Wednesday, January 10, 2007

   EWWW
thank you!
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DHL...amazon.co.jp...both have betrayed me, as i ordered Superior vols 2 and 3 but i only got 3 today... >< darn!!! it's ok tho

so let's see...my day was strange. I got anesthisized

i thought the IV prick would really Hurt, but it didn't hurt at all. Although now, thinking back on it, I don't know what i was worried for. I was a cutter for how many years, and slit my skin, so a little prick is nothing. I don't mind getting blood drawn, or shots, or blood sugar pricks, either.

anyway surgery went fine, i'm a little sore, but it's ok...i guess :(

Antonio worries me. He wants me to give him some of my pain meds >:( i don't want anything bad to happen to him like poisoning

anyway, i don't know when i'm gonna see him cos of his work and school and all

i guess fridays. i'll rent movies. anyway, if he moves out and gets an apartment, there might be cheap ones he could rent...

he's gonna be 18 on the 26th of this month. I won't be 18 til october **weeps** well, considering we've been going out since i was 15, i don't think they can charge him with statutory rape, and in any case, my mom wouldn't press charges.

birthdays are a mystical thing.

and i'm getting the scariest case of deja vu i've had in days!!! hahathank you!
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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

   ow
surgery sucks, but the song is great!!! thank you TVBS

oh and i have a hickey on my neck that's about 1/2 inch by 3 inches long...and it's black :(

welp i'm pretty busy and sleepy!! gonna post something more interesting in my one in like 20 minutes, so ttylthank you!
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Monday, January 8, 2007

   No...MORE...SNOW!!!!!!!!
in case you weren't aware, I live in Denver, CO. Some people have been saying we're little pussies for fussing about our snow, but i say: SCREW YOU!!!! the roads are AWFUL! It's been one storm after another for 3 weeks in a row now. Of course, i was GONE for teh previous

to indiana. I hated it. Bunch of closed mind, small town, RACIST, SEXIST, HOMOPHOBIC ASSHOLES!!!!

My dumbass cousins were saying, "Yeah, wasn't the 300 millionth American born supposedly a Mexican boy?"

...NO! Hispanic, maybe. Parents from Mexico, why not. But if he is the 300th AMERICAN born, he is not a MEXICAN >< get it straight, slut.

anyway back to the point, what was the point? oh yeah, we have about a foot or more of PURE, SOLID ICE on the back streets. caked in packed snow, of course. So it's pretty trecherous driving. Even the road out of the airport was really icy. some idiot passed us to go faster, and spun out. they were fine but it was like...duh duh duh.

i must be off to eat then shovel so that i may take a shower, but i do say: IT'S NICE TO BE HOME, SNOW AND ALL

oh and wish me luck!!!! Tuesday, i'm getting my 3 wisdom teeth pulledthank you!
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

   2/5 pretty stupid
i'm not failing any classes, but i DID fail 2 out of 5 finals...yay me!!!

I got accepted to my 2 top choice colleges, Colorado State, and Portland State, so now i'm like....why bother applying anywhere else?

this is why: my counselor. crazy lady. besides, i already paid, and i'm nothing if not frugal....

my mom is STILL making cookies, and yelled at me in front of my friend, but it's all good cos the newspaper is IN MY CAR...my mom's car. whee!!!!

damn i'm a fat ass.

anyway, i got crap to say, so i'm gonna go say crap:

crap crap crap crap. crap.

lol, just kidding, i'm probably the most apathetic/lazy person in the world. Even in middle school, i only cared because of my mom. and since she doesn't care anymore, i don't either.

yay me -.-

as for other things, i love my friends, let's say...Ex and Pe...well, not Pe cos she's an annoying, mean, stuck up little bitch. she is supposedly friends with my best friend, but is super rude to her. so i don't care for her.

