myOtaku.com: Saru Chan

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-05-21
Gender
• Female
Member Since
• 2004-03-17
Occupation
• Wandering Artist :D
Real Name
• *thinks* uh... you know, I just don't know

Personal

Achievements
• Making it to 10th grade
Anime Fan Since
• When did Sailor Moon start?
Favorite Anime
• Millennium Actress Samurai Champloo & Azumanga Daioh
Goals
• To become better at drawling than Dana >_<
Hobbies
• Drawing & Playing DDR
Talents
• Drawing

myOtaku.com: Saru Chan

Friday, September 24, 2004

I'm not me anymore......

I've realized that today I haven't been acting like myself. This morning during homeroom I had my scissors in my hand and I was extremely close to jabbing them into my throat. Then I realized what I was about to do and quickly put them in my binder. I was very shakey and uncomfortable for most of the day and I kept dropping things during language arts. During lunch,we got to eat outside in the courtyard because the CMTs were over and I didn't even finish my lunch which is extrmely un normal for me because I usually scarf down my food since I never eat breakfast and I'm usually starving by lunch time. I didn't really draw much either. I did talk during lunch,but that was the most I ever talked today. I also zoned out a lot and felt dizzy again today. I don't know what's happening to me,but I think I need to talk to someone. My past is tearing me up slowly,causing more pain. You probably wouldn't be able to tell because I smile a lot...I've trained myself to do that because I don't really like when people ask me too much questions. I'm also mad at my mom for making me change schools. I don't know when I'll be changing,but I know that I'm changing for sure. Well,I'm going to go now...I have nothing else to post today,so bye for now....

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