Wednesday, July 18, 2007

   IT'S UDON!!!!!!! MY LOVE!!!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!
I got some instant Udon -the kind I have to boil and that doesn't come in a bowl itself- today!! I'm so glad, I was totally OUT!!! That's the only food I can eat when I don't feel like eating.

See, every now and then, I will just NOT feel like eating, even if I'm really hungry. It makes me mad, cos I LOVE to eat, and then I'm hungry. But I want to puke if I do eat! grah!

But I was almost in tears I was so happy. Even though I have the kind I make myself. I just hate making the broth. Anyway. Enough about the Udon!

Today went to the mall! I got 2 pairs of LOVELY shoes!!! They're skater shoes, but I have big feet, so they look good (they're more blunt than pointy)

Also got a backpack. And..um...well, a ton of junk for college, a new stereo since my old one's busted and my mom wants me to make a tape.

I bought this CD from a band called Paramore. Severly disappointed. I thought they would be more...faster? livelier? angrier? they're angry, I guess. but WAY too emo!!!!! @.@ I like Smashing Pumpkins, even though they're emo. I guess they aren't always BITCHY though.

I still like the song "Misery Business."

Tomorrow I have an appointment at 1 for a job interview at Target. Heh. It's FAR. I hope I get the job. But i'd prefer the one at the theatre. Not that I care.

argh. I hope Antonio doesn't want to sneak out @.@ I'm TIRED!!!

oh. AND this is the greatest victory for me yet:
I HAVE UNLIMITED TEXTING NOW!!!!!!!!
The all-time text geek is BACK! even though I write words out, usually. and use punctuation.

I'm so happy. I love texting cos I can tell people stuff without CALLING them. and waking them up.

Oh. He says he'll sneak IN.

I'M bloody tired.

But I'm really excited for college. Even though I'm going to miss my sister and Antonio and my mom and my nephews and friends a BUTT LOAD I still need to get out on my own.

Seriously. I make good choices when left to my own devices. Well, except for the cutting thing. That's dumb. But when I'll only have to please myself (ew! not like THAT), I won't wind up so pissed.

It's more a pissed thing than a sad thing. I don't do it "to feel." I feel plenty. Usually, it happens when the angry bloody boils and i can't calm the fuck down, no matter what I do.

Anyway. When I can do my own thing, it usually involves absolutely nothing. The tv, the computer, reading. I'm so lame! But i do LOVE to go for walks.

That's gonna be nice, especially if it's rainy **hearts** I'm so excited for school!!!!!!!!

^^ see???? I can be positive too!!!

are you shocked???

**hearts** text me!!! bwahahahahaha! if you want...I'm just in love with having texts back!


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