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Thursday, November 4, 2004
more unhappiness
I am so mad at my friends, they just keep pissing me off. I mean, they mean well, but the one just fuckin...UGH..I don't want to be mad, either. I still like them. I'm just sorta mad...and depressed
I can't stand these feelings. I think I'm losing my mind. I mean, I don't want to be mad at them, but it makes me sad that the one doesn't trust me. she doesn't think that I'll understand, or that I won't be a bitch.
and then, the other, is trying to get what's wrong outta me, (i haven't been talking) and I'm just like, uh uh. then she says I can trust her, and let me tell you why I can't:
she was so "worried" that she was telling me what was happening with my so called best friend. and that friend told her not to tell. it's fucking stupid.
It's tempting to just tell her that I know, and yell at her. well not yell. I don't do that. and I'll tell her what the other friend does. I just don't want to st art trouble, but i"m having such a hard time with this, I'm going insane.
I mean. I still "love" them, but I'm just so unhappy. right now, I'm almost fucking crying.
and then, I am just like, i don't know. I'm so confused. I want you to help, please!!!!
thank you!
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