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Birthday • 1989-10-23 Gender •
Female Location • keep portland weird! Member Since • 2004-08-02 Occupation • irresponsible semi-adult Real Name • Julie
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Achievements • graduating high school with honors, speak/write/read fair Japanese, travel Anime Fan Since • 5th grade~ish Favorite Anime • となりのトトロ (Totoro), Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Perfect Blue, and Akira. Goals • save the rainforest, of course Hobbies • music, sleeping, reading, writing, drawing, walking, animals Talents • i'm good with animals
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
2 fucks for the price of 1
I'm just in a ...I dunno, really depressed mood and I don't effing know why. In my life, I'm past that emo bullshit. I really am. But I just feel so disillusioned right now.
College isn't exactly what I thought it'd be. It's great, and I love Portland. But, I feel like I don't have any great friends here. I like people but no one's Tamara or Mayte, or Antonio.
Part of me just wants to go home and see my family and my pets. Part of me wants to quit and go home and not try anymore and curl up and just watch tv.
But nothing's on.
Part of me wants to just do community college, and get married, and have kids. A couple weeks ago, I thought I was pregnant. Becky and I went back on the calender and my situation got even more troublesome. No one ever taught me about the "time table" but I'm always very careful. Still doesn't mean anything is full proof. But I'm almost NEVER late, so I was worried. I decided to jinx it by deciding on names for the kids. It worked.
By the way, my kids names will be:
(girls) Tirza Blue and/or Ofelia Rei
(boys) James Matthew or Trent Michael (ahahaha)
whatever. I don't know. You can ignore this; I'm fine, I just needed to vent a little. I'll stay in college because I want to be able to have a job I like, and to travel, and to be able to provide for my family. I want to be in college. I just...don't know
For your viewing pleasure:
ahahahahah!!!
this made me laugh
maybe I just need a kitty =3thank you! Comments
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2 fucks for the price of 1