Thursday, May 5, 2005

   Shit up: wouldn't that be a sight to see? ew!
a heh heh heh. I'm dead. murdered. carrion. rotting in my seat now. a ha a ha a ha. **laughs for real**

ok, so, here's the story of why I haven't been on:

on wednesday, my boyfriend(weird) Antonio was all following me around school, I had to take the bus home. I ask if I can hang with him for a while, he agrees. we wind up going to Englewood from downtown dever(long ride) on the light rail.

we go to Petco, I bought a mouse and named her Chise. She's cute, but sorta bratty. likes to make messes. anyway, then we get back on the lightrail(which is sorta like a train) and go up to the foothills, take Chise into McDonalds. nobody cared, which sorta scared me.

then, we rode back and went to Antonio's house. I got to meet his sister, dad, dogs, birds, and turtle. I've already met his friends(stoners**cough**stoners)

we drop our stuff off in his room, and run around by his house, not realizing it's like 7 and I need to be going home. my mom calls me on my cell phone telling me she'd be getting there between 8:30 and 9 pm.

we leave, he starts to take me home. it's a bus-train-bus ride home, plus a bit of walking. so, just as our bus pulls up to our stop, the train home is getting there. we run to get it, and in my rush to make it, i forget my purse with my money and cell phone and IDs.

(luckily, it's easy to sneak onto the train and not pay!)

i was already pissed and cussing a lot and some old lady kept staring at me. we get to my bus stop, and miss the bus by like, 3 minutes. I was freaking out and like, hitting my head on the glass. so Antonio hugged me(first time he ventured to TOUCH me o.O) and then I leaned my head on his shoulder

by the way, I was stupid and wearing a sleeveless shirt without a jacket. basically, I was freezing to death.

it was weird; we just sorta fell onto each other. people were staring at us, but I think mostly because of Chise! >< lol

then we got to the back of the bus and he carried my backpack and we talked.

so I start shivering on the way back, walking, and he tries to give me his coat, but I won't take it. we run to my house, and get there, and who should be freaking out, but my mom and >a href="http://www.myotaku.com/users/NIGHT/"? mom, not to mention my other best friend Mayte, though she was at her house.

so, as it turns out, my mom got worried when I wouldn't answer my phone, which I lost. then, she worried because I was with some boy she doesn't know. then she worried because it's dark out. then she worried because she's a good mother.

luckily, everything turned out ok, we even got our phone back last night. but man, was my mom worried. I felt so bad. glad Antonio will touch me now, but I felt SO FREAKING BAD (X 1,000,000,000,000,000,004)

anyway, it's all cool now, except Mayte told me(lol) "i was thinking, 'if that bastard did anything to my best friend...'" lol

but now, I have to face the retribution of Tamara, and, God forbid, her dad

oH CRAP AM I GONNA GET IT!!!!! OUT WITH A BOY? LOST? A BOY?! A BOY???!!!!!!!!! (if that could get any bigger, it'd be the size of your bed.)thank you!
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Monday, May 2, 2005

   DON'T F**K IN MY BED
ok so I;m cleaning yesterday, and I sneak into my dad's room while he was getting a haircut...I FIND A CONDOM PACKAGE!!!! EWWW it was a blue trojan, and my friend told me that's the lubricated one...(now that I think of it, how does she know this? o.O)

anyway, after sharing that lovely bit of info with you, I'll leave you a picture, as the only thing I have left to say is that Antonio does NOT KNOW ROMANCE! his idea of a date? take me to a goth shop. take me to HOUSE OF WAX. I don't wanna see it, but whatever. hee hee hee ><




TRENT REZNOR! NINE INCH NAILS!!!!! YAY! :)

i want to meet trent reznor, he's too cool ><



well, have a nice day, amigas! ha ha ha...-.-

OMG! LEM HAS A RAT!!!!!!! CUTE!!! **goes and pets it** bastard tried to bite me... ha ha, now my chemistry class thinks I'm weird because I ran up, squealing, and held Lem's lil rat


ja dewa!thank you!
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Sunday, May 1, 2005

   maybe it'll work?
thank you!
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   the date, part 2
kitty cats, chickens, hamsters and frogs! All in love because we're all dogs! From popularity I hope Paris Hilton is fired. Like that'll ever happen, boy am I tired!

