Saturday, May 19, 2007

   psychic
whoa. Whilst checking my myspace (i know...BOOO! but it keeps me in contact with my friends easily) I put it to my profile to hear the songs on my player, much like the one up there (in fact, exactly the same, just red)

I had a particular song in mind: the graduation song...I figured I'd have to switch it...but no need!!! it started playing right away!

Last night, in my sleeplessness, while listening to that song, and the Bitter End by the Dixie Chicks, I started thinking about how, honestly, we're never gonna see each other after graduation.

I started CRYING. It didn't last long, thankfully, but damn. I am kind of scared, because I am going to school in Oregon, where I don't know anyone and it's 1000 miles from home. I'm independent and adventurous, but I'm still scared. Who wouldn't be?

At least Eliana, who is going to college in New York, has her boyfriend going to school with her. I guess John is gonna be alone in Iowa, and Kristal's going to Iowa state in like a year.

I just pray that I keep in contact with Mayte, Dulce, and Maribel. I am a bit worried about my sister, too...not just keeping in touch, but about her well-being; she's so shy and quiet. She never complains, even when her world is falling apart, or when she is sick.

Here are my best friends:

Sister-licious!!!


Best friend-ed


my knifey-wifey


my totemo kawaii mari-chan suki!!!!


stupid ass TAZ, smoking up a storm (he loves cigars and primetimes)


Luciana


ignore me, look at Mayumi-chan!


my little muñeca


my stinky icky bunny

Not pictured: Antonio, Deisy, Pickle, Miss Kitty, Toby, Takato, Carrie, Ki'y-ki'ythank you!
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Friday, May 18, 2007

   SENIOR FCUKING CHECKOUT!!!!!
...woot!!!!! Go me!!!!!! as of now, I am 100% completely finished with high school, except for graduation weds.

First thing this morning, at the All School Meeting, we had a ceremony commencinig the last day for us.

Juan, Alex, Mayte, Maribel, Dulce, Deisy, Martha, Marisela, Luciana, Lupe, and I all pulled the ONLY senior prank.

We got Windows markers, crete paper, and balloons.

Since everyone was wearing their DCIS shirts, we made masks out of paper plates, string, and crete paper.

Then, with Juan and Luci as get away cars, we DASHED outside, tagged up the vice principal's van (parked out front in student parking) with "C/O 2007" and such, taped balloons to it.

Then, everyone but me piled into the cars and drove around back to do everybody elses'. I, on the other hand, was a hero, ran across the field to the dumpsters. I climbed on one, and looked over the wall that is there to make sure no one was out back. I called Alex to tell her it was all clear

They laughed, saying they could see me peeking over the wall, then said, "Look behind you!"

I turn around to see Dino the janitor taking out the trash!!!!!!!!! xDDDDD!!!!!!! He just smiles and waves at me, the weird girl wearing a mask, covered in crete paper, standing on the dumpster.

I jumped over the wall and RAN for it towards the parking lot. Everyone said I looked like #1 criminal running from the cops~

Then, i stood guard, as everyone pulled in, and we tagged the windows with "Class of 2007!" and put "FOR SALE" (I wrote 4 Sale) and "$1000 OBO" We also put the school's phone number for inquiring minds.

I went around putting everyone's windshield wipers up, and wrappping the crete paper around them. Just as the bitchy security guard was coming, we hopped in our vehicles, and went to Chile's.

Not the close one, the one in Lakewood. LOL why we went down the highway to a restaraunt that was a really short bus ride away, I don't know but it was fun

At the restaraunt, we pigged out, I pretended to jack off, we took pictures, we laughed, we sang, and all that. We also called the school and their English teacher to ask about cars.

First, I called the main office, and said, "Hi, I was calling to ask about the car for sale out back...would you have any information on that?"

Carol, the head secretary, just said, "No, honey, i'm sorry. if i find anything out, I'll tell you. can i get a number?"

i ALMOST froze up then, but I said "720-423...Oh wait!" that's the SCHOOL'S NUMBER xD I then just told her my number and hung up.

