Saturday, May 5, 2007

   5 de Mayo
Usually, I will write a nonsensical post that has absolutely nothing to do with the subject, or nothing!!!

Today, I have a brief rant on 5 de Mayo. Let me just say that I am ALL for diversity, "minority" rights, being proud of who you are, equality, and yes, FUN. But I am also very strongly against stupidity.

I dunno about where you live, but around here, 5 de Mayo is a huge celebration. People put Mexican flags on their cars, heads, babies, homes, whatever, and drive around cruising on this street called "Federal." Which is actually really close to my home. It's funny, because I dunno why they chose Feds; there's not crap on it. But it gets backed up the butt. By people cruising and drinking and driving.

That pisses me off. I don't care if you celebrate, as long as you don't ENDANGER people with your actions.

And, maybe a bigger problem I have with 5 de Mayo is that in Mexico, it really isn't a huge deal. It's like, maybe, Memorial day or something here. Mexican Independence day is on September 16. The only celebrating they do in Mexico is get the day off school/work, and have a small get together.

The only people I see celebrating 5 de Mayo around here are AMERICAN CITIZENS of Mexican descent, maybe. They're all waving flags of a country to which they don't belong, speaking its praises when they have never lived there. I'm all for pride, but this pissed me off yesterday:

Some girl wore an AMERICAN flag to school, and these girls started picking on her because of it.

Next year, I should get a Polish or German flag and wave it around. I'll say, "Well, I am of [that] descent! I have pride in who i am! I am not a citizen of that place, but I want to be! It's fantastic there!"

people would get pissed and say "you're an american, you never lived there."

but that's how it is with these people crazies out here. I see very few REAL Mexicans celebrating 5 de mayo all crazy-stupid. They know it's no huge thing. er, at least in Juarez, for sure.

Anyway i'm in a better mood, so i'm just irritated by it; not pissed.

Oh and earlier, I almost wrote "on less" instead of "unless." I looked at it for a while, then realized what was so wrong with it. LOL stupid Julie, typical of her.

ok im tired of writing. i gotta go frijole (lol) my dad into taking me to do community servicethank you!
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Thursday, May 3, 2007

   this is JUST NOT MY WEEK
cough cough. I seem to have caught a cold, and although not much in and of itself, i HATE sore throats with a bloody passion, and so i will do anything short of suicide to end them. what does my cough syrup do?

made me sleep past my alarm today :( it's all cos antonio told me "no offense but i hope you get sick so you don't have to go to school tomorrow."

dammit. i missed a test :( i hate missing school. especially since a lot of shit is going down soon.... :(

lol but my stupid phone. it's one of those sliders, and it locks when you don't mess with it for a spell...but it locked at the same time i got a text, yet it forced me to unlock to get the damn text.... ><

lessee what else...nothing much. tomorrow is international festival. i'll bring lotsa picsthank you!
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Sunday, April 29, 2007

   STD
Student Truency Day...

I gotta mention it!!!

So, I went to school normal-ish. I brought my laptop because I was gonna go to Starbuck's and do homework. When I found out that you have to PAY to use their fucking internet, I was a bit discouraged, was was going to go to Barnes and Noble cafe, very close to my school downtown

Of course, I went to Calc because it's calc, and I need the help. My old HS had some sort of threat on it, so our school was on modified lockdown. Figures. We could do anything except leave the school.

After calc was office hours, that blissfully carefree half hour of free time. Alex and Lupe were going to a movie at Belmar, about 7 miles away, by my dad's house. Mayte was going with them. Since we were on lockdown, i thought it safest for me to leave in a group.

As we snuck down the hallway to the back door, luggage in hand, the vice principal saw us, turned around. We turned the corner and bolted for the door. Lupe was freaking out on getting into the car (Alex's dad took us.)

Somehow, I wound up going with them. We got there before the movie started, so we at breakfast at Village Inn. I had my laptop, and we pretended we were having a fancy meeting


I was bored (my eye)


and interesting mother's day card...


MOO!!! Lupe's a cow


Alex and the corner of my laptop


Mayte is a mecca ;) not really

anyway we ate, paid, and then went to the damn movie. We took much deliberation in deciding on The INVISIBLE.

