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Julie
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graduating high school with honors, speak/write/read fair Japanese, travel
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Friday, September 23, 2005
both sides have a story
cute!!!
ok, so yesterday, my "friend" came and talked to me for the first time in like, 2 weeks (besides when she was forced to) she said: "pook"
I said, very meanly, "what the hell do you want?"
and she got pissed off and said "jeez" and left.
it was after school, anyway.
I felt pretty bad, because I think I was out of line. I took my bad day out on her.
but you know what? In a way, I think my response was justified. What would you think if somebody who had been a really close friend suddenly stopped saying anything to you, except when they wanted something?
I know I was wrong, so I wrote her an apology note. but, if she doesn't take it, I want to tell her, "you stopped talking to me completely for a week. the most you said to me in three was 'can I close it?' what do you expect me to think when you suddenly have something to say when all you friends aren't around?"
it pissed me off for a long time yesterday, but it mostly made me sad. if she stays pissed off, I'm going to get pissed off because it is unfair for her to do that. plus, she'll probably bitch and get sympathy from other people, while I have no one anyway (i sit in a 8 foot by 4 foot room that's filthy and looks like solitary confinement).
fuck.
sorry bout thatthank you!
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