Later, we called Ms. Ruiz, who was HILARIOUS!!!!!

I said, "Hi, i was inquiring about the Navy blue passat for sale out back?"

L. Ruiz: "I am gonna HURT you!!! I didn't bring my wallet today, so i'm driving without a license today, and i have to drive around with all that crap on my car..."

me: "But...but...! But it said it's for sale! I'm willing to pay top price~!"

Ruiz: "I'm gonna HURT YOU!!!"

me: "oh...I'd better call the police! I don't take kindly to being threatened."

she hung up on me then....I was the one to make t he call because I'm the only who can say TOTALLY outrageous stuff and not laugh. Smile, yes, but I won't laugh.

anyway, we got back to school and some of the teachers were like "I looove this prank~ I'm not taking it off until i wash my car"

lmao. It was my idea, too :3 It was kinda lame and not BAD, but it was pretty fun...

2007 is just the best year...EVER!!!!!! we ROCK~! We get irritated with each other, but we're basically all friends, and there are NO cliques... I love us!~ But then, I'm biased.

I just wish Mayumi could graduate with us this year :( she came to America 2 years ago and still has trouble with English, although I'd say she's SOOOO good for being here so short (she's short...and ADORABLE. Half Japanese, half Mexican. She looks totally Japanese, and speaks beautiful espanjol)

**hearts**





Ki'y-ki'y in a tree





mine dorky ass sister who I positively ADORE


Antonio's puppy


Note on yesterday: Antonio was fine. his sister and mom are just psychothank you!
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Thursday, May 17, 2007

   Don't get a boner when you look at my eyes, bastard~~~~!!!!
...explaination? Antonio told me "I get a boner whenever I see your beautiful eyes." God. What a pervert. >.> and he has a pic of me with "my eyes all shisha!" (Zak comment of the pic) on his PSP. It's flattering, but also embarrassing.

but i'm really worried now; i got a call from his sister who sounds distressed about him. i hate it when he just disappears; it's so scary, i think he's dead or in jail or something. i always think the worst, and dammit, why does he have to pull this shit every now and then???

My eyes are blue and green, with flecks of yellow and black. I try to bring out the yellow cos they look really cool. heh. I wanna be a muñeca!!! That would be so so sosososoososooooo awesome!!!!!!!! heh. but the doll-face kind, not JUST a doll. :D


OH! So the paper came out today; it looks really freakin good. And our sponsor bought us a pizza party at lunch. 3 pizzas split between 7 people=AWESOME.

Also, I have my yearbook. It's good; i have SOOO many signatures already

What else? Tomorrow is SENIOR CHECKOUT. Woot. 2007!!!! I'm kinda nostalgic about it; i know i'm gonna miss everyone SO much. And graduation will be sucky and fun. I'm just plain ready, i guess.

I hope you'll all excuse my absence this week. I was really busy on some days, and then...others..FUCK MY MOM. she's been such a bitch, she made me cry SO damn much, and drove me so damn crazy I wound up cutting a little. It's been a while and it's fucked up and I'll be pissed at you if you do it, but shit. I wanted to hurt her, and when i get those feelings, it's best for me to get hurt so I calm down before exploding. Our house has so much broken shit from when i've lost my temper; I have a long fuse, but when you burn it all up, I absolutely explode and go nuts. scary.

