Monday, June 20, 2005

   I regret posting this, really I do.
It's just that I have nothing else to say!!!

Really Long Survey (over 200)
Created by starsbleed2nite and taken 96610 times on bzoink!
What is your name?	Uh...! Er... Sardlo? We'll leave it at that.
Are you named after anyone?	This name, I dunno--probably not (though kos-mos gave it to me :P )
What's your screename?	Sardlo, haha. >P
Would you name a child of yours after you?	Nah. I'm not that obsessed with myself.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?	... "Sardla?"
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?	Names are labels for identification... It wouldn't matter.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?	Well... Not the name I choose to share with you here.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?	Lol. That's what a crackhead would do. My real name doesn't stand out anyway.
Basics
Your gender:	teh Male
Straight/Gay/Bi:	Straight
Single?	Nope!
If not, do you want to be?	ldksjfgsdlfkgdkl;fg
Birthdate:	December 13, 1989
Your age:	Fifteen
Age you act:	... um... I wanna say eighteen or seventeen, but I'm not sure anymore.
Age you wish you were:	*sigh* Old enough to be taken seriously.
Your height:	Um.. 5' 2"?
Eye color:	Greenish blue... I've seen them turn green, though, around midnight.
Happy with it?	I guess so.
Hair color:	eh.. Blonde?
Happy with it?	Sure?
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:	---------------------->
Your living arrangement:	Everything I need except freedom.
Your family:	I mainly live with only my parents. Brother's a Junior in college, and my sister lives in Seattle!
Have any pets?	Hooray! I have two chinchillas, a beagle, and husky X sheltie mix. It's the cutest thing ever.
Whats your job?	Well... Soon my job might be to FIND one.
Piercings?	Gack, no.
Tattoos?	Maybe, if it's subtle. Though I highly doubt I'd go through the trouble.
Obsessions?	I like... foxes. *twitch*
Addictions?	Dance Dance Revolution!
Do you speak another language?	Does an inkling of both German and Japanese count...? Gerpanese? xD
Have a favorite quote?	I think I used to... Maybe the Biblical proverb "Love is patient, love is kind..."
Do you have a webpage?	... does this blog count?
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?	Mostly. Though I'm trying to live far ahead now.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?	There are just SOME people I CAN'T tolerate.
Do you have any secrets?	I guess so...
Do you hate yourself?	No...
Do you like your handwriting?	*shrug*
Do you have any bad habits?	Probably.
What is the compliment you get from most people?	"Wow, you're really good!" ... I'm playing games and stuff. o_O
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?	"Futile Wishes in the Eyes of Adults"
What's your biggest fear?	AACK!!! SPIDERS!!!
Can you sing?	Only in the shower! .. Just kidding. Well, I'm not tone-deaf, but I don't have a good voice.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?	What's that supposed to mean...? OH, on Halloween, of course!
Are you a loner?	I used to be...
What are your #1 priorities in life?	Not money or fame. I want to live happily with the one I love, regardless of our situation.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?	Man, I dunno! ... I'm afraid to place such self-praise on myself. ;_;
Are you a daredevil?	Wellll.... There was this PHASE I had... ...
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?	I fear of becoming blind to the world of emotions... as my father has.
Are you passive or agressive?	Depends? I get impatient sometimes. ^_^;;
Do you have a journal?	meh
What is your greatest strength and weakness?	Weakness: Lack of discipline! Strength: ... I can't say... Maybe it's my running ability...
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?	I dunno. I wouldn't change me for -me,- I'd much rather change me for others I care for.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?	No... I cry often. Bleh.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?	A lot more things than there should be. -_-
Do you think life has been good so far?	Yeah... And it'll get better. Patience goes a long way.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?	Refer to last question.. :P
What do you like the most about your body?	I'm small.
And least?	My skin isn't naturally clear... *shrugs* And my legs are freakin' HAIRY! o_O
Do you think you are good looking?	I... I dunno...
Are you confident?	I guess so.
What is the fictional character you are most like?	I dunno... eh... *shrug*
Are you perceived wrongly?	I hope not.
Do You...
Smoke?	Hell no!
Do drugs?	HELL no!
Read the newspaper?	eh
Pray?	No.
Go to church?	No.
Talk to strangers who IM you?	Strangers don't IM me, but I would anyway.
