Saturday, June 7, 2008

   今日楽しかったんだ
今日私とえリンとえミリとともひことはrose　festivalへ行きました。とても楽しかった！　たくさんゲームしました。　アイスクリームを食べた　それからONDINEに返りました。　そして、ヴィデオゲームのROCKBANDしました。よかった。


Anyway, today Erin, Emily, Tomohiko, and I all went to the Rose Festival today. It was so much fun. unfortunately, we spent a lot of money...but it was worth it. I HAD A BLAST.

I'm kind of sore and annoyed with all the cleaning I have to do now...but it's worth it. I'm tired, LOL

damn. Why do I let my room get so messy???

AND!!! The Manga i really like, Superior, it's great, it's getting to such a good point, translations are a little slow on the uptake >_<

hopefully this summer I will get a job and be able to save up for my apartment. I'm so excited to get my kitty in October.

I'm also super excited to see my current pets!!! ONLY a little more than a week til i get to spend my last summer with them =(thank you!
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Friday, June 6, 2008

   sigh. fucking emo
I'm not trying to be negative. Today I'm just emo. Not the kind of emo where I cut myself; that's reserved for unrelenting, blinding rage.

anyway. just down today. don't really know why.

can't seem to get over shit. like, how my whole family doesn't give a fuck about me. how they've excluded, demeaned, and judged me. how they ONLY think about themselves sometimes. I know we all do.

I want to forgive them totally. I don't hate them, but I don't trust them. And I can't seem to remove myself enough to not be hurt by all these bad memories. There are good memories there, too. Not really with them, but with my REAL family, the kind who loved me. Cos that's what family is, right?

And I hate the judgment thing. People call me "Mexican't" because I'm a white girl who wants to be Mexican. Well...not entirely. I am who I am, that's fine. I know all white people aren't the shit bags I happen to be related to.

But I really hate to be judged like that. They blame me for not liking them; they don't even know what they've done. They don't care.

I kind of feel like I'm low-man on the totem pole of everyone's priority list. I feel like I've lost everyone back home, and that soon I'll be losing home. This is obviously just a bunch of self-pitying CRAP but I have to get it off my chest somehow, better this than to keep mulling it over and over.

Maybe I've been watching so much tv is because I'm lonely? They say that when you watch tv, the same part of your brain reacts as the part that recognizes friends. How sad.

But whatever. I'll get over it. I'll pretend until it goes away. I go home so very, very soon. Hopefully it will be better then.

I'll try to keep positive until then. This calls for some Pixies recuperation.

also, I feel pukey and headachey. thank you!
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Wednesday, June 4, 2008

   sitting around, getting obsessed with Scrubs
shit. I should be sleeping, not staying up all night watching Scrubs on my laptop!!!

but I can't help it. It's such a good show!!!

My favorite characters are...Jordan, Dr. Cox, and Janitor. I like Jordan and Dr. Cox's relationship, their interactions and dynamics. And Janitor's fucking hilarious. Not that Jordan and Dr. Cox aren't.

I also like Turk, Carla, JD, and Elliot...not so much Kim. =/

anyway, enough about my Scrubs binge.

So what do YOU think about the lousy, worthless pussy hairs that hit their girlfriends?

See, a friend of mine said her boyfriend CONSTANTLY accuses her of cheating, which she would never do, and hit her once. I KINDA wanna hit his ass. Maybe whack him a time or two, see how he likes it when girls hit back. I kinda want to kick the living shit out of him. And I kinda want to get Antonio to help, because I think he might if I asked, because Antonio is the meanest, toughest fighter I know. (Fought 5 people and barely got hurt).

I won't, because it's not up to me to get revenge, and I don't need an assault on my or Antonio's records.

She said she was going to break up with him. She knows she's better than that.

Fucking. Pissed. I liked the guy, kinda, at one point, too.thank you!
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Monday, June 2, 2008

   tap your toes to the beat, baby!
So, just to fill you in on my life!

Last week, my mom was considering taking my 16 year old cat Miss Kitty to be put to sleep because the already skinny cat was not eating much and throwing up, etc. but, since it was 3 weeks until I come home, I asked her to try and hold off so I could at least say goodbye. My mom okays it, and stops giving the cat her arthritis medicine, cos maybe that was the cause...uhh apparently it was, cos she's perked up quite nicely since. Feh. My mom tryin' to kill my babies =P

I decided that once I move out here permanently, and if I have a job by then, I am getting my new cat on my birthday!!! =D I can't wait...kinda. I hate to say bye to my other pets...I love them.

Thursday, I went to a concert. Mindless Self Indulgence. THEY WERE AMAZING!!! Jimmy Urine's hilarious. He likes to mock his audience, which sounds bad, but he proves a good fucking point: people are IDIOTS. At one point, he put a bandana around his mouth and said "I'm taking this place hostage, nobody leaves til I get $20."

People rushed forward to give him their money. I was like WTF??? If I had been front row, I would have demanded HE give ME $20. But some idiot did, and he took it, and said, "WE'RE SMOKIN' METH TONIGHT!!!!" xDDD he's such a funny freak. I loved it.