Anyway. nothing much to say, I guess. Here's a few pics:


My tattoo


my boner


crest truck (think oscar mayer weiner mobile)


me and my tattoo


me and my whiny cat


art is resistance, mayte is stupid, and i am a ninja


mayte poking me during my shirt's photo shoot


she sucks


Haha! It's my wifey~ Dulce!!


the tattoo I gave Dulce on the back of her neck


a true muñeca


my bunny


duckies


rock on~!


this was me on Grunge day...I love grunge


scary


red eyes


saquen ese guey!!!!!! kissy-skissy


Our fancy picture ^^


i gotta start wearing black eyeliner morethank you!
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Monday, May 14, 2007

   the legalization of me
The day of, or the day after, I turn 18, I am going to go get my lip pierced, my upper ears pierced, and I'm 100% certain...A TATTOO. I've no real clue what of yet, maybe some kanji or something, and I want NIN tattooed on my wrist. I also want some other crap, like barbed wire around my neck.

Don't ask me why, but I LOVE tattoos and piercings. Show me a boy or girl covered in them all badass and I want to steal their skin. I also want a mohawk for some reason...maybe because my hair is long enough to make a good one without being too long.

Friday is Senior Checkout, or my last day EVA of high school....omg it's really cool...even though i'm failing physics and I have to go take the AP Physics test in a few.

the teacher and this kid Lem just PISSED ME OFF in that class, though. I understand their point, most definately, but they are quite rude. and the teacher can't do crap...

anyway. Yeah. Saturday, my grandparents are coming out, and my aunt and uncle too. I shouldn't say "coming out" because they (grandparents) are SUPER homophobic.

I'm a straight up family hero for actually winning an arguement with my grandfather this january. He was trying to tell me everything that's wrong with "homosexuals" (have you ever noticed only anti-gays call them that?) and how they are chosing to be that way, because they were created in the image of God, and are perfect.

I got mad and countered with "So, people with mental disabilities are chosing to be that way? Blind people are chosing not to see? Deaf people are chosing not to see?!" and he shut up.

Heh heh heh.

I'm gonna leave now, since I just gave myself a confidence boost :Dthank you!
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   my momma's watching Survivor
...bleh.

Anyway, first of all, I must thank you all for your support this weekend with my "problem." I know I'm always complainin' and never happy, but you guys were really kind and told me what I wanted to hear more than my friends or boyfriend or mother.

I'm not "all better" because nothing is as easy as that. I'll seem OK, and then just tear up, or get sad easily, but your support and comfort has been really helpful. Thank you/Arigato gozaimasu yo~

Especial thanks to GreyCat for the e-card ^^ it was really cute (i should put up a link) even if it was a tad cheezy.

Well, moving on, because I'm sure you're sick of my emo moping...

Saturday, I got my mom a nice purse for Mother's Day (i was broke so it was a cheap one). Then, even though I was feeling like and most certainly looking like crap, I went to the movies with Antonio.

Of course, he was at his friends' Matt'n'Allen (sorta Lord of the Flies reference there, sorry) house, DRINKING the fucking drunk. I don't mind Matt'n'Allen. I'm sure Allen, possibly Matt, hates me. and Allen's (or is it Matt's?) older brother FUCKING hates me with a passion.
This girl i HATE~! was there drinking my vodka. once she touched it, it was dead to me. that's alright; i don't need it.

I was fuming fucking PISSED, sitting in the apartment, and then i cried a few tears while antonio was off being a woman and fixing his mohawk. then i just put my head down and tried to sleep, but i ran out of air, started sniffling, and everyone told antonio i was crying.

He promptly took me out "for a smoke" (smooth, since i don't smoke and all). I cussed a bit. Matt followed us because he hates Leila too. "she's after my nuts!" in his words. and he has a girlfriend, so he doesn't want to cheat.

I fucking love TRUE punks <3<3

But we finally made it to the movies. We saw "28 Weeks Later" and while I can't speak highly of the plot, it was entertaining. And fucking hilarious. I laughed my ass off the whole time.

I guess I am "funny" because Antonio kept laughing. My snide comments got to him. The funniest part was when the girl fell down the escalator...bwahahahahaha or when the other one threw up all over the guy...

it was a riot...as Antonio said, "everyone was watching the movie all serious and serial killer jane over here was cracking up. People were dying and being gutted and she's just laughing."

