Saturday, January 7, 2006

   ah wahnt mah kitteh!
pretty bunny!


(it's my favorite one of em all, maybe?)

hey guys, what up?

me, i'm in pain. my back hurts but not real bad, so no more complaints ^___^

nyao!

teh love of kitties.

GUESS WHAT! i got first period off, so i get to sleep in in the mornings!!!!!! **so happy**

hrm. what else to say?

does anyone have a MySpace account? it's kinda stupid, but it's fun for finding my friends and old people and stuff. (Look me up thru my email texhnolyze23@Aol.com)

ummm....

tomorrow i'm going downtown. sadness. i wish a friend could come. i hate goin with my dad

y'know what tho? my best friend is Tamara, but I actually have other friends. i fear that trusting will lead to the hatred i so easily feel, but i am happy for now

oh, and for my 2nd passage, which i was first going to do by writing a book and trying to publish it, then to learn guitar, but now i'm doing stuff with animals, endangered animals.

much love!

so, if you have myspace.com accounts, come look me up, loves!

(sorry, i been tired and easily depressed...)thank you!
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Wednesday, January 4, 2006

   pictures
went back to school today...

decent schedule, i hate math with a passion, but oh well, and i have study lab, but what i want to do is get it switched with passages 2 and then have my first period empty, so my mom can excuse me and i can get up later

if it doesn't work, i will just opt for first hour study lab and then have my mom sign me out

anyway, here are some pics!

the oldest one is Grace (4) the middle one is Breanna (2) and the baby-baby is Alexis(10 months) they're my cousin's kids, and i LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! teh love **hearts hearts hearts**

the pics are rather crappy because i scanned them from polaroids, so...><

doodles i did in physics one day. i think we had a sub

a picture i did when i was bored on the plane >< dunno what happened to the bottom...><><

much love!

how are you guys?thank you!
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Tuesday, January 3, 2006

   hey there
hey, just a quick note to say Indiana went surprisingly well, and i had a decent time

My cousin's kids are quite possibly the cutest little girls iin the world, and i want to steal one.

planerides suck, and i'll catch up with you later

much love!thank you!
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

   dammit
hey guys, not much time

I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas, or whatever holiday you celebrate!

i got the guitar!!!! ^___^ **cheers**

i named it Kirie

anyway, just wanted to say that I have to go to Indiana with my mom to visit family...it's gonna SUCK. we seriously do not get along.

oh well! ^__^

I'll be gone from weds. of this week till monday.

must be going, much love to you!

see ya monday!

~Juliethank you!
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

   where you let your senses go










phew! all the pics for missed posts! and it took me a while!

so, guys, what's up? not much here, nope nope nope.

let's see...

ok, today (tues) i got up at 10, took a shower, then my mom and I went to Kmart, and Sams. then the car wash.

we took Pickle, my kitty.

LOL! at kmart, i got my dad a blanket for christmas, and at Sam's, I saw a beautiful guitar, on which I played Mary Had A Little Lamb.

ooo, I can't wait for Christmas. See, I try not to be a materialistic person, because things aren't what make you happy. plus, Christmas isn't really about gifts: it's a religious holiday.

however, for my completely unreligious dad, it's a holiday to get stuff, give stuff, and relax. so, for his "give stuff" part, I asked for an electric guitar. expensive, i know, but for everything else, i ask for nothing. (i just usually specify: no food)

so, i really hope i get the guitar...**weeps**

anyway, yeah...so where was I?

ok, then i came home, got online, haven't left.

although, i did pester NIGHT. and Majosha.

I've been singing t.A.T.u. not because i love the band (admittedly, i like a lot of the songs) but I can SING THEM WELL!
hahahaha

anyway...um...i guess nothing much else to say...

oh! in the paper, they showed this church where they give out gifts to kids and food and blankets and stuff to homeless/poor people. it was really inspiring!

what do you want to give as a gift?thank you!
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

   my story!
you guys, i am brilliant, BRILLIANT, I do say!

haha, not at all, not at all brilliant, you know.

but hey!

last night, 'round come 12 something in the AM, i was awake for no good reason.

b-b-but!

i was writing in my story, and I was NOT please with how it was turning out. Sure, the pacing's fine, it's not too fast, but the story itself just has little potential, because I do not want to write a "coming of age story" at least not in the conventional sense.

hee hee!

so, i was thinking about it, and I'm going to drive the reader and myself crazy writing it! but i know how it's gonna be! and I like it!

it's great.

haha, I even dreamed about it; that my pacing was too fast.

strange!

but i'll get some up for youthank you!
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well, i got to feeling a little better. i wanna eat, but most not. and i'm gonna see NIGHT soon

thanks for all the love guys, i love you all, and i must be playing a game with a friend whom tomorrow, perhaps, i shall see

have a great daythank you!
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Monday, December 19, 2005

   frazzled and razzled and ...pissed (though, knowing me, not for long)





hey guys...what's up...? haa...

