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Thursday, October 12, 2006
it isn't all misfortune
yeah, i have a lot of problems, but don't we all? I just like to complain about them here!!!
Actually, in real life, i'm pretty different than i am here...
I mean, of course I get sulky, but generally, I'm always smiling or telling dirty jokes, or making double entendres...what the hell did i just here, some guy saying "i realized i was sexually molested when i was thirteen years old" from the tv upstairs?!
anyway, in real life, i kind of act differently...Like, if I have a problem, i might SAY something, but i tend not to show any emotion, except extreme anger, and i try to curb that. In public, you would think i was a rather stupid, ditzy girl bent on making the world corrupt. At home, I'm really bratty...inside, I am quite angry...
that's why i come here! because I can bitch about my innermost feelings truthfully, and keep up my cheerfully cold exterior without pain. You guys matter a lot to me, as people and friends, but since i will most likely never meet any of you in real life, I am not afraid to have you judge me negatively.
but inside, there is that anger and sadness, which are pretty much the same thing, in me, and if not, they alternate back and forth faster than i can keep track of them. so that's where all the complaints come from.
Life is hard, and i keep wishing for it to get hit by a bus and put in a persistant vegetative state for a few days, just so i could rest, but if it ain't happenin, i guess i'll just fall behind. I hate myself enough anyway, a little more won't hurt. :D
as for LS's comments...THANK YOU for your support... "you may pass...maybe" or something like that....
geez!!!!!! It's not like it's THAT bad...I can probably pull off a C in calculus, with 79%...(because the percents are worth different in AP classes...a B is like up to 95%)
and I have like 62% in AP physics, so lesse...If i get up to 65%, i have a D, and also, he is considering changing the way things are graded, going back to traditional grading and allthank you!
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