Jason wanted to go over to me and say "shut the FUCK up."

:3 I can't say what I'd have done. Probably laughed at him O.o

Antonio said he'd have beat his ass, but I knew they were all pissed at me. I do care, because they're Antonio's friends, but fuck it. I yam what I yam, and if he choses them over me, fuck it. I don't need someone that choses a bunch of sluts and drunks over ME ...**stupid face** like i'm anything.

:3 I'm such a bitch

Lesse. Then today I just went shopping with my mom. we were gonna go to the zoo but she got up too late, so we postponed it.

I made out like a bandit at Hot Topic. I got a corset (Corsets look really good on me, they thin me and "enhance" my bust which is small), a pair of black and red chain pants, a clearance pair of fatigue pants with straps, a new NIN shirt (my collection **hearts hearts**), 4 smexy tank-tops, a Pink Floyd THE WALL pin (I LOOOOOVE Pink Floyd), a ninja pin, a cute chinese style shirt and matching pedal pants, and a bra with skulls on it. oh and a pair of socks.

I also got some pajamas at Target, for pajama day tomorrow. it's lame but hey. whatever.

I think "that's it." I know it's a lot. Now i'm broker than broke (i owe dinero), but i've got all my school clothes...I have a lot. i'm gonna be a sexier, meaner looking goth, i bet i'll scare everyone away....

oh well.

OH and the whole point of talking about sunday...While driving to the mall, we saw Antonio catching the bus...we almost picked him up, but it's a busy street so we couldn't get over, and the bus was coming. oh well. he might come over later...

I'm not slutty though.

It took me like...**counts on fingers** 4 months for me to let him kiss me...(did I mention our 2 year anniversary was May 4-ish?)

FUNNY LYRICS
"Knock 'Em Out"

Alright so this is a song about anyone, it could be anyone.
You're just doing your own thing and some one comes out the blue,
They're like,
"Alright"
What ya saying,
"Yeah can I take your digits?"
And you're like, "no not in a million years, you're nasty
please leave me alone."

Cut to the pub on a lads night out,
Man at the bar cos it was his shout,
Clocks this bird and she looks OK,
Caught him looking and she walks his way,
"Alright darling, you gonna buy us a drink then?"
"Err no, but I was thinking of buying one for your friend..."

She's got no taste hand on his waist, tries to pull away but her lips on his face,
"If you insist I'll have a white wine spritzer"
"Sorry love, but you ain't a pretty picture."

[Chorus]
Can't knock em out, can't walk away,
Try desperately to think of the politest way to say,
Just get out my face, just leave me alone,
And no you can't have my number,
"Why?"
Because I've lost my phone.

Oh yeah, actually yeah I'm pregnant, having a baby in like 6 months so no, yeah, yeah...

"I recognise this guy's way of thinking..."
As he comes over her face starts sinking,
She's like,
"Oh here we go.."
It's a routine check that she already knows, she's thinking they're all the same.

"Yeah you alright baby? You look alright still, yeah what's your name?"
She looks in her bag, takes out a fag, tries to get away from the guy on a blag, can't find a light,
"Here use mine"
"You see the thing is I just don't have the time."

[Chorus]

Go away now, let me go,
Are you stupid? Or just a little slow?
Go away now I've made myself clear,
Nah it's not gonna happen,
Not in a a million years,

[Chorus x2]

Nah I've gotta go cos my house is on fire,
I've got herpes, err no I've got syphilis...
AIDS, AIDS, I've got AIDS!
thank you!
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Saturday, May 12, 2007

   kinda...uhm...
Well. I...uhm...don't have much to say, I guess. I just miss Lain. I hasn't even been 1 day without her, and I'd normally be at my dad's house anyway, not seeing her.




But I want her back. I don't wante her to suffer. But she won't be there when i get home. she won't be little and purring in my lap, or crying to be let of her room (the other cats always picked on her), to come darting out and running away. She won't beg to go in the sink and have a drink, or run away from me when i'm trying to catch her. She won't ever try to dart out the door to eat some grass when i'm getting the mail or getting grocceries.

sigh...she was so sad when we took her to the vet.