GO TO THE LYRICS OF "STALKER" by goldfinger. it's so funny, and reminds me of me(i'm the girl) and the boy is my friend...except he doesn't want to marry me! **sad**

la la. I'm exhausted. I went out with Antonio today...we met at Hot Topic. It was snowing and I felt bad for him having to take the bus...poor thing

anyway, first we got lost looking for the movie theatre, then we saw some of XXX. horrible, just awful. I knew it was going to be, but he didn't want to see Robots...>< and we wanted to sneak into the Amityville horror, but it wasn't playing.

As bored as we were, we started throwing popcorn and shit, and some redneck guy turned around and yelled, "who's throwing shit?! who is it? if it happens again, I'm coming up there" and he took off his jacket...some lady got scared and so did some dumbass middle schoolers, and me, for that matter. I had to pinch Antonio so he wouldn't laugh. ><

anyway, it was fun, I guess...**shrugs** he was TOO gentlemanly...>< but he got mad when some guy asked if he was gettin some for all the shit he put up with me...

well, doubt you care, so here are some more pics! :D


Tamara! :D she's the one in the middle!


me looking like a drug addict


Here we see Tamara visiting her site a week ago wednesday! :)


me being dorky ><

so, guys! thanks for replying to yesterday's question! today's is: what has your most exciting adventure been?thank you!
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Saturday, April 30, 2005

   sumimasen...T.T
i am sorry... If I haven't been to your site, or accidentally deleted you...FORGIVE ME!!!!!!! **gives you cookies**

anyway, random short stuff, my "date" turned out to be basically the same old lunch, because Antonio(guy's name) came(unusual) but none of my other friends were around for my good friend Heather to hang out with, so I was happy to have Heather there with us! ^__^ ...but I'm worried about Ankun...he called his teacher a whino...>< smart move boy...

anyway, my friend Jackie, who'd originally said I was too good/pretty for Ankun, saw us walking together today, and I swear she looked at me just like this: O.O (only bigger) she said, "I take back everything I said, you guys make a GOOD couple. Go for it!"

however, being the shy person I am, I let him make the first move. So, he told me, "wait for me after class" and I do, and he asked for my number, and if I wanted to see a movie sometime. i said, "sure!" and he kept saying "really?!" very kawaii...

any rate, I'm SOOOOOOO Happy because Matthew(that guy I obssess over) wrote to me. he's not mad or dead in a ditch, so I'm happy! normally, I wouldn't have accepted anything Antonio told me, but I know Matthew will only ever be my friend, so it's healthier to be with someone who really likes me, right?

YEAH. now, here's some pics of me and NIGHT


that's NIGHT


and that's me, looking unprepared because when Tamara took the pic, I was not ready! :)


she's the one on the side. the middle one is her friend Janie.(weird kid)

me doing a stupid pose


now! Let me ask YOU! what did you like best in school?thank you!
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Friday, April 29, 2005

   imagine that!

this is too funny...don't think I'm like a slut or anything(well, think it if you want to, I don't care)



a date-priceless. Me?! Sasaya the:abstain from every earthly pleasure(no dating!) but obsess over a guy who forgets you exists SASAYA! (lmao) has a date



ok, so he's liked me, I think, since like 6th grade, and FINALLY asked me. LMAO! he would NOT for the life of him look me in the eye when he was talking to me, and then my friend Jackie points at me and says: "DO YOU LIKE HER?!" so loud that the whole hallway stared at us.

naturally, I punched her. when he left she turned around and cried at me: "that HURT" and I said, "well than don't be so blunt. or loud!" it was funny though. I got teased a lot. luckily I had a meeting...><



he's not the smartest, or best looking guy, but he's nice. a lot like me, I guess ^_^ (only I'm a girl! :P)

anyway, as to yesterday's post, I don't like Green Day, either, but a lot of people seem to. ha ha! not many of MY friends! but if you do, that's cool. I like the song "Minority" by them. that's a cool song. but the rest...EH. still, i'm not much for punk.



