|
myOtaku.com
• Join Today!
My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results
Contact Me
AIM
• texhnolyze23
E-mail
• Click Here
Website
• Click Here
Yahoo! Messenger
• Sanzo_no_heart
Vitals
Birthday
• 1989-10-23
Gender
•
Female
Location
• keep portland weird!
Member Since
• 2004-08-02
Occupation
• irresponsible semi-adult
Real Name
• Julie
Personal
Achievements
• graduating high school with honors, speak/write/read fair Japanese, travel
Anime Fan Since
• 5th grade~ish
Favorite Anime
• となりのトトロ (Totoro), Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Perfect Blue, and Akira.
Goals
• save the rainforest, of course
Hobbies
• music, sleeping, reading, writing, drawing, walking, animals
Talents
• i'm good with animals
|
|
|
Wednesday, November 3, 2004
unhappiness
i was so unhappy the end of school today...I just couldn't stop crying and I really had no reasons
although, my "friends" tell other people secrets. I can undstand that, but they never share a secret with me. they tell everyone at the same time...I just..I dont know. i feel like i dont have any real friends. NIGHT is, and my friends are my friends, and the ones at school are, but it hurt so much, i just want to drift away from them. i want to be needed like i need them. i always confide everything in them, but they always ignore me...**cries**
omg. my stomache hurts...and I just wanna die...or be needed. i hate that feeling
plus, I hate it when people always bother me and call attention to the fact that something's wrong. i just want to be left alone. it's like, you were ignoring me when you thought i was ok, now you pay attention when something is wrong? leave me alone, unless it's more than pity or guilt or "being a friend"!!!!!
also we were playing a game and these people were freaking out because my friend suppossedly cheated. whatever. it was just a fuckin game anyway. i almost walked to the board and wrote :it's just a game!"
meow. i love cats
now I'm tired, night nightthank you!
Comments
(0)
« Home |
|