(she made it through the night, the day, and we DID put her to sleep)

There isn't any more hoping
There isn't any more thinking "it'll be okay"
It won't
No matter what they say
There won't be any miracles this time
Despite the fact that you didn't come home
And you won't be back ever
You aren't anywhere in the whole world
We may never meet again, and we may forget
But even if there is no hoping any more
I still do.

T.T

sorry...


Lain



an old picture of Lain and I


Lain and Miss Kitty


Lain on my mom's bed


Lain and Pickle


Lain in the sink

Rest in peace, sweet pea...(my mom's stupid nickname for her)...

just before...
Lain
01/30/98~05/11/07

<3<3<3


Isn't she beautiful?thank you!
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Friday, May 11, 2007

   Fuck damn
it doesn't even fucking matter, it seems like. No one around here seems to care, or understand. They just do their best to piss me off.

I left school early today and spent 7 hours doing community service at the shelter. it was good.

But at home, poor Lain is dying. Right now, it's 12:08 am, and i doubt that when i wake up, she will be alive

Not that it matters cos fucking shit why is everything such a fucking mess???

Not that it matters a lot, because in 17 hours, if she doesn't die before then, we're gonna put her to sleep.

Not that it matters, except that she's suffering so much she can barely breathe. She's so emaciated -her muscles are so eaten away- she barely fucking blinks. She can't walk, or jump, or even purr. She can't cry in pain. I don't know how long it's been since she last could eat. it's breaking my heart so fucking bad to watch her die right now.

It hurts so fucking much to just watch her suffer, i want her to just die so she won't have to hurt. I tell her "just go to sleep" and she tries, but she's an animal, and unlike people, they will live til life is taken from them. animals don't purposely kill themselves.

and if you say "she's just a cat" i say "FUCK YOU." I don't give a shit right now; i love her. Guess how fucking often i'm alone? 98% of the time. Without her and the other pets, i'd be so crushed.

I love them, and i understand she's just a cat, and I know everything dies. I don't deny death, but fucking shit, i don't want to say goodbye, and fucking shit i hate to see her fucking suffer.thank you!
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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

   horray for German goth rockity!
errr....Austrian, actually


or my all time favorite chick-singed band: L'ame Immortelle. I guess I like it because she's bad ASS and super gorgeous, and sounds great singing with that guy...Sonja is the girl

I really am not too fond of female singers. but there are a lot up there. Weird. **shrug**

As Mayte accurately observed today..."I don't like anything." Not exactly true. I like lots of things...It's easier to list what I DISLIKE (and more fun)...so assume I like everything until i specifically say I don't.

Heh. OOoh. I was so pissed I cried today. I spent about 8 hours of community service, going to thrift stores, buying clothes and other stuff, cleaning it up, sorting it, and delivering it to the Rescue Mission, a homeless shelter. I was ENRAGED why? Because those ASSHOLES crossed out 8.25 hours on my community service slip and wrote in "15 minutes." FUCKERS!!!!!!! Just because I only spend a few minutes at the joint dropping stuff off doesn't mean that I don't take time to help them

this was the first time anyone there has done that (the workers, not the homeless people; they don't do anything to me, except help bring stuff in) Tomorrow I'm going to talk to my teacher cos i;ve done it a lot of times before.

But damn. I feel like going to a couple thrift stores, getting gift certificates, and mailing THOSE to the shelter. Let those bastards who think it doesn't take time to do all that I did see. I should. I'll send a note that says "Here's something that's really worth the 15 minutes of community service you wanted to give me."

When they were signing it, I got so pissed i stormed out, and just sat on the curb. Had I a knife, i'd have slashed the nearest thing. It wasn't the CS necessarily, just that this whole week and last week has been crapped out. Lain's gonna be put to sleep on Friday, if she makes it that long.

well, and i DO need like 22 hours (maybe?) of CS by....friday.

