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Sunday, July 8, 2007
a sigh of relief
Well, I may not be ALL better, but I am much better.
I was upset. I get sad when I think about the fact that my bf likes his friends better than me -even the bitch I can't stand- or at least it seems that way. Maybe not. But come on, he spends his money on them, with them, he DOES things with them. he makes decisions with them.
with me it's always "shrug." we're always broke cos he spends his money going to FUCKING village Inn and drinking and shit with those dip-heads. does it occur to him that maybe I wanna do something with him, instead of sitting around the bloody house all damn day?!?!?!?!
**rages**
But last night, I posted a malicious, angry rant (short) on Myspace (yeah yeah yeah)...and the ONE person who replied said...not necessarily things of comfort, but they helped.
He said,"Normal? Sence when do you care about being normal? So you are finally giving up, huh? Well so much for Resistance... right? Listen, you need to just give it a little time. Dont give up! THEY want you to give up. So you can become another one of their puppets. Give them Hell! "
The first few sentences hit me hardest. He's right. It's not that I want to be NORMAL.
Just sane.
**sighs**
But tomorrow I'm going to Portland for orientation...so...yay!!!!
wish me lucks!!!!
**hugs**thank you!
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