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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

   lust isn't love, but it's a lot more fun
**points to subject** the long version is: Lust may not be love, but it's a lot easier and a ton more fun

and, unfortunately, it's true. Lust is physical beauty, in a way. Skin deep, burning hotter for that touch, the prickly skin and dark shadowey eyes. With love, you have to worry incessently about someone else's happiness, and protecting them, and sacrificing.

You can't deny that it's EASIER to go out and hook up (all the way up, or not) with someone than go out to find someone you want to love for your whole life.

You have to admit that it feels better to get laid (whether you know it or not) than to get your heart broken into a thousand pieces.

In some ways, i prefer lust over love, but it's like anything else American: i want it now, i want it here, fuck the future, fuck morality, and fuck everything else. If it takes time and effort, i don't want it.

But in the long haul, love is far better. it hurts a LOT more, and personally, i get more miserable IN love than OUT. But every human desires -needs- the sort of intimacy of love that lust cannot compare to.

Hardcore lust leads to loneliness, and i think it comes from a growing desire and need for human contact. If one cannot have love, have its inferior second cousin, Lust. The facade of caring, ya know?

With love, you can know something horrifying or idiotic about someone, and not even care. and vice versa. Love brings more good feelings in the heart, whereas lust brings good feelings in the body.

Don't misunderstand, you need lust to come with romantic love, because if you don't want to touch each other, that's nothing more than glorified friendship.

Sigh. Love is too complicated. but it's not that BULLSHIT "never having to say you're sorry" crap. Seriously!! what the hell is up with that?? I may know someone loves me, but if they do something, they sure as hell had better apologize, and i'll apologize, too, if i do something. >.>

sorry guys, this stems from DymondHeart's comment, and also from my own growing anxiety. I leave for Japan thursday, gone 3 weeks, and Antonio has a job, and we won't be in school together anymore, so we're sort of-kind of not going to see each other very much at all

NOTE TO SELF: DO NOT WORK TUESDAY NIGHTS (once i get a job) REMEMBER CREATIVE WRITING: 5-8:30 pm?

<3thank you!
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