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Friday, July 28, 2006
of course i'm not engaged
yes, yes, minna-sama!!! I agree!!! 17 is too young to get married...i'm not really!! XD jeez!!! AND I AM MOST OFFENDED BY xxdymondheartxx FOR QUESTIONING MY INTELLIGENCE
ANYWAY, yesterday sucked, basically/ i couldn't bring myself to wake up until 4 pm... :( i'm never gonna get back on track!!!
then antonio came over at like 11:30 pm, and we kind of fought a lot. i pissed him off. luckily, he's a forgiving person!!! i have so much to apologize for...
but yeah, he got sick from my cats, so i was up during the night babying him, poor thing. And then, he started talking about his old girlfriends, which i don't like.
then i started thinking about the shit that was my life, and i made the mistake of breaking down and crying and telling him what's been wrong with me forever. Maybe i'll tell you the whole story sometime, but it really hurt when he said the words that i feel the most outloud...and even worse when he turned his back on me and fell asleep!!! but i don't blame him. Who would want to deal with a crying, sobbing, drooling girl, dripping nose and all, at 4:30 am?
however, he did comfort me until i was quiet. if any good came of it all, i kind of realized how i really feel.
(In 7 words: Lonely, forgotten, passed-over(hyphen makes it 1 word), rejected, worthless, unworthy, inferior.
Mostly "lonely" and "inferior."
:( so i'm not in the best mood...especially since i had to take my cats to the vet and they drive me nuts, always "meow meow"
sigh... what was I thinking? I traded my happiness so that my friend could be happy, i gave up my hope and heart for his sake, and he doesn't even talk to me anymore...i miss my friend, dammit!!! >:O
cough cough gotta go, i'll be at your sites laterthank you!
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