Thursday, October 25, 2007

   blah. I HATE excel
not the anime. The program. I HATE IT!!!! rawr.

spent like 3 hours trying to use it and it was being a piece of crap and wouldn't work.

still didn't finish. i just gave up and took it home.

so i came back in a severely disgruntled mood.

i feel better now. after a 2 hour nap. oh and pizza and cake =D

i have homework to do. sorry for the poor grammar and capitlization and all. but i'm lazy.

so very very lazy. And i miss my sister very muchly. -_-

oh but i did procrastinate and watched Battle Royale...fucking awesome movie. but the end was strange...

oh well. ki wo tsukete ne!thank you!
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

   what a birthday...wait, am I 18 now???? O.O
so, today was a tuesday like any other...I didn't even get any mail =_= lol

I got phone calls from my parents, texts from Antonio, and lots of Myspace messages from my friends.

I still don't think i'm 18. it feels weird.

I got done with my classes, took a nap, did some homework, went to Japanese...

I got out of Japanese about 8:30 pm...came back up and was gonna eat with Becky. she needed time, so i just hanged out (hung out?) in the room.

Just when I was thinking what a peaceful birthday this was...in comes Becky, Gabe, and Jason with a cake and a pizza, singing to me. I had this look of... "ohhh crap" on my face.

we had some cake, and pizza, Gabe bought me some soda and a deck of cards, we watched Shaun of the Dead, and Javan came over and gave me choco for my bday.

then, as we tried to get rid of all the extra cake, we had a lot more visitors. It was actually REALLY fun =D I feel so lucky.

And thank goodness this birthday was better than last year's. I know there are worse things than what happened to me last year, but still.


the pictures...in lazy format. i'll get more up laters

Anyway. =( I got a 9 am midterm tomorrow...so that would be in >8 hours

Thanks for all the greetings and all, you guys!!! =D I really appreciate it. I was sent a birthday card from Tavi so I'll get that up once I can see it, k?

**hugs**

take care, now, ok? those californians, I hope you get some rain and the fires put out. And to NaeNae, again, **hugs** be strong, my friend

now if you'll excuse me, i gots to be off to bed =Dthank you!
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

   Victory is MINE!
From the last post, many thanks for the regards =D

Also, I like the Simpsons better than Family Guy, but neither one is my favorite show, that's for sure. I like South Park better than either. But my favorite is Futurama. Dunno why. Just is.

And, LordSesshomaru, thanks!!! i've been confused about the signs lately...now i got it figured out. LOL

I'm glad everyone agrees with me about preferring my pets over my house. Anyway, we have house insurance. Don't have pet insurance. I'll have to put a picture of the picture (LOL) up sometime, it's a seriously sweet image.

Much better than looking at the wreckage from the 2004 Tsunami. =_= that was too sad...I hate seeing people and animals suffer.

Oh man, oh man!!! I gotta get a picture of my dorm floor up!!! (like, the hall)

it's decorated for Halloween, and it looks. WICKED!!! except some jackass was tearing down the decorations earlier. feh. is he in kindergarten, or college? **kicks him**

I also drew a fantabulous thing on our whiteboard. It's got a pumpkin patch, tombstones, a skeleton, a bad, and my specialty, a hanged girl. =D

and it said "HAPPY fuckin' HALLOWEEN" but someone erased 'fuckin' so I replaced it with HAUNTED

xD I seriously love Halloween too much...

Anyway. Ok. So today is my birthday **shakes fist at you** and my dad sent me. $300!!!! **has heart attack** I wasn't expecting him to send that much!!!!!!!!!

=D I'm so glad; I wasn't gonna be able to get my tattoo...but now i AM!!! yay!!!! I think i'm gonna get a kitty on my forearm, or a tree on my shoulder. I probably should wait on my forearm...maybe i'll get my neck done.

^_^ I'm excited.

<_<

But anywayanyway. In more serious news, I'm worried about GreyCat now; she's had to evacuate her area because it's under fire threat (she lives in California) so keep your fingers crossed for her

this has been a difficult month for a lot of people =( i'm sorrythank you!
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Monday, October 22, 2007

   I'm the fucking QUEEN of HALLOWEEN! deal with it.
I saw the Nightmare Before Christmas in 3-D...awesome!!! I wanted to grab Jack and hug him...I love that movie, and not because it's popular. I've loved it since my friend Ian showed it to me when we were...like, 4 or 5.

yay!!!

aah!!!!!! i am SO excited for my birthday!!! it's TOMORROW!!!! **spinning smilie face**

I will be...no different than I am today, just legal!! damn. damn. It was REALLY working for me, being underage, you know. Some weird, creepy guy hits on me, HA I'm underage =D

damn. there goes that one. **snaps fingers** but then again, it does get me one step closer to legal drinking age =D yay!!!

