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Monday, March 14, 2005

   Spring Break, Boring?
I've been at my brother's house for almost 24 hours now. We took advantage of a big screen TV up in the compass building (he's in college) and played my LameCube.. Then spent the night adjusting to the difficulty of Megaman X7. We (though mostly, I) beat the game and it was all peachy...

Anyway, as of now, my brother's watching Shark Tale. Yay? I've already seen it, but anyway, overall I'm bored. I had only.. um. I don't know how many hours. x_x What's five to one o' clock?

Yeah, I need to spend more time with MyOtaku. And, uh, get to know people? Even though people scare me. :(
Well, not the people here, at least. Despite the suckiness and lack of grandiosity on my site, I've had two people (who aren't real-life friends) sign my guest book thingie. Woohoo! I should go and sign the thing of that one guy that posted on the 2nd. Yah.

Gosh. I feel like this is gonna be an unusually long post, 'cuz I have a lot to catch up. I guess. I want to say a lot, but how much should I reveal? If I told you too much, I'd have to kill you. ^_^

Kidding of course.
.. That was retarded..

One thing I can't keep quiet about is... hm. Love? Yes. The question, "How do you know...?"

That answer is coming up soon I think. I'm with somebody now.. It's strange, it's as if third time really IS the charm. I see her so differently now. I... I didn't know what I wanted--Well, I knew what I wanted, but it was contrary to what I needed. -Who- I needed. I feel bad for not realizing it earlier. Realizing... her. And realizing myself.

I've had one or two "very strong feelings" for people, but this is so different--however I wanted to look at it, it was desire for that person, not the need. And it really felt like a JOB to keep that other person happy, because there were the littlest conflicts. I didn't act like my true self. Yes, I had thoughts of "mewwage," too.

It's still different.

It's different because this time around, I'm not blindly following some dream, probable or not. I am in full awareness of myself as I show my love for her.

She's a part of me.
We both agree that we're like one person now..
One of us hurts, the other hurts just the same.

I miss her. I need to go call her now. >_<

Well, bye everyone.

I love you, Everth... ...
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