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Sunday, August 27, 2006


   mm hmm
just a quick follow up on last time's topic:

-I didn't mean to insinuate that women who have abortions don't feel guilty: that's another reason to NOT have one. And Adoption can be so sad. So the best way to ensure that neither circumstance occurs, either don't have sex at all until you're at least old enough to take care of any...circumstances that may later occur, and definately don't be slutty about it. and if you DO have sex, use a LOT of protection. the pill AND condomns.

anyway, i feel pretty let down today. a lot of people i care about have broken promises to me. And i absolutely hate school. I want to drop out, but that would be REALLY stupid. and yet i'm depressed this year is still going to be my last.

on the bright side, at least i have a math class i can, so far, understand. don't you hope mr. Matsumoto will let me go ahead of my level, since i am faster than the others.

sigh. oh! but today i saw an old friend from my old school at the mall! she's awesome!

and then i hung out with some kids i never met before. It was like...2 girls and 4 boys. they were a few years younger than me, and kinda punk-goth-emo. and, of course, otaku (which, in my mind, is becoming a sort of geeky thing to be, if you're like the otaku i know at school)

but how we met up was, i was sitting at a chair, mighty skillfully eating my Tokyo Joe's with chopsticks as i read one of the new manga i bought. one girl came up to me and said "hey that looks good!"

I said, "Huh? the manga or the food?"

and they said "both" so then we started talking, and then we hung around hot topic (where i bought black, footless tights, a NIN shirt, a cute shirt, a rainy shirt, and a shirt i forget what...heh heh. and a, um... B**beep**a. blue with skulls...i love skulls

we were at the pet store for a while, too. cute kittens!!!

but anyway, i feel like shit because there is no one in this world who truly cares. period.

not true, i know, i know it's not, but i just wanna go fucking....ok not "go fucking," go fucking...do something i probably shouldn't do, to verify this fear that nothing matters
thank you!

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