Sleep with stuffed animals?	I like the idea, but I'm always too lazy to pick from my collection and hug a pillow instead. :o
Take walks in the rain?	It's not as fun when you're alone.
Talk to people even though you hate them?	I try to ignore them as much as I can... I hate them for a reason. Heh. Though that's kind of difficult when one of them lives with you.
Drive?	Nope.
Like to drive fast?	That sounds fun. ^_^
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?	Not really...
Hurt yourself?	Errr.... Looong time ago?
Been out of the country?	Nope!
Eaten something that made other people sick?	I don't think so..
Been in love?	Of course.
Done drugs?	Lol.
Gone skinny dipping?	That sounds fun.
Had a medical emergency?	A couple... sorta... Dog bit lip, needed stitches... Broke collar bone... needed.. whatever...
Had surgery?	*covers chest* ... HAW HAW, just kidding.
Ran away from home?	Hahaha... I seriously considered it before.
Played strip poker?	That might be fun, too.
Gotten beaten up?	I run too fast. ;)
Beaten someone up?	Oh... um... *cough* I suck at that anyway.
Been picked on?	UGH. >_<
Been on stage?	Yeah!
Slept outdoors?	Uh huh.
Thought about suicide?	Looong time ago. :o
Pulled an all nighter?	Yep!
If yes, what is your record?	Must've been... late evening. ^_^ I rock.
Gone one day without food?	Ack, the thought makes me hungry.
Talked on the phone all night?	Almost... ^^;
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?	That sounds nice.
Slept all day?	Ack.
Killed someone?	OMGWTFLOLOLOLOL
Made out with a stranger?	OMGWTFLOLOLOLOL
Had sex with a stranger?	OMFWTFLOLOLOLBBQ... *ahem*
Thought you're going crazy?	Yep!
Kissed the same sex?	GAHSKL;JFSL;AKGJSDFKLG
Done anything sexual with the same sex?	OHSHEETL;DKSFJL;SDJFG
Been betrayed?	Something like that, I guess... I dunno.
Had a dream that came true?	Hm, no.
Broken the law?	No... Wait, is "disturbing the peace" breaking a law? O_o
Met a famous person?	I met Carrot-top at Penn Square! ... but we lost his autograph...
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?	Of course! ... Damn bugs...
On purpose?	GAH! Those damn bugs are everywhere!! @_@
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?	Probably... But I told it to somebody who wouldn't tell, either, I trusted them.
Stolen anything?	Uhhh... I don't remember? No, seriously.
Been on radio/tv?	Lol, no.
Been in a mosh-pit?	Whee! ... no...
Had a nervous breakdown?	I think so! :D
Bungee jumped?	No, sounds fun.
Had a dream that kept coming back?	No... Almost, but no...
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?	Considering the theoretic vastness of the universe itself, there's a good chance.
Miracles?	If hitting the Jackpot is a miracle, then yes. :P
Astrology?	Yup!
Magic?	Uh... What kinda magic? Whee!!
God?	No.
Satan?	Hell no. ... Haha, get it? "Hell" no... Rofl. Anyway.
Santa?	Weelll... <_< I believe in what he represents... The spirit of giving (NOT RECEIVING!!! OKAY?)...
Ghosts?	I have yet to come into contact with one... I won't say until I do.
Luck?	Luck is that percentage, no matter how tiny,
Love at first sight?	I guess it's possible...
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?	Not exactly... Good will balance out evil, but not the other way around.
Witches?	Yeah.
Easter bunny?	Lol.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?	What do you mean..? Faithful to love? Of course!
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?	Lol, wtfbbq.
Do you wish on stars?	Maybe... ~_~
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?	Nuh uh.
Do you think God has a gender?	I always depicted him as male. *shrug* Not like it matters.
Do you believe in organized religion?	No... When you add "organize" to "religion" you only waste time. Sheesh.
Where do you think we go when we die?	... Wherever we want to, perhaps...
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?	Probably. O_o;
Who is your best friend?	I'm not sure, as of now...
Who's the one person that knows most about you?	Everth!
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?	"Just wait, and good things will come."
Your favourite inside joke?
Thing you're picked on most about?	My antics. I was dubbed "Spider-Man" in 7th grade by these idiot boys just because I was bored and jumped off the walls. How could I have let them get to me..? >_<
Who's your longest known friend?	Hmm, Jacob Lock!
Newest?	A lot of people I guess. I'm just now a Sophomore.
Shyest?	Can't think of anyone.
Funniest?	I think Everth is! xD
Sweetest?	Everth... *sigh*
Closest?	Ev--wait, she's technically not a friend anyway. O_o
Weirdest?	Meika and/or Kos-Mos...
Smartest?	Meeeiiikaaaa.
Ditziest?	Lol. I dunno. xD Some asian girl I know.
Friends you miss being close to the most?	*shrugs...* kos-mos and Meika are cool people.
Last person you talked to online?	Everth. :o