Tomorrow is my AP Calc test, as well as International Politics final.

-.- dammit. the way my luck's been going, i'm gonna fail um both.

i'm so emo **flips hair over face**

lessee...interesting stories

ooh!!!!!!!!!!! xD I was napping on my free period today; just sleeping on the senior room couch under a sheet. I was listening to music while some old guy graded tests. Then, at around the 50 minute mark...I woke up on my back DROOLING (lmao) and freaked out. I wound up choking and starting a coughing fit (i have a cold) for 10 minutes, so loud Pepe came to check on me. I fell back asleep, and woke up at the exact right time for the mentoring thing.

Mayte and I are mentoring a group of 6th graders because they're having a hard time adjusting and are gossiping a lot. We played a lame name game. Then we played telephone. When Mayte came up with a sentence, she said, "Julie's gonna become a cat lady" but by the time it got to me, I heard "Julie's gonna make out one day." OUTRAGED, I sent her a murderous look and whispered to the girl next to me "Mayte's gonna make out one day."

I forget how it ended. But another one, when I was the tail started out "I like queso" and ended "I like underwear."

o.O

The one I started began "I'm a cow MOO" and ended "I like when green cows poo"

I like the episode of the Simpsons that tell of Maggie's birth...it's so sweet.

Questions:

1.) What other songs do you like from up there?
2.) How long does it take you to get to/from work or school?
3.) Will House face his even more most shocking case of the season NEXT week?
4.) Who will win American Idol? Do you give a crap?

(can you tell I need to change the channel?)thank you!
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Monday, May 7, 2007

   that which is really bothering me.


I love that video. And the song. It's my second favorite music video (that i've seen...I've not seen a lot)

What's your favorite music video?

this is mine <3 i love the Johnny Cash version so much more than Trent Reznor's (gasp!) simply because Johnny Cash was so sorrowful, and he sounded like he really really meant it. I like NIN's version, but I dunno. Cash's version is super!!!

I love that video **tears**

I have the JC version in that green box up thar for a reason ;)

What song of the selection up there is your favorite? (don't ask me to pi~ck xS)

I guess I'm in a "country" mood. weird.

As for the Dixie Chicks, I remember a few years ago when everybody hated them and boycotted them for saying something bad about the president or something...There are times when you have to be sensitive...but they were badmouthing the president before it was cool.

i think they said something along the lines of "ashamed to be from texas because of him" or something...

**shrugs**

these lyrics are really like my mood right now, reminding me of graduation, college, and the major thing that's really bothering me

"Bitter End"

The words that you said
They still ring in my head
Don't you know
We say goodbye
With a tear in our eye
Oh, where'd you go

It's alright you can sleep tonight
Knowing you'll always live on in a song

Farewell to old friends
Let's raise a glass to the bitter end
Farewell to old friends
Will you be the same when we see you again

Remember the days
When we'd laugh as you played
Who would have known
The water would come and just take you away
Oh, where'd you go

It's not alright
I can't sleep tonight
Knowing you should have played on
On and on

Farewell to old friends
Let's raise a glass to the bitter end
Farewell to old friends
Will you forgive me when I see you again

You had a good time
Drinking all of our wine
After the show
We all rode the wave
Of that crazy parade
Oh, where'd you go
What happened to
The ones we knew
As long as I'm the shiniest star
Oh, there you are

Farewell to old friends
Let's raise a glass to the bitter end
Farewell to old friends
We'll still be here when you come round again

so. the thing that's really bothering me.

on...Thursday...I have to take my cat Lain to be put to sleep...well, thursday is the best day. If not, it'll be the 15th...

either way, it's gonna be "goodbye."

