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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

   let's play the brain-drain-drinking game!
I'm totally, completely, and utterly tired. Also, let's add in "stupid," "selfish," "foolish," "bad," and a few other choice words that aren't coming to my poor battered brain right now.

Basically, I got drunk last night, off only 3 beers. What the deuce??? Usually, it takes about 3 beers, but I was more trashed than I've been in quite a while.

On a monday fucking school night.

But I was okay. I'm an okay drunk. I passed out on poor Chris's bed, and I vaguely recall him fiddling with my hand, and Zack said he had to stop him from cuddling me. I remember this, yeah. "Stop it Chris. You'll regret it in the morning, and so will she. Chris, she has a boyfriend."

and Chris saying, "oh. you're right. Good thing you're here to mediate this."

and then poor Chris getting incredibly drunk, angry, and sad about his ex-girlfriend. I don't know her, but she made him cry, and that angers me.

nobody fucks with my friends =O

then, Chris threw up, a LOT. I held back his ridiculously long hair. tried not to vomit m'self as he puked. put him to bed and comforted him as a mother or big sister would. I fucking hummed him a lullabye.

then I came down to my room, talked to Becky and Derek, took a shower from which I woke up 30 minutes before class started. Lucky I didn't drown.

I survived class, but now I've got to go to the next one.

I feel so bad. I don't really like Chris like that, I love Antonio. I want Antonio, I miss Antonio, I need Antonio. Damn...I wish he were here.

Not drunk, just really tiredthank you!
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