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Saturday, August 21, 2004
...Broken...
this is mostly for thursday, but I've been broken. I just couldn't...didn't....I felt like nothing mattered, nothing could be good, nothing made me happy. at school, I was cutting the crap out of my arm and bled all over, then I was checking on it, and my friend said the kid behind me was like O.O then I got home, and just sat around and then I started crying. I went outside at night, and just broke down sobbing. I thought about everything, how I'm not good enough, that my life is pointless, that I'm in chaos. I just, I can't see a reason for anything. I wanted to die, so so so so so SO badly, and I almost didn't care that I'd go to hell. then I thought, if I was selfish and killed myself, where would my friends and family be?thank you!
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