Sunday, April 8, 2007

   tears flowing like butterflies
sigh. Easter. It's not about the bunnies, or the eggs, or candy.

I hate candy on Easter. If I have kids, I'm SO not giving them candy. nasty! Fatty!!! not to mention it steals the real meaning of Easter.

I love it on the Family Guy where Peter is fighting with the guy in the chicken suit, and they come across the trix rabbit, and he's like "Damn long ears, stealing Easter from Jesus."

anyway. My dad's a prick. knows i hate to get food as a present, and gives me a $25 certificate to starbucks. I know, never look a gift horse in the mouth, and i'm not ungrateful. he just doesn't know anything about me (i voicerifously dislike starbucks.)

sigh.

Anyway. I got Furuba #16!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so happy. And then I read it, and the majority -the first part- is SO sad. It's about Touru's parents...damn.

So, her mom Kyoko was a juvenile delinquent, and her parents and she didn't get along. Then, in middle school, she met Katsuya, Touru's dad. At first, they had a very harmless relationship. She, of course, fell in love with him, a student teacher.

Then, he leaves, they go to the beach, and kinda hang out. She decides to straighten up and go to high school, he helps her study. And then, just before the high school exams, she leaves her gang, gets the shit kicked out of her, and winds up in the hospital, missing the exams.

once she gets discharged, her parents kick her out. On the doorstep, she sees Katsuya, who informs her parents and her that he wants to marry her. She's shocked, and thinks he said it just to be nice, but he really means it.

they fall in love. they get married. it's so sweet, and romantic. And they have Touru, it's so sweet to see Touru and Katsuya together.
Everything is so happy. so loving.

then, Katsuya gets sick, and dies suddenly. It tears Kyoko apart. she lives in a haze of despair and pain. she doesn't even care about living.

finally, she decides she wants to see Katsuya again, and takes herself to the sea to drown herself. Just as she's about to jump, a little girl's voice calls "mom!" it isn't Touru, but she then remembers her child, and runs home.

She takes more care in her child, and they live together happily for many years. She still wants to see Katsuya (i think), but she lives for Touru. Then, she dies one day.

It's so sad T.T

how sad? so sad that i CRY every time I read it. Why, i dunno. I guess i can empathize wtih that feeling of love and loss. I always have been able to, but I have no clue where it comes from.

Like, I can imagine. If the person I loved and thought we'd be together forever just died, i'd fall apart.

heh. **tears in eyes**

anyway, it sucks today. i got a BIG burn on my right hand. i was cooking, and BAM i hear sizzling and smell cooked flesh :(

i thought it was nothing, and first, and now it's about an inch long, .25 inch thick, raised like a blister, white, and my whole hand is turning red

haaaaaaaaa. it doesn't hurt much tho ^^

HAPPY EASTERthank you!
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