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Thursday, September 23, 2004


   Why does everyone always do this to me?!


I hate my life. I hate everything about my life. I hate being pushed around,but most of all I hate when no one listens to me. My day has been like hell today. My head hurt,my stomach hurt,and I felt dizzy. Everyone kept pushing me around and the only people who actually listened to me were my friends. My mom is making me change schools. The school I already go to is closer to where I live too. I don't want to go to New Haven just so I can learn. I like my school better than other schools so far,even though the school I go to isn't the best. And after what happened to me 5 years ago,it's surprising that I didn't kill myself yet. My friends mean a lot to me...they're the ones who kept me alive and now my mom's making me change schools and be separated from them. I feel as if we are already drifting apart this year...we never really get to see each other anymore besides at the beginning of the day,and in between classes. I don't want to change schools. They say I'm "gifted"...well "gifted" my ass! Anyone can draw...all they need is a pencil,paper,an idea of what to draw,and some practice. *sigh* Besides that,I'm still working on the first chapter of Legendary Elf Suzuki...school and depression has been slowing me down. I'm trying to get it done fast so that I can post it. Well,I'm going to try to calm down a little. I hope your day was good,and I'll try to finish the first chapter of Legendary Elf Suzuki sometime this week. But it may be hard because my (step) grandma will be coming this weekend. I'll try to let you know if anything good happens.


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