Ex is generally pretty nice, but she can be fucking stupid. Last year, she and her friend stopped being friends with this other girl, because that girl won homecoming princess.

this year, Ex and Pe and a lot of their friends dislike my friend Mayumi, just cos Mayu won homecoming queen. Of all the fuckin stupid reasons to dislike someone >:( Mayu is REALLY nice, and cool. Pe is just a BITCH. and a pig. they don't even know Mayu, but they hate her cos of some stupid popularity contest. No WONDER Mayu won; she's NICE to people.

besides, this is stupid shit Pe shouldn't have gotten offended over. and Ex wasn't even a candidate, so she should just stay outta it. loyalty to your friends is great, so i'm stickin with mine :)thank you!
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Monday, December 18, 2006

   ganbarimasu!!!
midterms tomorrow...just make me wanna die...but it's ok!!! :D

anywho. i had a sorta rough weekend, and studying is what i suck #1 at, so i didn't... :(
fuck me sideways or upside down, either way i'm screwed **weeps**

Friday night was really terrible; i spent...well, basically from 12-5 am talking to Antonio. Not in and of itself a bad thing, but he was wasted, both with alcohol and emotionally...he has SUPER problems with his mother, and he says his dad is drinking to get rid of his pain (they are divorced, have been for a while, and as bad as his mom is, i'm sure his dad is OK with that) but i kinda think Antonio is doing the same :(

none the less, at least this time, he didn't spend it all trying to pick a fight with me. Instead, he talked about how much he loves me...(me and his dad are the only ones)...it just made me feel awful, until he started sobering up and getting tired.

subsequently, i slept until 2 pm that day...woops

I also saw the Pursuit of Happyness...excellent movie, quite sad, but inspiring...and Will Smith's son is positively ADORABLE!!!!thank you!
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Saturday, December 16, 2006

   cruel and unusual?
college sounds fun...i can't wait...if i don't get the boettcher, i want to go to either Portland State, or Colorado State in Ft. Collins...My 2nd best friend in all the world (well, she's kinda the same as Tamara, i just haven't known her as long) will probably go to CSU. and i already got accepted. yay

But i am NOT looking forward to midterms....only Japanese, cos that's fairly easy. Physics will be death. Math may well be death...sigh...

today was a little hot, like 60 some degrees. whatever. it's gonna get cold soon :( Man, i hate winter. at least snow...snow gets all messy and icy and scary and i can't go anywhere or do crap when it's that way :(

Have you seen that Simpsons, a new one, where Homer gets taken into the jungle and becomes the people's "God" and all? I was watching that a few weeks ago, and suddenly, it hit me: a parody of "Heart of Darkness" (great book)

anyway, i gotta go!!!!!!!! remember to check out my site

My site thank YOu!thank you!
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Friday, December 15, 2006

   go here and tell your friends

my labor of love and insomnia
please, it's my manga translation site!! it's just of the manga Superior, but PLEASE pass it on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love you!

and i am abouts to go to bed. hungry me, but no no no, i have to sleep and take a shower and clean bunny and guinea pig cages, in reverse order.

ick i feel like crap...but newspaper got done ><thank you!
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Thursday, December 14, 2006

   STRESS
here i am, stressing about newspaper...gotta get this shit done, NOW!!!!!!!! please please please, and WHY GOD did i decide to be a MUN judge?

anyway no time nowthank you!
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

   thank you, mommy
i can tell my mom still wants to be pissed at me, but i must give her credit: She's not yelling at me...she's keeping it to herself...phew!

Today i went to the community college to register for my second semester english class (i already took the AP one at my school ((I GOT A 2 ON THE AP EXAM for LIT... **weeps**))), i'm taking Technical Writing online in the spring. It should be interesting; i already took Creative writing online...i liked it

Hey, have you ever seen Sacha Baron Cohen's show, Ali G? It's kind of stupid, but it's freaking hilarious!!!!!!! That's where Borat's character originated...Bruuno is also a riot...Ali G is funny, but i like Borat the best...oh, man, if i were legal...just kidding! Cohen is engaged to be married! kekkonsuru!

but why does Ali G's girlfriend have to be a "Julie," too? I hate my name; it's so common

In other news, Chris Kirkham, sexy bassist (my 3rd favorite in the world) is having a birthday this Weds. Dec. 13!!! I've no clue how old he will be, but Happy Birthday to him! (TVBS owns, but so does Nim Vind and Mr. Underhill (the latter 2 being about the same thing)

My school's yearbook sales haven't been going so good, so we made a bet with the school...if 100 yearbooks are sold within the week, i will dye my hair pink and dress preppy for a week...i want the yearbooks sold, but damn...pink and preppy??? i could stand just the pink...at least i'm not zak; he's shaving his head on stage!

well, anyway, i'm off to bed!!! see ya!thank you!
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