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Sunday, March 20, 2005
glue is for gluttons
GAH!!! what a crapp---ok
ok here's what happened:
I already spent all weekend at my dad's house. well, friday and Saturday night. and that's all I would be spending there anymore if he HADN'T pulled all the crap he did because of my mom working days
I didn't mind it, not really. But I wanted to go home about noon. My dad's like "I'll take you home after you do some laundry"
I haven't done laundry there in months. I take it to my mom's. so I dig up some dirty clothes that I don't really wear anymore, throw 'em in the wash, then take a shower, then get online. then I put my stuff in the dryer.
when it's done and put away, I gather my stuff and get ready to go. My dad has the NERVE to say: "If you start staying at my house three nights a week, I'll raise your allowence to $75 a month"
I was like WHAT THE FUCK! I said I'd think about it, but I was soooo pissed!
it's like, if I accepted, that'd be proof to him that all I care about is money. I DON"T. Does he think he can BUY my trust and love?
well, it ain't happenin'. I won't let my love or my trust or anything be bought for any amount of money! God, what was he thinking?! I'm his DAUGHTER, he shouldn't have even HAD to try to BRIBE me!!!!!
I was thinking, I'm just going to either tell him NO WAY, I'll continue to stay for 2 nights a week. Or would it be more...cunning?...to say "I'll stay 3 nights a week at your house, but I don't need the extra money"
The first would be what I really want to do, but I don't want to hurt my dad's feeling's either. I hate hurting people, and I can imagine how sad he will sound. Don't tell me "Just do what YOU want to" because I don't opperate like that, and I don't fucking need any advice from somebody who reads a lot of cliche things and thinks they know what they're saying. no offense I appreciate the care, but i want YOUR thoughts, not someone else's that you read somewhere and agree with.
anyway. I don't know if I can stand up to hearing/seeing my dad cry. or yell. I really don't want to spend a night there because it's hard on me. but i don't want to hurt his feelings... **sigh**
so anybody got any advice on what I should do? I think I should just run! I want to bolt. I wanted to run SOOO bad when he put me on the spot.
I could go on, but I'd run the risk of over-whining. sayounara for now, my leve!thank you!
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