Who do you talk to most online?	... Everth... << ... Then again, maybe Ashleigh.
Who are you on the phone with most?	*cough* Everth.
Who do you trust most?	Everth...
Who listens to your problems?	Whoever I tell them to... Who happens to be Everth, who isn't technically a friend. :P
Who do you fight most with?	No fights, but maybe verbal disagreements... Though it's rather one-sided... Meaning I'm at their mercy... >_>;;
Who's the nicest?	I WOULD say Meika, but she has destructive tendencies. :o Maybe I'll go with Everth. AGAIN.
Who's the most outgoing?	kos-mos!
Who's the best singer?	Everth. Yay!
Who's on your shit-list?	Ewww, shit. It smells.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?	*cough*
Who's your second family?	Maaaayybe Everth's. :P
Do you always feel understood?	I guess so.
Who's the loudest friend?	kos-mos...
Do you trust others easily?	I guess so.
Who's house were you last at?	Everth's... but don't tell anyone! ;P
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:	*sigh...* Who else's?
Do your friends know you?	What the hell's THAT supposed to mean?
Friend that lives farthest away:	Ashleigh! She's in New Zealand. *gasp*
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?	Love is a part of destiny.
What do you find romantic?	Any physical contact... um... Walking out in the rain, bed in front of a fireplace, and, oh!, playing video games. Whee! Actually, there are countless things. *shrug*
Turn-on?	Full-figure. Likes animals enough to dress like them. ;P
Turn-off?	Smoking, drugs, etc. ( of COURSE...), an attitude that sees love as something to be played with. Hmph.
First kiss?	Magical...
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?	Assuming I'm not taken, I would -consider- it... but... eh. I've forgotten how the feeling is.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going	Know them. ^_^;;
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out	I guess...
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv	Your opinion of their physical stature changes much for the better when you're romantically attracted. ;P
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?	*shrugs*
What is best about the opposite sex?	... Am I allowed to say that here? ^^;
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?	The stuff they have to go through... *sigh*
What's the last present someone gave you?	Materialistic-wise, um... Maybe kos-mos's Orange County bling-bling necklace, whee! That or Everth's little sister's purple ring-thing that I now use to decorate my lamp.
Are you in love?	Yes. ^_^
Do you consider your significant other hot?	Hottest. Significant other. Ever.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?	Eh?
You wanted to kill?	Lol. I don't want to KILL him, really, I just want him to disappear...
That you laughed at?	Mebbe Everth.
That laughed at you?	Mebbe Everth. ^^;
That turned you on?	Now, who do you think? ;)
You went shopping with?	My brother!
That broke your heart?	Eee... um... kos-mos... >> But it's okay.
To disappoint you?	Dad ALWAYS disappoints me.
To ask you out?	Not many people have actually asked me out. O_o
To make you cry?	How? Cry in loneliness? In hatred? In hopelessness? In joy?
To brighten up your day?	Everth!
That you thought about?	Haha... Who else!
You saw a movie with?	My brother. Batman Begins!
You talked to on the phone?	Everth. >>
You talked to through IM/ICQ?	Everth?
You saw?	Uhhh... Just now... My mom I think. Yeah. My mom.
You lost?	... As in... died? ...
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?	Yep!
Will it be with your significant other?	Um, duh.
Or some random person?	What the hell.
What are you wearing right now?	I WOULD be in just my underwear and socks, but I'm still having some chills, so I put on green sweatpants and a dark blue hoodie. Yay!
Body part you're touching right now:	None... Too busy typing, you pervert. :P
What are you worried about right now?	My dad coming up to my room and, er, making me get off. :(
What book are you reading?	I don't ever read books... Barely.
What's on your mousepad?	A mouse! Otherwise, an illustration of a wolf's face.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:	Sleepy -- Hungry -- Lonely -- Weird -- Introspective
Are you bored?	A little...
Are you tired?	Yeah...
Are you talking to anyone online?	Yep. Everth. Haha. No surprise.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?	Nope... Can't anyway. Dad's home.
Are you lonely or content?	Overall? Content.
Are you listening to music?	Sort of like "music..." Look for Sleepbot Environmental Broadcast if you want something soothingly ambient..
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Sorry for boring the hell outta you guys.
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Saturday, June 4, 2005