OHMG it was shit. I was so fucking bored that whole movie. I just started laughing cos at the beginning, the mom said, "Nick and I have been through some hard times, but i know we can do anything together."

The only good, cool character was Annie. She was so awesome. Nick was CUNT, his gf was BITCH, Annie was AWESOME, and Pete was CARPET LICKER. oh and Annie's bf was NUTSACK.


How bored was i? I yelled those things -or at least said them- everytime one of those characters was on screen. it was just a crappy movie. better than disturbia tho.

I was so glad when it was over, we went to clairs :( i went emo, flipped my hair over my face, and pulled my hoodie up. I yelled at some white kid across the street "HEY NATE!" and he turned around. I ducked into a store and he looked at the other girls all pissed off.

then i chased some rent a cop on one of those wheelie things....He turned back to look at me like i was the killer chasing him in a horror flick. it was hilarious. At Jamba juice, I was sucking on my pene (drink) and I just said "I LOVE DICK'S!" (as in Dick's sporting goods) and this gay guy turned really red and started cracking up...

after that i got pissed and went home.

Also texted Luciana, supposedly Lupe and Alex's friend, who didn't go with us. Why didn't she go? Because Lupe and Alex, who hate her bf cos he's black, told her they weren't going to do anything. I was like..."no, they were planning that all along." Luci texted back, "damn thats fucked up they lied to me."

I was pissed at lupe and alex. If they get mad at me for telling luci, i'll tell them that "It's not my fault you lied to a person who's supposed to be your friend."

fuck, man.

Mayte was mad, too, cos she said, "damn,it's not like they complain when luci or jerrel gives them a ride."



LOL and then yesterday, i went swimming, it was lame. But my cat was playing with a graden snake he found. LMAO it was hilarious


me hiding behind the bus stop


rolling my chin, which mayte finds hilarios


bored and cross eyed

thank you!
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Friday, April 27, 2007

   Jackass 2 and my nuts
here's a prom picture, the only one i've stolen thus far:



Dulce, Maribel, Me. Dulce and Mari-chan look totemo kawaii!!!!!!!!! We danced like fools that night while Antonio guarded the liq. -.- plus he didn't want to dance. I'll get cute pics of the rest up when the time comes. (when i get them)

I, however, look like a freaking Lamp. I'm glowing!!!!!!!! Look at that!!!! I'm so damn pale, the flash reflected off of me, turning me into some sort of light source. either that or my sister is right and I glow in the dark naturally.

what else news.

oh tomorrow is STD. nothing dirty: Senior Truency Day. We needed a code word, and having a dirty mind, the first thing that popped into my head was STD. Luciana came up with the actual words.

I think i'm going to starbucks to do homework. I just need the time :(

anyway, i got math homework to finish now, so I'll ttyl, you kitten lover fools!!!!

oh and NaeNae, I forgot to comment this, but I agree that that girl was really nice for putting that flower down. he may have done bad things, but he's gone, and his family is grieving nonetheless, i'm sure. I feel bad for them.thank you!
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

   food poisoning
I'm not dying, but I feel verrrry shitty. I dunno what it was that I ate yesterday -be it the quiches, mushroom things, potato skins, taco bell 7 layer crunch wrap, or movies food- but since about 4 (or before) in the morning, I've been back and forth to the bathroom. bleeeeeeeeeeeh. Finally, i broke down and got a puke bucket. unfortunately, i haven't used it because i threw everything up and have only drank hot tea since then

**ugh** needless to say, i didn't go to school today. this is just reeeeeaaaaaally inconvinient, since today is my absolute FAVORITE kind of day: cloudy, rainy, cool, grey, green, and windy <3 and I can't even enjoy it. This is probably one of the ONLY cool, rainy days I'll see until I move to Portland; Denver is so dry, and sunny...

anyway, it's more inconvinient because at 5 today, i have an interview with Professor Wheeler, the head of the Portland State University Honors Program. bleh. this sucks

yesterday, at least, i had a blast: Antonio and I went to see Hot Fuzz. it wasn't as good as Shaun of the Dead, but it was enjoyable. i reccommend it.thank you!
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Friday, April 20, 2007

   HAPPY 4-20!!!