**lies down and dies**

**little ambulence men come and revive me**

me: dammit.

anyway, guys, ugh...what a depressing thing.

remember how I wanted to visit NIGHT? she is too busy, so i won't see her till...like, January 10 or something. i don't wanna wait that long!!!!!

this fucking winter break is going to fast. plus, i hate the whole custody thing, because my dad has me for...3 days! and one, i have to be at his house alone! NOOOO

then, right away, i have to go to HELL, i mean Indiana. i hate it there. everything is terrible; everybody either picks a fight with me and bitches about it, or i get pissed off and leave, and they bitch about it. it's not like i even have anywhere to go!

oh well.

this is weird, you know, for me to be in a bad mood.

usually, i'm really hard to get mad, even if you won't believe it. when i do get mad, i mostly just bottle it up and bitch, so it seems, especially to you guys, like i'm often angry, but really, i'm not.

Sunday, btw, was tons of fun. i went sledding!! down pavement! crashed into pedestrians, dogs, bicycles, signs, posts, boards, metal things, snow mountains, tall grass, and finally, for the grand finale, over the edge of the ditch, down 15 feet, and into the creek

plus, there was very little snow, mostly just some ice on the hill. it was fun, though!!!!!

i don't know how i'm going to deal, though, this week, if I don't get to see NIGHT. it's gonna SUCK

well, here are some cards i've gotten! ^__^

from Whitecat! ^__^ thank yoU!!!!!!

from Maverick Zero ^---^ thank you!!!

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Sunday, December 18, 2005

   stupid day




lots of bunny pictures to make up for lost ones



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not much here, with me. my mom hasn't been as bitchy, now she's just getting sick. **tear tear** or allergies or something.

anyway, friday basically sucked. i mean it was okay, but i didn't do much, and school got out at freakin what, 11:30 from classes where we didn't do anything. damn.

and today, saturday, it snowed, when i needed it to snow on friday. sigh.

well, I got up, took a shower, was comfy at my mom's house because, of course, my dad just got back from florida today.

Antonio showed up around 11 something, no surprise, although i will admit, i would have rather spent the day with NIGHT. **sigh again**

we got bored, and i was annoyed with him, so I called down to NIGHT's but she wasn't there. i was going to invite her to come to the movies with us, but it couldn't be helped.

even in the freezing cold, we took the BUS to the theater, and we saw King Kong. It was okay; i couldn't complain, really. it was entertaining! funny, sad, sweet, adventurous and violent. It was good! you should see it, if you have 3+ hours.

after the movie we wandered around in the dark and frigid cold as my legs and toes grew progressively more frozen for like an hour. finally, we managed to catch a bus home, where we were for about 45 minutes when my mom came back, tired from work, and took antonio home.

even though i wanted to see NIGHT today, it was nice seeing Antonio. just hopefully, i can hang with NIGHT this winter break where I am home.

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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

   haha! ENGRISH
LMAO! that's evil. I want that shirt
wow, it even comes with a diagram

sorry, no bunny pic. i'm just not in the mood

so! this week is finals, they're going okay so far.

Japanese's final was a breeze. AP Literature's didn't even count against us, so whatever on that. Math, well...Math was hard, i think i got like a D, but whatever.

Tomorrow is Physics, and History. I think I'll do ok in Physics, but I'm going to bomb the History test, i just know it because i suck at it and i never study. oh well.

it's just life, right? siiigh

i want a video camera, tho. a nice one. so i can show my friends being Jackasses only not dangerous.

i can't wait for it to snow again; me and Luis and John are gonna go sledding! (this is at school at lunch) but not over break

speaking of which, winter break is next week. i can't wait, except i have to go to Indiana for a couple days, and I hate traveling in winter.

plus, we don't get along so well, and oh yeah

my mom was a complete BITCH Monday and Tuesday. She yelled at me for HOURS and when I apologized, she just got more pissed offed and yelled at me some more and bitched at me for fucking shit i didn't even do wrong, and she got mad when i corrected her.

you wanna know what set her off? a fucking empty bag fell on her. how stupid is that?

she gets stressed out and takes it out on me. I guess there's a double standard, because if i get frustrated and yell at the dog for stepping on me, I get a bitching. but if she's stressed, she can take it out on me and I won't say 10 words to defend myself, and that's okay to rage at me for two fucking days.

and then she accuses me of all this shit and calls me names and gets all pissed off at nothing. why does she fucking bother to make cookies if it just stresses her out? it's not like they aren't going to like her if she doesn't. jeez. buying friendship.

anyway, can't wait for winter break, and my dad is in FL right now; i'm so happy...FREE SATURDAY-NESS! :)

well, wish me luck on my finals, i wish you luck on your week!

sorry for the rantthank you!
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