Saturday, December 25, 2004

   an actual GOOD day!
today was really, truly, actually, unbelievably a GOOD day!!! amazing! I got a stuffed puppy and $75 from my dad and a book from my cousin. the book has a lot of interesting stuff in it...maybe I'll do a "Ripley's Believe it Or Not of the week!" like, this guy, he found a 4 leaf clover, picked it, then slipped on the wet grass and fell off the cliff to his death. poor guy.

then I went to the movies. I saw Lemony Snicket's Series of Unfourtunate Events, which was really good. almost a gothic story! wonderful, yes yes! and then I might go to my favorite music store tomorrow. and the zoo.

speaking of music...go to my website, PLEASE!thank you!
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   OF MAJOR IMPORTANCE!!!
If you join my website http://rejectedsoul.proboards23.com on January 1, 2005 through Febuary 1, 2005 I am going to donate $1 to the Hot Topic Foundation that will bring music and art into schools ( http://www.hottopic.com/services/ht_foundation.asp?LS=0& )

This is an honest promise. and I'll also donate a dollar if we get a new member NOW through that date. So PLEASE Join!!! we are a website dedicated to any and all types of music!!! PLEASE JOIN TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm anathema rei, the head admin!

JOIN GHOST OF SOCIETY! SEE MY HOMEPAGE LINK!thank you!
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Friday, December 24, 2004

   Happy Holidays!






be it Christmas, Kwanza, Hanukkah, Ramadan, or whatever, Have a very happy (possibly belated) holiday!
thank you!
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   quiz stuffies

~*GREY*~ Sad, deppressed and emotional. You see the
world in it's true colors and wonder if others
see it that way too or if they are all blinded
by power and corruption...


What Color of Mood are you?(ANIME PICS!!!)
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Air Goddesses always have one thing in common; they
are moody. Besides this trait you also protray
pyhsical beauty and toughness. I can't think of
anyone who can get past you. Although you have
a steel shell, your heart gets the best of you.
A sliver of kindess will show only when you
want it to. Enimies that cross your path are
dead before they can say 'ragnorak'. Other Air
Goddesses are: Idun, Bau, and Nut.


What type of Anime Goddess are You?( with anime pics of course!)
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Your a lonely warrior. You Feel as though you
REALLY can't let anyone into your past.
Something really bad has happened to you and
that is why you are this way. Your weapon of
choice is a BLACK sword. You seem distant and
lonely,but hey. That's the way of the lonely
warrior.


What type of warrior are you?(anime pics!!!^ ^) FIXED!!!YET AGAIN!!!!-_-U
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Your personality is LOST. Lost, distant and
drifting away from the real world. You feel
alone and barren in this cruel place called
Life. You never like the way things go for you
and always see the neagitive side of things
rather than the plus side.


What type of personality are you?(ANIME PICS!!!!^ ^)
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thank you!
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   Dear Crabby: About
"Dear Crabby" is who I will put in the subject box when I have issues I need to say. so, you won't need to read it. just know that's what it's about.

also, from now on, everytime you see this picture: (the one appearing in the mood box) be warned that extreme language and things I don;t mean to you or anyone will be said. so, if you don't want to hear me say something like(forgive me this, it's an example) "go to hell" or "fuck you" then, the warning label will warn you to pass the post




that much said, Lookie!

What will your wedding dress look like?
LJ Username
What is your favorite color?	redorangeyellowgreenbluepurpleblackbrownwhitebeigepinksilvergold
What is your favorite style?	classicvintagemodernfairytaleretroultra romanticsimple
How much your wedding will cost:
If you will live happily ever after:	(8) - It is certain. - (8)
Your bridesmaid dresses:
Your wedding dress:
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New! Get Free Daily Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz

thank you!
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

   Really REALLY sorry.... (T.T)
I'm sorry for cussing at you guys. in previous posts when I said stuff like "fuck you all" first of all, I did not mean YOU guys, I meant the 'friends' that totally ignore me in real life. and second, I did not even MEAN it...(in case you didn't notice, i have anger issues and always vent them wrong)

and also, the post called, "screw you bitch" I don't even REMEMBER what that was about, but I guarantee you it was stupid, and not meant to you.

If there are others that I have not found, sorry. But, believe me, I'm really sorry for being so mean. I will try to refrain from using such poor language in the future, and if I do, I will be sure to clarify who I am angry with. for now, please accept my apologies. if you do not wish to continue with this site, I would certainly understand. and it's your choice. so, leave or stay, just please know I'm sorry for offending you!!!! thank you!
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

   Tomodachi
right now, I can't stand any of my friends. I mean, I still like them, but I dunno. I feel like....being alone. I don't WANT companionship, so when I go downtown on fri. I am going alone. ALONE!!!!!! fuck you all.

plus, as much as I don't feel like having friends, neither do they....they're doing it again: leaving me out.


I mean, I don't want to sound like a whiner, even if I am....it's just, I refuse to tell PEOPLE my problems. but this has been bothering me for a long time, and I need to say it:

I don't feel like listening to them, and they don't feel like listening to me.

it's like...there's 5 of us, 99% of the time. and...it's ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS been like this: an odd number of people, and they always pair up and I'm the odd one out.











thank you!
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   finals day 1
dear journal:
it's been horrible. one day into finals, and already, I feel the horrible effects of them. running...always running in P.E. 15 minutes flat running. so tired...so hot....I felt I couldn't go on....had to...then, it ended so suddenly...I was...so tired...journal....what's going on over there? what's the point in caring?

next is chemistry. we are allowed to have notes....that's ok...and in world "history" our final is a geography test.....plus some questions... yes...

end communication: Sasaya out.

well, minna, I hate finals. It's official. They SUCK but. on friday, we really shouldn't even have to come. so I am only going to Japanese. and it's early. but I will go downtown, and then I'm going to see a movie. it's the chinese one, with the lanterns....mew. I am going to tell my firends to leave me alone because, right now, I don't feel like having friends...more in the topic tomodachithank you!
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

   screw. you. bitch
hiya. you guys have not heard from me in forever, but that's cool. seriously, it is. i mean, I have not felt like posting. I've felt more like being a depressed wench. ha ha

stupid finals are this week, anyway. I hate 'em. i suck at them. and I don't know when the freakin bell is gonna ring.


WISH US LUCK ON FINALS PLEASE!!!!thank you!
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Tuesday, December 7, 2004

   happy bday to Deisy
today is my friend Deisy's birthday. so Happy Bday to her!!!! :)

and i have to stay after school for program service. which sucks. becuase who wants to be here after hours? it's such a dump...

this site has such pretty pictures...alichino, man. I can't wait for it to come to tokyopop manga already...also, Saikano looks REALLY good. koff

http://www.oldcrows.net/~sizer/alichino/gallery.html

enjoyness!thank you!
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