   Uh. So yeah.
Life's not exactly going up and down, now. It's just zigzagging. With Everth, I've never been happier, but, the oppressions of my father are pressing me down. I have yet to understand him (or parenting at all). Maybe now it's not a matter of understanding, but accepting... ...

If that's the case, then parenting methods are simply unjust. You can't whisk a child away on some "wise" whim, you can't base an accusation on suspicion... None of it works in the real world, isn't that the point of parenting? Then again, it's supposed to rigorous (I think), but it should still be fair, right? The real freaking world is fair.

Yes, I was grounded (originally) because my dad didn't think I was paying attention to my -time limit.- I have only two hours a day on the phone, now that summer is here, because he knows that's what I'd do all day, and it's the truth... He's worried about me sitting on my "can" all summer and not being "productive." and "making something of myself."

Hell, I'm only fifteen.

But anyway! ... um... I totally lost my train of thought. Dang it.

._.

...

... Cheese... and beans... Ew, beans. o_O

Well crap, there goes my meaningful post. :D
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Friday, May 13, 2005

   I like dogs.
You couldn't have missed the new addition to my blog-thing. His name is Kyuuten and he will entertains your brains.

*runs off*
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Thursday, March 24, 2005

   Splish, splash.

"Water. Whatever you do, where or when, you do it
with all of your heart. You listen to your
heart and all of your emotions are true
non-acting. Friends are very importent to you
and you will do anything for them. You're the
most dreamy of all 4 elements."


What is your element?
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w00t! I like water... Eee. ^^ Well sorta. Do I? Yes, but not as much as snow.. And I hate mud. o_O

BWAHAHAHA! I feel so bad. Actually I feel naughty. I'm updating from the school. *points* IN YOUR FACE, SCHOOLIO! *laughs triumphantly* ... anyway.

I don't know what else to say... hm. Water. Bwahahahaha.

See ya, folks.
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Monday, March 14, 2005

   Spring Break, Boring?
I've been at my brother's house for almost 24 hours now. We took advantage of a big screen TV up in the compass building (he's in college) and played my LameCube.. Then spent the night adjusting to the difficulty of Megaman X7. We (though mostly, I) beat the game and it was all peachy...

Anyway, as of now, my brother's watching Shark Tale. Yay? I've already seen it, but anyway, overall I'm bored. I had only.. um. I don't know how many hours. x_x What's five to one o' clock?

Yeah, I need to spend more time with MyOtaku. And, uh, get to know people? Even though people scare me. :(
Well, not the people here, at least. Despite the suckiness and lack of grandiosity on my site, I've had two people (who aren't real-life friends) sign my guest book thingie. Woohoo! I should go and sign the thing of that one guy that posted on the 2nd. Yah.

Gosh. I feel like this is gonna be an unusually long post, 'cuz I have a lot to catch up. I guess. I want to say a lot, but how much should I reveal? If I told you too much, I'd have to kill you. ^_^

Kidding of course.
.. That was retarded..

