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1989-10-23
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2004-08-02
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irresponsible semi-adult
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Julie
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graduating high school with honors, speak/write/read fair Japanese, travel
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5th grade~ish
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となりのトトロ (Totoro), Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Perfect Blue, and Akira.
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save the rainforest, of course
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music, sleeping, reading, writing, drawing, walking, animals
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i'm good with animals
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Saturday, May 12, 2007
kinda...uhm...
Well. I...uhm...don't have much to say, I guess. I just miss Lain. I hasn't even been 1 day without her, and I'd normally be at my dad's house anyway, not seeing her.
But I want her back. I don't wante her to suffer. But she won't be there when i get home. she won't be little and purring in my lap, or crying to be let of her room (the other cats always picked on her), to come darting out and running away. She won't beg to go in the sink and have a drink, or run away from me when i'm trying to catch her. She won't ever try to dart out the door to eat some grass when i'm getting the mail or getting grocceries.
sigh...she was so sad when we took her to the vet.
(she made it through the night, the day, and we DID put her to sleep)
There isn't any more hoping
There isn't any more thinking "it'll be okay"
It won't
No matter what they say
There won't be any miracles this time
Despite the fact that you didn't come home
And you won't be back ever
You aren't anywhere in the whole world
We may never meet again, and we may forget
But even if there is no hoping any more
I still do.
T.T
sorry...
Lain
an old picture of Lain and I
Lain and Miss Kitty
Lain on my mom's bed
Lain and Pickle
Lain in the sink
Rest in peace, sweet pea...(my mom's stupid nickname for her)...
just before...
Lain
01/30/98~05/11/07
<3<3<3
Isn't she beautiful?thank you!
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