Of course, she's really suffering. she can barely jump...just now, she tried to jump on my bed, and fell. she walks like a drunk and really slow. she doesn't purr anymore (she used to a LOT), and she's just SO skinny. you can feel about every bone in her body.

everything and everyone dies; it's a part of life. but goodbyes are hard, and there's just no way around that. I'm gonna miss her so much; i wish her last bit of life could have been HAPPY.

I'm not crying. but i'm sad, and it's the sort of thing that will eat me up for a few days, and then my FUCKING bitch ass grandparents and aunt and uncle will come, push me over the edge, and i'll snap. I'll either take shit out on them cos we have never gotten along, or i'll more likely take it on myself and get people pissed at me.

sorry. I wanted to have happy news for you; but this was fairly recent...

uhwaaaa...and she's just right next to me now being small and cute and she won't be here 2 weeks from now.

uhmmm happy news.

it ain't happy but weds. is my AP Calc test, and International Politics final. Sigh.

oh, and today I had a woody. (i was bored in calc, so I made my jacket look like i had a boner and had mayte take some pics (though they didn't come out well).

and anyone in Denver need a nanny goat? the shelter has one ^^ cute...

and there was a huge Crest toothpaste truck on the walk to the park from the shelter. Think "Oscar Meyer Weiner truck" with Lemon toothpaste. it was...intersting. I have a picture. i'll show you later.

questions:

1.) what is your favorite music video?
2.) What song in that green music player do you like best?
3.) should I ask questions every time?
4.) like the new look? -.- too bad if not

anyway must be off now


homg!!!!!! that's cano~!! my misogynistic classmate!!!!! xD what teh fuck! lmao i love our senior roomthank you!
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Sunday, May 6, 2007

   certain things...
allow me the chance to explain a certain selection in my music player up there:

Panic! At The Disco

While some of you may like the band, and others may not, I do not like the PEOPLE (except that they are quite young; that's cool), though I do like a total of 2 songs by them. I tried my best to find those 2 songs. But I am not sure of the titles (i rarely know song titles). Or really how the songs go. A friend gave me the CD about a year ago. I took it fishing to listen to one day, things happened, it got broken on some rocks. oops.

I do want to hear those songs, so i just saved all the possibilities, which i will listen to at my mom's house, cos my dad's sucks.

anyway.

What are your feelings on community service?

I need about 30 hours by friday TT.TT (less but still)

I love to do it, don't get me wrong. But it drives me nuts that my dad has been such a BITCH about it this weekend. He's ALWAYS a bitch, but he's WAAAAAY more worse this weekend.

It's like he's PMSing.

I told him I NEED to do community service. Not "want to," NEED TO. And all he did friday night until I told him to forget it Saturday was COMPLAIN. Oh, he WORKS all week, he doesn't want to work for someone else and not even get PAID on his free time.

and then I needed to at least go to the library, and he's like "sure!" but what does he do? he went when i was in the shower.
I got revenge. How, do you ask? I let the cat in.

He was everywhere. EVERYWHERE. And that liar (not Ki'y-ki'y) who is "allergic" to cats

well, he didn't so much as sneeze ONCE after getting home.

Ugh.

in other news...there is no other news. i'm just annoyed, and can't WAIT til portland

Which is another thing he complained about.

Says the fucker who was going to move to UKRAINE when I was like 13 (14?) for LIFE, without doing anything for me. Who, when he didn't get his way, threatened to kill my mom then himself.

And me going to college where I want, in Oregon, is so bad?

Damn. I hope his fat ass slips on something and he hits his head. I know a lot of you out there really love your papa, and i wish I could love mine, but he treats me like crap every time I see him.

Antonio always says "just tell him, 'fuck you, i'm not going,' and be done with it." I would truly love to be able to do that, but I am really bad at telling people close to me things like that.

I really am good. He tells me anything and I speak really politely, and don't complain at him. I never break his rules. The worst I do is not talk a lot. Coldly, i was cold yesterday to him

uck.

haha InuYasha the movie 2, fansub...thank you!
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