Cloud too!) Ok let's end this rant ^^

Uhhh isn't this getting too long? Anyway I just wanted to say that I'm going to Neko's house (should I say manor?) tomorrow to "sleep" *cough*
with him *cough* and take a bath in his own-private-only-for-him swimmingpool at night!! Oh my I'm gonna love that!!

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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

   Yay!
Woooohooo!! I got rid of it!! I got rid of the fucking virus!!! Wheeee!!!!

Yup, after downloading 3 different ad-killers, spywares and other kind of things, I managed to get rid of the horrible nightmare ^o^ That means I can check the email now!!! Wheeee!! So cool ^^

Ohhh man I'm so tired. I think I need to go bed. I'm downloading some Kingdom Hearts 2 videos... Ithink they'll be the ones I already have... anyway, if Riu's on them... I don't mind ^o^
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