Monday, October 10, 2005

Love
A girl that loves a guy is so easily heart broken...I know this from experience, I, Jon, have gone through a very hard relationship with a girl so easily broken. Kodi Major, is this girl, only one person that I know could love her more than I, and that person is, herself. She does not realize how much she has hurt me and others. What I did was cheat on her several times, I regret those times with all my heart and soul. She has cheated on me twice, once with Krysti (not exactly sure if that's the right spelling) and once with Almira. Both times hurt and I know I hurt her, but she was a cutter, she cut to releave her pain, well that releif of pain had to go somewhere, didn't it? It came to her friends and family, every time she even thought about the blade, she hurt us far more than maybe she realizes. She is a smart girl but in one fact was she wrong....After so many hardships, and the near loss of her, I would never cheat on her again...I would never consiously flirt with anyone....I would never say I love you to another girl....In a way, I still feel as if we are together...So I shall not be with any girl or guy till I have sorted out my feelings for Kodi. If after everything, my love stands strong for her, I shall never touch another human being, if after it all, my love for her goes to another then, I do not know what I will do.
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