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Birthday
1989-10-23
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Female
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keep portland weird!
Member Since
2004-08-02
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irresponsible semi-adult
Real Name
Julie
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graduating high school with honors, speak/write/read fair Japanese, travel
Anime Fan Since
5th grade~ish
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となりのトトロ (Totoro), Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Perfect Blue, and Akira.
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save the rainforest, of course
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music, sleeping, reading, writing, drawing, walking, animals
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i'm good with animals
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Saturday, March 8, 2008
why am I so self concious, self loathing, self depricating, and narcissistic?
It's not that I'm feeling down. Just odd. And curious. Why is it that I'm so hard on myself and no one else? I think EVERYONE is good looking, unless I don't like them.
But I don't think I'm pretty, cute, beautiful, or anything. I don't think I'm nice or interesting, or funny, or smart. Other people sometimes do, but I don't necessarily trust what they say.
I give everyone credit, but when it comes to myself, I don't. at all. I'm ALWAYS apologizing and no one understands why, I don't even understand why.
I'm not complaining, I think. But, I just want to know why I'm so obsessed with myself. And why I don't think I'm good enough.
=/ oh wellthank you!
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