anyway anyway, my friends! here's a question for you!(and ANSWER ME!)

do you like animals? what's your favorite kind? ^-^

well...have a nice day, must prepare for school! <3
thank you!
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Thursday, April 28, 2005

   READ THIS STORY OR I'LL EAT YOU!


ha ha. ha ha hee hee hee. -.- yes. read this award winning story that I wrote halloween of '03! seriously, it won an award +^-^+ No Future.

anyway, onto bigger and dumber things: I didn't know about Pee Wee the Pervert until 14 years after it happened, because I live in my head and under a rock, and I never bothered to look up Pee Wee Herman, or perverts, before! Hee hee hee!

oh and, to EternalDragon-san! OF COURSE you're still on my buddy list!!!!!! How could you think otherwise?! T.T


anyway, enjoy this pix while I neurotically wait for that email that will not come


look closely at the numbers on the clocks


I CAN"T WAIT FOR THE NEW CD!!!!!


and, finally, an Ode to this guy, because something happened to him in the newest chapter, but I don't understand what.



So, guys! now that I know Yamchaa likes The Cure best(i agree, they are sooo cool) I must know this: What's your favorite movie? mine is Happiness of the Katakuris because it's funny but not stupid funny like so many movies. (i hate most comedies, sad fact of life)

anyway, it's raining, and, as I am like my song, I'm only happy when it rains, so...whee!



have a nice day! +^-^+thank you!
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

   why hasn't he written to me?
yes, yes, I'm obsessing, but gah. What if he's hurt or something? I'd rather him be mad at me than have that happen! maybe that's it, he's just pissed off...hopefully he's OK. not that it matters, I'll probably end up with Antonio, since he follows me around a lot and he's not so bad. >< but still....

anyway guys, since I love my friends, I edited my friends list so that it's only sites I can humanly visit/remember.

now, let me ask you!: What's your favorite band? do you like Skinny Puppy or Nine Inch Nails? those are two of my favorite bands, along with Garbage, who is playing in the video up there. that song is just like me! ^-^

what song do you think sounds like you? the lyrics, I mean?

anyway, this is a good site for goth/industrial music. I love it!

Corrosion.

enjoy my dears!thank you!
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   Pee Wee the PERVERT
wow, I just found this out per-chance while looking up random pictures on the internet





aparantly, Pee Wee Herman, aka Paul Reubens, was caught "choking the chiken" (if you catch my drift) in a porno theatre called South Trail Cinema on July 26, 1991. He had to pay a $50 fine and his children's show was inevitably canceled.

also, more recently, in November 2001, Reubens's home was searched, and the LAPD found vintage porn, as well as child-porn(that's just sad.)was charged with hiring a 14-year-old boy to pose for sexually explicit photos

makes you wonder where your childhood idols went, don't it? :D

although...it makes sense. poor bastard, just look at him.







....don't you think it's just sad what can happen to you when you have even SOME level of fame? had it been average joe shmuck "running the ol' flagpole" nobody would have really cared. tsk tsk people.

still I'm so disillusionedthank you!
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

   WHERE THE HELL IS THAT DAMN EMAIL?!
THAT BASTARD! why hasn't he written me back yet?! wah! it was suppossed to be since YESTERDAY! what the hell does he think this is? i worry about him when he's the way he is and sarcastic and NOT TALKING! shit. this is a rant, so freaking what? i'm losing my freaking mind(and about 3 hours of sleep) waiting for him to write to me!

this is gonna drive me nuts. WRITE ME DAMMIT!!!!!!! **weeps in corner**

he wrote me this:
"By the way, I'm on the East coast of this country
right now visiting my sister (joy *rolls his eyes
again*), so my online pressence is gonna be dead until
this sunday."

now what day is it I ask you? ALMOST TUESDAY!!!!! ok ok maybe he's busy but waaaah.


say. here's a random question: DOES 4 YEARS IN AGE MATTER IN A RELATIONSHIP?

you may ask why I am yelling. the answer, I couldn't say. but i just am.



so how are you?thank you!
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