Monday, May 7, 2007

   that which is really bothering me.


I love that video. And the song. It's my second favorite music video (that i've seen...I've not seen a lot)

What's your favorite music video?

this is mine <3 i love the Johnny Cash version so much more than Trent Reznor's (gasp!) simply because Johnny Cash was so sorrowful, and he sounded like he really really meant it. I like NIN's version, but I dunno. Cash's version is super!!!

I love that video **tears**

I have the JC version in that green box up thar for a reason ;)

What song of the selection up there is your favorite? (don't ask me to pi~ck xS)

I guess I'm in a "country" mood. weird.

As for the Dixie Chicks, I remember a few years ago when everybody hated them and boycotted them for saying something bad about the president or something...There are times when you have to be sensitive...but they were badmouthing the president before it was cool.

i think they said something along the lines of "ashamed to be from texas because of him" or something...

**shrugs**

these lyrics are really like my mood right now, reminding me of graduation, college, and the major thing that's really bothering me

"Bitter End"

The words that you said
They still ring in my head
Don't you know
We say goodbye
With a tear in our eye
Oh, where'd you go

It's alright you can sleep tonight
Knowing you'll always live on in a song

Farewell to old friends
Let's raise a glass to the bitter end
Farewell to old friends
Will you be the same when we see you again

Remember the days
When we'd laugh as you played
Who would have known
The water would come and just take you away
Oh, where'd you go

It's not alright
I can't sleep tonight
Knowing you should have played on
On and on

Farewell to old friends
Let's raise a glass to the bitter end
Farewell to old friends
Will you forgive me when I see you again

You had a good time
Drinking all of our wine
After the show
We all rode the wave
Of that crazy parade
Oh, where'd you go
What happened to
The ones we knew
As long as I'm the shiniest star
Oh, there you are

Farewell to old friends
Let's raise a glass to the bitter end
Farewell to old friends
We'll still be here when you come round again

so. the thing that's really bothering me.

on...Thursday...I have to take my cat Lain to be put to sleep...well, thursday is the best day. If not, it'll be the 15th...

either way, it's gonna be "goodbye."

Of course, she's really suffering. she can barely jump...just now, she tried to jump on my bed, and fell. she walks like a drunk and really slow. she doesn't purr anymore (she used to a LOT), and she's just SO skinny. you can feel about every bone in her body.

everything and everyone dies; it's a part of life. but goodbyes are hard, and there's just no way around that. I'm gonna miss her so much; i wish her last bit of life could have been HAPPY.

I'm not crying. but i'm sad, and it's the sort of thing that will eat me up for a few days, and then my FUCKING bitch ass grandparents and aunt and uncle will come, push me over the edge, and i'll snap. I'll either take shit out on them cos we have never gotten along, or i'll more likely take it on myself and get people pissed at me.

sorry. I wanted to have happy news for you; but this was fairly recent...

uhwaaaa...and she's just right next to me now being small and cute and she won't be here 2 weeks from now.

uhmmm happy news.

it ain't happy but weds. is my AP Calc test, and International Politics final. Sigh.

oh, and today I had a woody. (i was bored in calc, so I made my jacket look like i had a boner and had mayte take some pics (though they didn't come out well).

and anyone in Denver need a nanny goat? the shelter has one ^^ cute...

and there was a huge Crest toothpaste truck on the walk to the park from the shelter. Think "Oscar Meyer Weiner truck" with Lemon toothpaste. it was...intersting. I have a picture. i'll show you later.

questions:

1.) what is your favorite music video?
2.) What song in that green music player do you like best?
3.) should I ask questions every time?
4.) like the new look? -.- too bad if not

anyway must be off now


homg!!!!!! that's cano~!! my misogynistic classmate!!!!! xD what teh fuck! lmao i love our senior roomthank you!
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