That's right, kiddies!!!! today is the day of STONERS!! I shall personally be getting trashed.

No, not really. I was never into drugs, really. I've done a few things. But I'm a bit of a good girl.

Although, i swear today i was tripping on acid. I kept singing and swinging and crashing into walls. According to my friends, I'm verrrrry random (example, while talking with some friends, and explaining to Juan what 'pitch a tent' can mean, and chatting with the math teacher, I just said, "Made in Pakistan." don't get me wrong; i was reading it off a shaky thingie)

anyway, i was more random than usual. Just singing. Any time somebody talked to me, i said, "I~m JULIE, thanks for asking." well, i sang it. Mayte always sings "I~'m super, thanks for asking."

I also laughed my ass off at Yan and Daisuke's quiz: spoken. it went like this

Are you a Bratz doll, or a Barbie? Take our quiz!

1.) are you a slut or a whore?
(I'm more of a slutty whore, but i said whore)

2.) are you gangta, or a preppy biotch?
(according to Juan, i'm fucking gangsta)

3.) Does your boyfriend have genitalia?

this is when it got funny.

me: Of course!

Daisuke: HAVE YOU SEEN IT?!

me: yes

Daisuke: is it big??
Yan: Did you play whack-a-mole with it?
(they were talking at the same time)

me: **confused** yes!!!

Yan: did it spit at you?

everyone: jiii~ **silence, staring...wait for it**

everyone: ROFL!!! LMAO!

me: like a llama, dammit.

Yan: wtf???

me: sometimes it looks at me, too. And it perks up whenever it sees me ^^

then we went into some other funny stuff i don't recall.

:( I don't think i look like a pervert. i'm more of a sweet lil girl look, but everyone who knows me says i look it.

OMG!!!!!! i have to get Dulce to give me her video that she made of our class; it's SOOO funny. Mayte and I appear frequently, acting like jackasses. there's also pictures of our concert where Dulce sang, and I moshed, and everyone danced. lmao.

lol i loved that video, it was SOOOO funny.

i'll get it for you :3

well, i'm cheering up a bit; earlier i realized that i've royally fucked up. I neglected my online class, and now i'm worried i'll fail it. **cries** i hope she doesn't count me as absent for these 2 weeks; i checked in april 8...

i'm talking to my counselor tomorrow in case i do fail...i need that class to graduate.

i'm not mad at anything, really, but myself. I got lazy, and distracted, and forgot about it. if i were a better student and person, i'd have at least done more.

**depressed**


Dulce


Dulce hugging Linda. Sensei is in the background, dulce's momma has the camera


best friends


Worst enemies (they're fighting over me)


Zak and Mayu


Mayu grew?!


i hate how i look with glasses but this is so nerdy


mayte wasn't part of that convo, she just wanted in the pic


friends for life

DULCE'S DRAWINGS xD



Dulce's concert plus evil bunny.
thank you!
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Thursday, April 19, 2007

   i got my fist i got my plan i got survivalism
hrm. Nothing too much to say. I only went for 1 class today. technically 2, but the other was just Jorge's portfolio presentation.

he thinks i'm the world's biggest pervert =3 Just because when Juan said "I pitched a tent on sunday," i asked, "Was it hard?" and when we went on a field trip to CU Boulder, we passed Dick's Sporting Goods. Unthinkingly, i chirped, "I LOVE Dick's!" of course that came out wrong.

not to mention, i constantly offer to show anyone and everyone pictures of my pussy. Not the one in my pants. that's just sick.

Ah, speaking of which, let me explain the "boob" picture: I was trying to take one of my black hair, and that showed where i doodled on my neck, but i was wearing my pajama top which was a spaghetti strap camisole thing. heh. i bet you i only have cleavage when i don't want it.

anyway. back to my story. I came home on the bus, of course. my mom got home early to find me snoozing soundly in my bed. not that I was in trouble; i only ditched lunch, a school meeting, and a free period.

