Saturday, August 28, 2004

   rents
just so you know, I hate my dadthank you!
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   GOTH
I am so going goth, mostly against my will. It all started early this year with the notion that I hate preps, and society in general. so I told my friend miv, who I go to school with, that during the rest of our high school life, I would wear very plain colors: black, white, red, grey, but mostly BLACK. the basis of my wardrobe is black.

school started, I wear only black or white or red or grey. I also wear black eyeliner and lipstick. then jita suggested I dye my hair. I did. it's BLACK. so, when I dress uber-goth, I look PALE PALE PALE. seriously. like paper! (kinda cool, tho) kids from last year fail to recognize me.

then, on August 18, The Cure came to town, and Robert Smith came to my fave radio station and played all goth music for a long time. yay! but I got HOOKED. now I LOVE goth music, it's such a great genre!!!!**hugs it** I mean, I usually just listen to Radio@aol, but still....I like Truth, by Ikon, Life will never be the same again, by L'ame immortelle, and (it's more of a poem, but still pretty) the masque of red death by gabriel byrne.

horray for goth! **depressed teen dance** my only problem is, I wear crap clothes after I go somewhere. yay for thrift store pajamies! lol.

oh, and I like "goth" anime. my faves are Texhnolyze and Lain. so cooL!!!!!!!!!! (I like humor and romance and action a lot too, tho. like IY, Naruto, Ranma, and digimon, and Samurai Deeper Kyo)

BUT GOTH IS BEST! I wonder what NIGHT thinks. what do you think about the whole 'goth' bit, NIGHT? **ish sleepy**thank you!
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   friends
yay! I have some more friends, including(especially!) NIGHT who is my bestest friend in the whole wide world. also my friend for the longest time. she's so cool! go see her site, it'll quack you up! she's my bestest fwiend!(along with miv who is not a member here.... ;.;) I also added vash113(something like that. i'm tired, lemme alone) but yeah
GLAD TO HAVE YOU GUYS ON BOARD! **golf clap**

*hugs NIGHT**
Night: get the fuck away from me!
Sasaya: oki, sorry. don't know what came over me!thank you!
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Friday, August 27, 2004

   my newest adoption!
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I adopted a cute lil' gothy fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

yesh, gothie, its me! (I dress goth.) like my new hair, Aura-chan? thank you!
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Thursday, August 26, 2004

   ha!
ha! I WANTED THIS for my background http://66.111.49.71/wallpapers/lain/lain_66_800.jpg but it no wanta to show upthank you!
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Saturday, August 21, 2004

   ...Broken...
this is mostly for thursday, but I've been broken. I just couldn't...didn't....I felt like nothing mattered, nothing could be good, nothing made me happy. at school, I was cutting the crap out of my arm and bled all over, then I was checking on it, and my friend said the kid behind me was like O.O then I got home, and just sat around and then I started crying. I went outside at night, and just broke down sobbing. I thought about everything, how I'm not good enough, that my life is pointless, that I'm in chaos. I just, I can't see a reason for anything. I wanted to die, so so so so so SO badly, and I almost didn't care that I'd go to hell. then I thought, if I was selfish and killed myself, where would my friends and family be?thank you!
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Sunday, August 15, 2004

   some MORE quizzes

Blue blood! Elegant and noble. You are sometimes a
bit arrogant, aren't you? You are intelligent
and you love the luxus and glamour around your
person.The blood of the Kings and Royals,
congrats!


What is your true blood color?
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Your Shippo! your fun loving and still a kid at
heart, don't try to grow up to quick, it's
always fun to go rolling down grassy hills and
catch bugs to put in your mom's Thursday
surprise!


What Inuyasha Character are you?
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more quizzes

You represent... anger.
Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.


What feeling do you represent?
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The Angel of Death! Calm ruler over the death.


What kind of Angel are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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   buwahahaha

Your soul is DARK. You aren't too happy with your
life, though you may feel you should be. You're
probably solitary, pessimistic, brooding,
possibly nocturnal, but mostly a general
unknown. You might have a hidden liking for
pain and destruction, but you're probably more
masochistic that sadistic if that's true. (look
it up if you don't know what they mean!) Those
that think they know you tend to place you
closer to evil on a scale of good and evil,
which might not be true. What people see may
not be who you actually are. Some people fear
you and others mock you. What isn't really
known, though, is that you're not pure evil.
You're just a mysterious, misunderstood - and
sadly, forsaken - soul.


What Is Your Soul's Trait?
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   hee hee hee

Horoscope for Scorpio 14 Aug 2004

Check your project over carefully if you were not the only one contributing to the end result. Try to iron out any friction over money with your mate or conflicts could prevail. You can ask for favors or run your ideas by those who will be able to support your objectives.

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