Well, except for My Birthday Massacre. They have some OK beats, but I was not too impressed. The lead singer was this weirdly perky chick. She goes, "ok, guys! Let's clap our hands together!" xD kindergarten teacher material there.

The first band, though was... LAME. The girl was wearing a little skirt and I swear she fingered herself onstage >_>

xD Have you ever seen Kamikaze Girls? Saturday, Emily and I watched it. You'd like it, trust me. LOL

Friday, we say fireworks at the Rose Festival...we just went up to the 15th floor and watched them from the fire escape...which we got locked out on xD but it was fun cos the other people were Japanese.

and yeah, that's about it in my dull life. I've been eating a lot lately, naughty naughty!!!

haha.

ok gang!! see ya! thank you!
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Thursday, May 22, 2008

   boys, you suck
So, today, Emily and I went to Beaverton **rolls eyes at Beaverton**

The directions from the internet were stupid. But!!! We figured it out...after taking the bus half a mile in the wrong direction xD.

Eventually, we wound up at the movie theatre. What exactly were we doing over in Beaverton? Going to see DEATH NOTE.

I was shocked to hear it was basically full, but we got in and sat on the floor in the handicap spots. Emily wanted to see it because it was super popular when we were in Japan. I wanted to see it because I was curious and because it was popular in Japan.

Well, the place was PACKED. With idiots. During the previews, an ad for Death Note anime showed up, ALL these stupid little fan girls started squealing like pigs when L showed up **rolls eyes until they fall out of head**

But that aside, the worst part was, THE MOVIE WASN'T IN JAPANESE!!!!! Oh, the writing was all left untranslated, so the part where they're on the bus was just like "wuuuuut?!" except I knew what was happening and I explained it to Emily. I was sooo hoping for subs not dubs.

The guy who played Light was...uhm...weird. He looks SO much like Emily and I's friend Tomohiko xD every time we saw him we're like, "look!!! it's Tomohiko!!! LMAO!" except, Tomohiko is shorter, and less orange =/

I think the actor best suited was L...L's a great character. and the guy who plays him genuinely looks like the manga version. and even the english voice dub was pretty good.

But basically everyone in the theater wanted to throttle the idiotic L fangirls.

...but I was a fangirl for Misa xD

GREATEST part of the WHOLE movie was...at the end, for the credits...they started playing... DANI CALIFORNIA xD~!!!!!!!!! ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!! **dies** I was dyin'!!! so fuckin' funny!!! I was like, "L and Light should put their genius together to figure out why the hell they put RHCP at the end credits!!!" and then Emily started singing the tune to the color coordination on Guitar Hero

We were extremely happy, then, to get some ice cream afterwards, and go back to the dorm.

I have no time =[ life sucks. **flippy emo hair**

OH!!! and NaeNae, you may be right about Boo/Hayley...but it's so much more fun to imagine her as being serious. Emo kids crack me the fuck up because I was one...before it was popular or I'd heard of it xDthank you!
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

   emo kids?
BWAHAHAHAHA!!! EmoBucket.com cracks me the FUCK up!!!!

it's so funny. This, like, 15 year old girl wrote on her profile, "My name is Boo but my parents call me Hayley for some reason" xD ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!

uhmmm stupid? your name is Hayley, that's what your parents NAMED you and that's why they call you that. Boo is just a nickname you decided you wanted somewhere along the way

xD you gotta check out profiles and the forums. so funny.

I'm so busy, it sucks. It's okay. But I'm tired and have things to do >_>

also, i'm extremely hungry. I could sabotage my diet by eating cake, cos I'm HUNGRY. or I could think about my health and just be hungry and healthy...hrmmm **holds hands** must be good, must be good.

Friday, it will have been one year exactly since I graduated. It's weird to think about. This year has gone by unbelievably fast.

OH!!!!! and =D i'm super happy cos i talked to my sister today!!!! and...SHE called ME!!!! we chatted for a while on the phone, then on stickam.com it was wonderful

I love my sister.

Here's a story I wrote for Antonio:

once upon a time, there was a boy, whose best friend was his dog. Every day, they would take a walk to the well and back. However, one day, there was a girl by the well. The dog did not like her right away, but the boy did, and started to spend all his time with her.

The dog waited for his master every day, wanting to go for a walk like they used to. But, he was with the girl, and they didn't go on walks anymore. The dog still waited.

Then, one day, the girl left, saying she loved someone else. Now the broken hearted boy never did anything, he just stayed home and wallowed in his sorrow. Because the dog loved his master, he went on a search for the girl.

When he eventually found her, she was not happy. She did not have another love, in fact her heart still belonged to the boy. But, alas, she was a man in drag and she and the boy could never really be together.

The dog went back to his master, only to find that time had mended the boy's broken heart. So, the two went back to being best friends and taking walks just like they used to. ^^ the end!!

hahathank you!
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Monday, May 19, 2008

   oh my darlin'...
So, Happy BIRTHDAY today, to my friend Sarah, who turned 21 ^^

Oh...my GOD!!! I don't care, I love Reno 911!!! xD LMAO!!! They're sitting around in the bar like the end of every episdode, and get in an arguement about Sea Monkeys.

