Thursday, September 14, 2006

   thank you!
You are totally awesome, you who supported me yesterday...I don't think I'll ever really love myself, but if there are people who give a damn, I definately give a damn about them, so you are my life.

Oh, well, of COURSE, God. Say what you will about God/religion, but the best thing it ever did for me was keep me from killing myself. I was seriously going to, a couple years ago. But then, I heard/remembered that suicide is: sui=self and cide=murder and Murder is a BIG no-no. Plus, I read something about suicide basically being selling your soul to the devil, so I said "ok. NEVER."

But anyway, onto school, I've been SERIOUSLY procrastinating on EVERYTHING. I'll get all set to do something, and then i just give up. Or don't try. Whatever, same diff.

If you didn't kow, i'm at a new, hippie school. There's actually a video for it HERE.

You can see me for a brief second about halfway thru. Look for Grey army fatigues in a flash in front of the camera.

The blonde girl, Kristal, is the annoying one. but Nate Earnest is my friend! :)

anywho, they are all "let students run everything" which sucks because there are approximately 200 clubs, most of which are the SAME DAMN THING. and 6th graders copy high schoolers. It's great that there's such support, but there needs to be regulation on clubs and stuff. The VERY similar clubs definately need to consolidate into one club and save teachers the hassle.

I personally, am running the Newspaper. Not just running. I founded. My friend Dulce, and I did, anyway. She's awesome.

We need to raise $800. We have about $200 right now, and tomorrow at lunch is our first meeting with the members. We are fundraising $400.50 right now.

If anyone is interested in a tax-write off, we're a non-profit organization...we even bought receipts to give donators!

but yeah. we have the support of teachers, but honestly, it's ONLY Dulce and I busy. I spent from when I got out of school at 2:35 till 9 pm working on fundraising stuff today. what a mess. but we have a lot to sell!!

I'm excited for newspaper. I was particularly excited when i miscalculated something, and thought our candy/chip/seed/donut sales alone would ring in about $5500...woops. stupid math.

speaking of which, i SUCK at it. The teacher is great, but math is JUST NOT MY THING. Especially fractions. Oh, God, do i hate fractions.

We had a test today, on finding the Limit of equations...I get solving graphically and numerically, but analytically, my instinct is to just substitute the number in for x, which apparantly is wrong.

Oh, God. **weeps**

in other news, Antonio is ill. It is late, and thus i must be going soon!!!!!


but luv ya!thank you!
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