Mr. Udon's korean (i think, i wasn't looking too close) instant Udon is DELICIOUS; it even comes with tempura flakes. Onion will be the death of me **vomit** and the udon pack about gave me a heart attack trying to open it. but it was yummy!

my dad was making a big deal about how the Virginia Tech killer was Asian. I was like, are you fucking serious. I don't know why people gotta bring up race if they've already found and identified the person; it only propogates stereotypes.


(when Peter has his feminism thing going on. he was talking to those guys as a woman)
LMAO


These pictures are from the Denver Art Museum

we are trashy, trashy whores


I know it's hard to see, but someone finally taped my mouth shut


a neat picture. notice the squirrel


reminds me of Sadako (American version=Samara) from THE RING. hahahahahaha


holy Crap! I took this! did you see his nuts?


Mayumi might be tiny, but she's the BEST PIANO PLAYER I KNOW!!!!!!!! =o (i'm 5'5" she's like 4'10")


Mayumi, Maribel, Dulce. Adorable, no? Don't jump lil emo Dulce, don't! xD


Outside the Denver Public Library main branch (across the street from the art museum) under the giant chair with horsey


Mayu, Zak, Mari, me. oishii bento wo tabetta =P


My sweetie Lain



thank you!
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

   things to do
i have a few. I'm calm now. rainy days and alone time always cheer me up.

thanks for all the advice yesterday. I'm sorry to have been so grumpy. Really, in "real life," i don't complain that much. I tend to vent on here or that other blog i hate a LOT, because it lets me talk out my feelings and rationalize and just chill out. every time i rant, by the end, i'm calm. sorry you have to suffer through it. if it bothers you, no need to read or comment. maybe i'll start leaving a warning?

it's gonna be 1, and i'm up. what's wrong with me???

lol i'm really not excited.

oh, except that I got FREAKIN YEAR ZERO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today!!!! Mayte and I went downtown to pick up the one i already bought, which came with a lithograph (which i had gotten but lost) at Independent records. Some lady stared at me a lot when i said "Holy fuck i'm about to bust a boner!!!!"

and I tried to pick a fight with some punks downtown. I guess "emo" is a compliment to pseudo punks these days =\

then Mayte got some stuff for prom, and i got ANOTHER NIN shirt, as well as a second copy of Year Zero, and the patch.

I LOVE THIS DAMN CD. It's so wonderful...

i'm just too tired to care about things now...

but earlier, i copied the resistance, Year Zero logo onto my dining room window. I love my sexy window paint. :)


i had to delete the "boob" picture. sorry. i just can't figure out where today's clevage is coming from.


Art is Resistance


Silence is SHIT


sorry LS...it's mah bebe


Mi gato no me quiere


haha already i'm exhaustedthank you!
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

   fuck shit man
why can't people change? i hate them all.

i just want to lie down and die i'm so fucking tired. i'm tired of shit.

i just want to get that damn cd so i can die happy. i won't ever be happy; i'm always too pissed. it's not even EMO, it's fucking rage. i get so fucking blinded by rage that i scare myself sometimes. Not as much as i used to. back then, my eyes would go black and my voice would get super deep and raw and throaty and i could maybe kill.

i'm better now but what the fuck do you call all this rage inside of me??? i want it gone, i want to be carefree and happy.

people are such assholes, one thing is something for their own amusement

oh well. i had shit to do on my day off today. i guess nothing to do but get bored, grumpy, and bored again

^^

i found a pic of my cat when he was but a mere 1 years old. he looks so gorgeous! now he looks like crap. not really, he's still sweet. i just can see his age a lot morethank you!
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Saturday, April 14, 2007

   julie-bean
mi gato no me quiere T.T

heh. Nihongo de kakitai yo...hen ne?

un. 2ji ni mall he ikuno. kutsu ya jaketto ya hon wo kaite no.


ugh. watashi nemui da...lol suiyobi to kinyobi, Nihongo no kurasu de eiga no Kikujiro wo mitta! Kono okashii eiga daisuki!!!! totemo okashii.

blah. tsumaranai ne...

mata ne!

heh. i won't translate cos i didn't say anything.

i love king of the hill. and my animals.

i want to get the new NIN album already. **cries**thank you!
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