=_= because I'm SOoooo into drinking =_=

Well. Anyway. After watching The Departed yesterday with Becky, Jason, and Gabe, I really liked the song. So now I've been listening to a lot of Dropkick Murphys, Flogging Molly, the old AFI, and **squeals* DEAD KENNEDYS!!!

=D yay!!! Dead Kennedys!!!

**dances**

>_>

<_<

you didn't see that.

ALSO, oh HELL NAH, Family Guy did NOT just make fun of the Simpsons. Are you serious??? I enjoy both shows, but Family Guy is such a RIP off of the Simpsons, and no where near as good (in the older episodes, fuck the new ones)

feh.

anyway. today Becky and I were talking about her friend's super high teenage boy libido...I almost blurted, "you mean he's fuckin' HORNY!" she danced around it so much. Lol. But I understand his situation.

**spinning smilie face** for a girl, I have a very high libido, too. hahaha! I just rarely act on it, because I'm not a slut.

xD Mayte and I were talking about dorm rooms, and I said, "don't take this the wrong way...but every boy's room I've been in here smells like FEET."

but that's not true. Jason and Gabe's room smells like...I dunno, the inside of a hat. Not that bad.

I have this picture over my desk of a little Indonesian girl kissing her kitten after an earthquake demolished their house...it's such a cute picture: their house is toppled over, but she's still got her kitty ^_^ it's because they have a better warning system since the 2004 tsunami.

this is going to sound TERRIBLE, but it's the honest truth: I'd rather lose my house than my pets...in a natural disaster

I love my pets.thank you!
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Saturday, October 20, 2007

   28 Days La'er
I love-ah this movie!! **spinning smilie face**

It's not my very favorite

But one of the goodies!

yay!!!

now to write my paperthank you!
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Friday, October 19, 2007

   'ey!!! who says I have a messy room???!?!??!?!?!?!
hey!!! I'll have y'all know this as clean as a room can possibly GET if I'm around.

xD but thanks for all the comments

anyway.

today I was verrry frustrated with myself...I have the whole damn afternoon to do homework, and I don't. I sleep and play Sims. hmph.

then, i get to Japanese, and find out we had homework i didn't know abouts.

so, with the 5 minutes left til class starts, i run back up to my dorm, and try to do it. I had to print it out, of course. feh.

and then, i do it (it was Katakana, which i already know, so it didn't take me long) and I'm done totally 15 minutes into class.

by which point it was too late for me to go back because it wouldn't have counted if i was there or not.

So i stayed in my dorm and freaked out, crying and all. I tried talking to Antonio but it backfired. I finally got ahold of Mayte and she kinda comforted me.

after i'd calmed down enough, I went downstairs and hid in the bathroom and talked to Mayte while waiting for class to end. once it did, i went in and talked to the teacher.

THANK GOD Fuse-sensei is a nice guy. I told him I'd had a minor emergency and had to take care of it, and I was really sorry I missed his class...

my eyes were all puffy and swollen and not as big as usual (i dunno about it, but Becky says I have really big eyes), so he could see something really had been wrong with me.

so he let me turn my homework in, at least **phew**

right after that was another round of Japanese with Ishiguro-sensei. I didn't have to excuse anything to her, so, LOL. but I was ON the BALL in that class. She's kind of intimidating, so I'll sometimes mispronounce things...

not today!!! i was doing really well! Except when it came to saying "yokatta desu ne" I said it kind of wrong but corrected myself until i got it right.

so yay me.

it maybe equals out to nothing =_=

also, on my biology test yesterday...I got 27/50 right...that's 54%

which is actually better than I thought it would be. I was expecting a 40% ish.

heh. It's ALMOST passing...

Thank God this test will be dropped, too. Because, i will make SURE it's my lowest score. By far.

I'll be good from now on, i PROMISE TT_TTthank you!
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Thursday, October 18, 2007

   so yeah. JLo makes me sick.
since Magnus asked for me to post my dorm pics today...here they are ^_^


come in...if you dare!!!