"Just like how sea monkey aren't real monkeys.:
"Yes. YES THEY ARE."
"No, no they aren't they're, they're urchins."
"No, they aren't urchins, either."

LOL

I love Scrubs, too...Turk and J.D. remind me very much of my sister and I, except more mature...and more immature. They aren't really like either one of us, but their relationship/dynamic is. Except, maybe Tamara and I fight more...because xD it's so much fun.

That bitch, speaking of which, is supposed to call me x3 she'd freaking better.

So, this weekend it's been hot as shit, and damn annoying. I can't do anything when it's so hot. Erin and I went swimming Saturday. =D

BUuuuuuuuuutttttttttttttt yeah. it sucks. this week is just gonna suck. It would be better if i was any good at time management.

By the way, back to the Scrubs thing...I just recently realized...FREDDY RODRIGUEZ is Carla's brother!!!!!! kyaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! >_> sexy. I loved him most in Planet Terror.

Seriously. I think dark hair, skin, and eyes are the best.

OK I'm tired. But I love Freddy Rodriguez...if he were 15 years younger...>_>

xD

I love Dr. Kelso. "I wish you kids all the luck in the world cos the secret to a good marriage is luck"thank you!
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

   eeeeettttoooo
i wanna do some renovations on my site...but not right now ...too tired

Went to the store to try to get SDK #28 eigo de...kedo ga nai!!! 3 bookstores didn't have it.

I may or may not try again today. I'm really tired, probably gonna lie down for a little snoozer first...

and I'll invite kelsi. She says she has no money...but it's not about shopping so much as a means to an end. I don't really like just shopping to shop. I like to have something to NEED, find it quickly, and go home.

And, now, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna watch Mulan (disney version) on SurfTheChannel.com

xD toodle-loothank you!
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Monday, May 12, 2008

   buzzy buzzy buzzy little bee!!!
I've been spending probably an unhealthy amount of time watching Digimon on Veoh.com. LOL I always loved Digimon, never so much Pokemon =/ Pokemon was the same thing every time.

LMAO. Tomohiko, Emily, and I were talking about how we liked Digimon more, and how we had our little Digivices that you'd shake and wait for the next opponent to show up to have a little battle xD Emily and I even had the same blue ones!!! Tomohiko, I dunno what color his was, but it's funny that he is Japanese, and did the same thing as us...

I've been watching the episodes in Japanese. Some are Subtitled, which is pretty good, or raw, which is fine. I like the dubbed episodes, but I've already seen those about a thousand times each.

I'm gonna be a busy girl coming up here soon, it's gonna suck!! rawr.

This weekend I have to start packing up, and write my final paper for Biology. The weekend after that, memorial day weekend, I'm going with Emily to her house up in Washington. I'm excited.

In like a month, school will finally be out, I can't freaking wait. I want to go home SOOOOO badly.

BUT in ANY rate. I never relayed to you the HILARIOUS story of me falling into Ira Keller Fountain!!!

Friday night, the seventh floor kids and I (6th floor kid) played with paint, and then went around to other floors bumming ingredients to make cookies.

We got the ingredients and even made a new friend, but before that, we got wind that someone had put bubbles in Ira Keller fountain. Ira Keller Fountain is this huge waterfall-fountain not far from my dorm. The bubbles in it were like 6 feet high!!!

We were looking at it, and it was even on the walkway over the fountain. I was walking very carefully, making sure to steer clear of danger (aka the edge), and then...I tripped (whilst in the bubbles) and fell into the fucking fountain.

I wasn't drunk, I was TOTALLY sober (no alc in the system). I just fell face first into the bubbles and into like 3 feet of FRIGID fucking cold water. I banged up my knee REALLY bad so now I'm a limping gimp.

I was soaked, and inhaled a fair amount of bubble-soap. I wound up getting out and throwing up all the bubbles. I felt pretty horrible. It was funny, and no real harm done. But I was really cold, so asked my friends if we could go back...and of course, selfish fuckin' Amanda wants to dilly-dally the whole way back, "oooh lookit this flower, oooh lookit this tree, you guys, wait up so I can smoke"

I was so pissed. Normally, I don't care about that stuff, but you know, if your friend is soaked and cold as fuck, you be nice and don't waste time. and how the fuck can anyone be a part time vegan?!?! she took a BREAK from being vegan >_>

stupid ass.

OHHH and Emily and I started a band called "The Desolate Void." it's a fake emo band making fun of the emo.

thank you!
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008

   oh please
My cousin is so freaking...argh!!!

She texts me random stupid things... "I'm just starting to realize how nice a person I really am"

-_- ughhhhhhhh annoying, annoying. She's not that nice; she insulted my sister.

I love my sister T_T why isn't she here, having mono with me???

she better come, too, to visit me at one point or another.

My tests were crap. I think my geology one went okay, but i fucking failed biology unless i had excellent luck guessing (i'm sure i didn't)

tomorrow is my....uhmmm....communication final.

faulkner is eating applesauce ^^ cute.

and the frog is chirping. also cute.

anyway, gonna go lie down and watch "Walk the Line"thank you!
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