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Thursday, September 2, 2004


*sigh*


I probably won't post anything other than this for a while,or until I feel better. I've been feeling depressed lately. My friends wouldn't notice it because they always see the happy side of me. And if not happy,then really quiet. Last night,I snapped. I couldn't take it anymore,so when my mom said something to me,I just snapped and broke out in tears. I went upstairs and cried myself to sleep. Usually after I cry one night,I wake up in the morning and forget about it. But today,I woke up more depressed than I was earlier in the week. For most of the day,I stayed quiet and there were times when I was about to cry in front of the class. Yeah,I laughed a little today,but I didn't want anyone asking me what's wrong,because I would most likely break out in tears again. I zoned out a lot today too. I keep thinking about what happened to me 5 years ago. I just want to forget it,but it keeps haunting me...making me sadder and sadder. I don't know why I'm telling you this,because it's not like you care or anything. But I mainly just wanted to tell you that I'm not gonna post anything until I feel better,and I might not visit any of your sites today.


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