Door


Closet


Becky's Stuff


Bex desk


Bex dresser


my dresser


my desk


window


bed


that's my bed and posters


food


sink




my books


my junk


more of my junk


the room


the room


me <3


me again...hahaha ugggggly


short, 20 second vid of my room

take care!!! hope your day is better than minethank you!
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

   I registered to vote!
i mailed it in. we shall see if i am "approved."

today I felt REALLY dumb. I think everyone did, so that was comforting. It's my Honors class. We did our notes wrong. I was so ashamed! LOL

My friend Deisy is going to be a mommy in about a month ^_^ they're 90% sure it's going to be a girl.

so i got her a girl's gift basket set, diapers, and some cute clothes for her daughter. My mom paid, so whew!!! I bought them online, so they'll be delivered right to her.

Today, my mom's had the roof worked on. It was a mess; thank God she's fixing it. well, paying someone too.

She said my cat still misses me; I miss him too!!! This morning, I saw a kitty in the Blackstone building...It made me excited for next year; I'll be living alone, except I'll have a gato!!! yay!!

I miss my cat verily much. He's the only one who's nice to me no matter what.



ever watched O'Canada? this takes me back...

anyway

And a Note to LordSesshomaru: thanks for the comments; I appreciate it. I also agree WHOLLY with the first paragraph you wrote. =Dthank you!
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

   that's a cute picture
Please keep NaeNae in your prayers; she's got it rougher than anyone I know right now.

And it sucks (incredibly much so), too, because the same thing happened to my uncle.

I feel sorry for my mom, it fucked her up when my uncle died.

fucked my whole family up. But me. Why? because I'm not really a part of that family. Really. I'm not.

I'm a "bastard," according to my grandmother. At my uncle's funeral, the WHOLE family sat up in the front. My mom told me to sit in the back.

My cousins get spoiled fucking rotten by my grandparents, and i just get bitched at or patronized all the time. I get looked down on by my grandparents because I don't believe in church (CHURCH. i believe in God, and the same one as them, so I don't see what their problem is). And **gasp!** I try not to judge people or make myself superior to them, and **sigh** i'm the bad one.

in the family that is my parents...feh. what family? I have my dad, who i don't really get along with, and my mom, who I love, but don't get along with. And they hate each other.

I spend most of my time alone. I never see my sister or nephews or her brothers or anything. Because they're never there when i'm available.

I have Antonio, i guess. He must be mad at me, or something. He hurt my feelings tonight.

Don't get me wrong. I love these people. And I have forgiven them. But when bad shit happens, it makes me remember every tresspass upon me, and it tears me up. (like paper)

Fuck, i hate being a doormat. I am so nonconfrontational it's scary. Like when Antonio said he didn't care (about what i was upset about), i just said, "okay...sorry"

or else i just clam up and try not to speak. And i get mad, OH do i get mad. But i dunno why, but i don't hold grudges well

I don't start shit; I walk away. And it pisses me off when people either use that to take out their bad day on me in a mean way because I won't do shit about it, or when they come looking for me to start shit.

And don't tell me to "fight back." that's like telling a man to chop his penis off. it could happen, but highly unlikely.

Anyway, i just needed to vent to a listening ear. Sorry if I sounded bitchy or hypocritical or whiny. I didn't mean to; it's just been building up for a few days and if i don't vent, i combust.

^_^ don't worry about me. I'll be fine. Just need to busy myself.

It's NaeNae I worry about =(thank you!
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Monday, October 15, 2007

   we REARRANGGED!!!
yup!!! our room looks SO much better; I'll take pictures later and show you

=( today I was really homesick for Antonio.

I wanted to go to the concert he and his friends went to. I guess i'm just feeling left out...

anyway.

LMAO!!!

so, today, as usual, I wore a nice, lovely NIN shirt. As I was walking back from Ross (i bought some cheap-ass dishes), I came to a stoplight. And across the street was a guy wearing a different NIN shirt xD

I did my best to avoid looking at him. Then in the middle of the intersection as we crossed paths, he points to his shirt and gets all happy and gives me the thumbs up.

Then, at dinner, when I was telling Becky about it, I see another girl wearing a NIN shirt xD she pointed and got all happy ^^

but yeah. nothing much to day...ehhehhehehehehehe

yeah =(

ki wo tsukete!!! =Dthank you!
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