Sunday, September 28, 2008

   go on, go on and thrill me, go on, go on, go!
So, an update. I'm moved in. Got a few boxes and a few messes, but my furniture, though crappy, is all put together, and my mom and Antonio are back in Denver

It kinda sucks. Neither of them acted like they were gonna miss me. Both were being a little mean, but I know they care, so =P my mom cried, i was bawling, antonio was like, "can we get the fuck outta here already?" xD

But anyway. Today, temptation came a-knocking. I went to the pet store to get crickets for my frog, and THEY HAD RED-EYED TREE FROGS ~~~~~ nyuuu I WANT ONE SO FUCKING BAD

I lovelovelovelovelove LOVE frogs, you have no idea, dude. It's my dream to have a vivarium full of tropical frogs. So, I would have bought the tree frog, but...it was a damn $70 =( i couldn't afford it...so no froggie for me

Today, i was gonna hang out with just TJ, but we ran into beth, erica, jason, and even saw becky...it was fun, but beth annoys me sometimes, she's a lot to handle.

But tomorrow i might go with her to the oregon humane society. she wants to look at a kitty, i want a job there.

But, let me rehash a story from our journey to Portland:

we were stopped in Montana, the middle of nowhere, at a gas station. I cleaned the windows, and antonio and i then went inside (while my mom was in the bathroom) to buy junk food.

The clerk is chatting up her stupid bimbo friend. We don't have quite enough for the food, so I put it down, and say, "i'm gonna go get more money from my car" and the bitch nods.

Ok. So i get the money, go back in, and the friend has left. She gives me a look, and says, "Were you going to buy a candy bar, or not?" I replied, "Yeah, but i had to get my money."

"Are you suuuure?"

"yes, i am positive."

At that point, i should have confronted her about her accusing me of stealing...but i didn't. In fact, I dearly wish i had not bought anything, and thrown it in that FUCKING DAMN CUNT's face.

So my mom pops up, i go to pay, and the CUNT starts accusing ANTONIO of stealing something. that's when I should've left, but...I didn't.

And to make matters worse, my fucking mom sides with the CUNT-BITCH @#$%! >_< what the fuck!?! the two bitches grill antonio about if he stole a CANDY BAR...until he says, "if you're calling me a thief, just say it."

they let it go, but damn i was pissed. My mom sided with a goddamn bitch stranger who was probably racist (she didn't say anything to the little white kids running around the store) over her own kid, and someone she's known for almost 4 years.

Way to have faith. And that aside, they accuse him of stealing a CANDY BAR??? what is he, four?!?!?! I absolutely disagree with stealing, but if i was gonna steal something, i'd steal something better than a CANDY BAR. ya know??

oh well. it's over.

Also, Antonio's friend Alan got his girlfriend pregnant...o_o she should be about 11 weeks now. Antonio and Matt are the only ones left in that group who aren't daddies yet. Hopefully it's matt next...or, if antonio gets someone else pregnant, that's better her than me. but i doubt it

although, what do you think of this? I found out antonio was chatting with some fucking cunt on msn...he gets depressed and all quite often, but he never wants to talk to me about it. But he talks to that cunt about it. fucking dick. and, even worse, she called him "baby."

fuck, i was seeing red. i was ready to kill him. not literally, but i was ready to dump him. he never apologized, but i made him promise to not let her call him that anymore. i can't stop him from talking to her, and i wouldn't, anyway, but it seems fucked up to me.

we've made up, so i'm okay, but what do you think?

anyway, i've rambled enough for one day, toodles! thank you!
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