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Birthday • 1989-10-23 Gender •
Female Location • keep portland weird! Member Since • 2004-08-02 Occupation • irresponsible semi-adult Real Name • Julie
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Achievements • graduating high school with honors, speak/write/read fair Japanese, travel Anime Fan Since • 5th grade~ish Favorite Anime • となりのトトロ (Totoro), Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Perfect Blue, and Akira. Goals • save the rainforest, of course Hobbies • music, sleeping, reading, writing, drawing, walking, animals Talents • i'm good with animals
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Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Meat eating orchids forgive no one just yet
I just realized my 3rd year at MyO just passed. WOW! i suck
Oh, but a funny thing happened today. I was just wishing how much I had MONEY to buy Auf Deinen Schwingen, one of the best L'Ame Immortelle albums around **hearts**
I complained about it openly. Then, maybe...an hour or an hour and a half?...later, the mail arrived. I got the dregs of my graduation gifts!!! my mom's auntie sent me $50!!! I was overjoyed and shocked, and of course thankful. But I was a good little girl and I'll put it in my savings or checking. I've splurged enough this summer.
Oh, you know how last night I was kinda argh? well, I got feeling worse and more stressed, and I was about to start cutting myself again. Instead, I got pissed and grabbed a sharpie.
Then I wrote on my walls. I wrote ALL over them. I drew a cloud on the part where my wall and ceiling meet and called it "Heaven," so that Heaven is "just within my reach." See, when I wrote on the wall and ceiling, I had to stand on my bed to reach some of it, but I'm not THAT tall, and my bed isn't THAT high, so I had to kind of tippy-toe.
I also drew the Lady in the Radiator from EraserHead, and her song. And I drew "Happiness runs in a circular motion," which was a stick man named Happiness running in circles, LOL.
I also wrote all over the walls. I've done it before, though not so much. Even if my mom gets, pissed, fuck it. My walls need to be repainted before she sells the house, anyway.
I spent much of today either sick, watching L'AI videos on YouTube, playing around on MySpace (hey, I had one before anyone even know what "Myspace" was and I got one to keep in contact with an old friend, who I know dislike. LOL)
Also, i started cleaning my room. I've found all sorts of nothingness, lol
the Lady in the Radiator, from my favorite movie, EraserHead
**hearts**
Oh, it's obscure, it's surreal, it's symbolic, and a straightforward, traditional depiction of realism.
there's my school ID card, lifesize, so you can't see it any better than I can, kinda. and I had to blur certain details
OKAY and this is at the end so you can SKIP IT if you'd LIKE
I put it as a Link
Meat eating orchids forgive no one just yet
