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Wednesday, April 2, 2008


   growing brains
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Today, my friend from high school, a Mr. Dave Aguado -kun, called me. LOL I was in the shower, so it was like **shifty eyes** talk.

we had a good time reminiscing about high school. We were really good friends; he's a great person. I can't believe it's already been almost a year since we graduated! Everyone's on a different path, now. We're all so far apart and changing so much.

I knew it was inevitable that we would lose contact, my friends and I. My classmates. Very few people stay in contact with even half of the people they went to high school with. And, I've grown a bit, too. So, I'm okay.

It just makes me a little nostalgic, you know? I'm getting to the point where all those horrible memories from high school are fading, and I can remember all the good stuff more prominently, more fondly. Even the bad things are like silly annecdotes. They don't matter. Things that once tore me apart and drove me crazy and made me so upset, even now I can look back and laugh.

Middle school, I remember even now, was a bad time. I have very few fond memories of that hellhole. But, the thing is, I'm beginning to forget the bad. Which scares me; I have a thing for remembering. I like to. I've always been a forgiving person -it's EXTREMELY rare for me to hold a grudge. But forgetting is entirely different.

But you know what? I'm happy, so who cares! I'm a little sad that everything is so far away and so long ago and seems so good now, but I'm happy that I am able to realize how good it was. I guess it's like they say, "You can't see the forest for the trees."

^_^ I hope that, when and if I'm old, I can look back on my entire life with such fondness. I want to have happy memories and forge strong relationships my whole life through. I also want to help people and nature live in harmony. And I want kids =D maybe one or two biological children, but also adoption, since I want a lot of kids but I think the world is way too overpopulated.

I hope the future goes well for all of us ^^thank you!

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