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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
stupid chapters of life. DO I LOOK LIKE A BOOK?
there's your bunny picture! ^__^
I like doing this; I got the idea from LordSesshomaru when he used to put up kitty pictures. I like bunnies. and all animals, for that matter
anyway, back to my rants about stupid life (and LordSesshomaru's comment, as well)
It's not that I've had an especially good experience with high school. I hate it. I want to leave, get done, be free to another page of my life.
however, I've been in school for 10, almost 11, years. I'm used to it; it's all I've ever known. it's like...THAT'S LIFE, that's pretty much ALL there is, I mean, I've been CENTERED around it for a decade. I never thought about how it would feel to have it end.
and now I'm forced into thinking about it. I am going to have to restart my life. I'm going to begin something, college, incredibly different from teh life I knew. And also, I've known, and loved and hated, these people for years. I'm just going to have to leave them. then I think, we're going to grow up.
some of us are going to get married right out of high school, and have kids. and it just brings the reality home that I'll have to be an ADULT for the rest of my life. do you know how fucking long that is?! I can NEVER NEVER be a kid AGAIN. I don't want to grow up! I don't~!
the youth is wasted on the young. SO true, but I won't waste it. I want to be a kid. who would grow up into the sucky world of adulthood, working, taxes, and you can't just be a kid. I want to be a kid. It's not even a CHAPTER of my life. It's like
it's like my life as a child was a book. it was a series, 18 books long. I begin to love it. i get used to it. i love it. and then it ends. everything I love ends too soon. everything I've ever given a fuck about has wound up withering to garbage and leaving me.
fuck.
yeah, now I'm depressed.
what's an anime you DON'T like? (american cartoons DO count)
thank you!
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