Friday, October 29, 2004

   yay

Blowing Things Up


What is your strong point?(pics)
brought to you by Quizilla
thank you!
Comments (0) | Permalink

   I'M BACK
YO! ha ha, lookie, I drew this. it's the staffies of my site:


lol. it's halloween time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait for my party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll send pictures! **nods** yup

what are y'all gonna be? and do?thank you!
Comments (0) | Permalink

Monday, October 25, 2004

   LMAO
THIS IS HILARIOUS!!!! >< ALL RESULTS ARE F'CKIN FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LMAO!!!!!!!!!!! but you can only take it if you leave a comment. maybe.


ehh.. sorta fucked.


what fucked version of hello kittie are you?
brought to you by Quizilla


ja ne
thank you!
Comments (0) | Permalink

   yo
yo what up? like my reformed site? hah? do you? DO YOU??? I love it...oh and if you want to see some of my art, go to Deviant art.com and I'm sasaya. Seriously. i think it's better because you can submit more types of things, and size doesn't matter

anyway, i'm really not scared anymore, and I drew a manga, and it's funny. it's called, "Pan Da, So Sing" ha ha. It's about what if these guys and a girl and her bf formed a band and she looked all cool and goth, but was really childish. and she doesn't sing all "BLAH" she sings soft and 'haunting' >.>
<.< I only have 2 pages tho. the main girl is named Panda, her bf is Spider, the drums guy is Bear, the Bass guy is Lion, and the keyboardist is Monkey. YAY!

lol anyway, I'm waiting for my mom...and I prolly shouldn't be online T.T momma! com-ere! WAAAAAAAAAH

who's that? **points**thank you!
Comments (2) | Permalink

Saturday, October 23, 2004

   scawy!!!!!!!! >
i saw the grudge with NIGHT today...it was freakin creepy. good for a scare. HORRIBLE plot... it was scary, I hid half of the movie...>< anyway, this is true! I looked just like the girl while we watched it...
You hide yourself! You are able to make you
invisible in seconds. You hate it when you are
confronted with troubles. So you prefer to
disappear as long as the danger is over. It's a
good way.Go you!


How do you react when you are afraid? ( ...with pics... )
brought to you by Quizilla
thank you!
Comments (0) | Permalink

   RAMPAGE
happy birthday to me...:) i'm 16!!!!!!!!! terror of the halls!!!! muwahahhahha....

anyway, tomorrow, I get to see the grudge with miv and night! yay!!!! wait, today i do!!!!!!! sing me happy birthday!!!!! (if you do, you get cake)

ha ha, just kiddingthank you!
Comments (3) | Permalink

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

   crap
i'm tired for no good reason. did you join my website??? it's fun, if you like music!!!!!!! please come!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

and, I'll get pictures laterthank you!
Comments (0) | Permalink

   damn
i like having the laptop in my room, but I am sleepy and wanna lay down on my back.... **cries**

oh and to those of you who wrote to me about my problems...thanks for the advice and support and prayers...I'm going to try to be brave enough to see a doctor, but it'll be hard telling my mom she needs to take me...

damn...

so anyway, what up?thank you!
Comments (2) | Permalink

Sunday, October 17, 2004

   worries
this is secret and confidential, although i don't care who you tell, but I think i'm bipolar/have maniac depression. for those uninformed people, maniac depression is where the victim has two extremes: a high and a low. The low is like, suicide, everythings gray, depression, hopelessness, and dullness. the highs include extreme joy, anger, confidence. a lot of things can trigger a change, or it can be nothing.

but anyway, i haven't talked to a doctor about this or anything,but I should. you see, i have points where I'm SO freaking happy!!! It's like nothing bad could happen. then, BOOM!!! the next minute, I just feel so damn depressed, I want to fucking die.

the periods usually change around the day or week, but it changes a lot. also, I can be relatively calm, but them i just get pissed off really easily.

It kind of scares me. I don't want to be a pill popper. and besides, prozack has been known to increase the suicide rate in kids. I don't really want to live, but I don't want to hurt God or go to hell or anything. seriously, if it weren't for that, I would have been dead a good 8 months ago. or even in June. I had a serious breakdown then. It scared me; all i did was cry for no good reason, try to drown myself, cut, and cry in the darkness.

man. I hate this. I wish i could be permanently on the high point. at least then, i really don't want to die. having suicidal tendencies and thoughts for 11 months is not a good thing, is it?

and I mean, i really don't have a rough life. my mom loves me, my friends care. i do well in school. i have pets, i get almost all the material things I want, i look bad, but not the worst. i have good physical health. nobody's ever REALLY abused me for long periods of time. I should stop being so spoiled and be brave.

but I can't help it. I just want to die. and I feel bad. I won't kill myself, I think. My friends might do the same, and we'll all go to hell, which is not good. i just sit in my room sometimes, begging God to let someone in and have them shoot me in the headthank you!
Comments (4) | Permalink

Saturday, October 16, 2004

   I COMMAND YOU TO LEAVE A COMMENT!
please leave a comment...i'm lonely..also, join my music forum. we're desparate for members! :)

it's a music forum, very lovely, dedicated to ANY kind of music, and it doesn't matter what kind of music you like, nobody will be mean. I have a site up to let people hear music, and talk about music. eh! it's fun! join! please?

the link is http://rejectedsoul.proboards23.com

or you can click on "my site"

PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!!!! (i am anathema rei)thank you!
Comments (3) | Permalink