One thing I can't keep quiet about is... hm. Love? Yes. The question, "How do you know...?"

That answer is coming up soon I think. I'm with somebody now.. It's strange, it's as if third time really IS the charm. I see her so differently now. I... I didn't know what I wanted--Well, I knew what I wanted, but it was contrary to what I needed. -Who- I needed. I feel bad for not realizing it earlier. Realizing... her. And realizing myself.

I've had one or two "very strong feelings" for people, but this is so different--however I wanted to look at it, it was desire for that person, not the need. And it really felt like a JOB to keep that other person happy, because there were the littlest conflicts. I didn't act like my true self. Yes, I had thoughts of "mewwage," too.

It's still different.

It's different because this time around, I'm not blindly following some dream, probable or not. I am in full awareness of myself as I show my love for her.

She's a part of me.
We both agree that we're like one person now..
One of us hurts, the other hurts just the same.

I miss her. I need to go call her now. >_<

Well, bye everyone.

I love you, Everth... ...
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Wednesday, March 2, 2005

   Snausages?
Ack! Tortellini! Nards! Melons! Pie! Guatamala! Starfox! Aparoids! Smiley! DDR! Tortellini! Gastrodeficiency! Recommendation! Annhilation! Poopie! Kill! Mother! Vivissimo! Lard! Shift! Away! Whee! Eee! Lament! Orphus! Number! Dang! Wrecks-a-holic! Twinkies! Hallelujah! Ham! Sam! I am! Cat! Xerox! Tortellini! Postwar! Fraggot! Missile Launcher! Queen! Jacket! Rain! Isotope! Ballroom! Banana! Tortellini! Wangster! Utopia! Yin-Yang! Vivaldi! Mossimo! Mozart! Beethoven! Tortellini! ... uhh...

Well that was fun. Was it fun for you?

... WELL, AT LEAST I UPDATED!! ^_^
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Friday, November 26, 2004

   Blah.
Yet another turning point in my life. I'm having to force myself to throw away old faces (as much as I hate to) and welcome myself to new ones. But I know I can't completely leave those oldies behind... I love 'em. But time moves on... I love them too much. I don't want to love them anymore. It's for my own good.

And besides... I'm taken by a new person. I have to be loyal, you know? She means a lot to me.

Well, time to sleep... ...
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Monday, November 22, 2004

   Bwahaha! The perfect thing to post! I knew I'd find it.
Take the quiz: "What Kind of Pervert are You?"

The Depressed Pervert
The Depressed Pervert: You are The Depressed Pervert, you seem a bit more distant than The Horny Pervert, you actually prefer your partner to find you instead of the other way around, but what goes through your mind. ( Ooou, the intimacy ) You could think of practically anything to turn you on, more than likely the person to be with you are going to have as much wild and wet dreams as you give them, even though you are not like The Horny Pervert, you still have your tendencies, perhaps writing your poetry is a great turn on for them. But you accept things as they come, waiting for them to make the first move, usually.
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Friday, November 12, 2004

   Life's being weird on me again.

Whatever you do...DO NOT TAKE THIS QUIZ!!!!!
Created by Otaku-At-Heart and taken 2659 times on bzoink!
..So you gave in to curiousity's mighty force, eh?
Do you like waffles?
What color is your hair?
How many times have you said
Finish this sentance: It's not over 'til...
You will live to be	61513
Chances you will have a happy life	70%
You will find true love to be...	True
Your very best friend will turn out to be a/an	Beast Magical Girl
This date will be very important soon-remember it!	October 11, 2011
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Dunno why I did this. ... I guess it's just a filler. Well anyway, life's being weird on me again. Not sure if I should talk about it here.. O_o Oh well...

Grr, why is that one blank? I KNOW I typed something there.
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Monday, November 8, 2004

   Avoidant? ... Sounds about right...
Well, it was a bit more depressing than I thought it'd be. I'm fine, though. LOOK AT IT PEOPLE!! I'M INSANE!! BWAHAHAHAA!!!

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

... I think.. Well, maybe not. ^^;;
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