Sunday, January 16, 2005

   AAAAAAAAAAA
Yesterday, I found a site with mp3 music from lots of animes. I tried EVERYTHING to put them on my site, but It absolutely wouldn't let me! *It was sooooo cool though, and I wanted them sooooo badly* The site is metronimo.com/uk/music-directory/site/index.php?url=http://www.amf4u-online.com/ if anyone can make it work, please please PLEASE IM me!! At least I finally found the url for the midi of the Tenchi Muyo! end theme. I'm going to go watch TV now, CYA!
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Saturday, January 15, 2005

   I wrote this when a classmate of mine died.

People Have to Die

when you die, what will you leave behind? A comfortable life for your children? A job oppertunity for a new worker? Will everything until then have been in vain? Will you look back and think that it was worth the life long struggle to stay alive? How are you going to die? Will you die of old age? Will you die in the very car you worked so hard to buy? You don't know. How old will you be? Will you go crazy in a home? will you be taken at an early age? You don't know. You cannot be sure of the aspects of death, for life holds only one certainty. That certainty is death itself.


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Friday, January 14, 2005

   I found a song that has my name in it!
By: Counting Crows
CD: August and Everything After
Title: "Anna Begins"

My friend assures me,
"It's all or nothing."
I am not worried.
I am not overly concerned.

My friend implores me,
"For one time only,
Make an exception."
I am not worried.

Wrap her up in a package of lies.
Send her off to a coconut island.
I am not worried.
I am not overly concerned with the status of my emotions.
"Oh," she says, "you're changing."
But we're always changing.

It does not bother me to say,
"This isn't love."
'Cause if you don't wanna talk about it, then
it isn't love.
And I guess I'm gonna have to live with that,
but I'm sure
there's something in a shade of grey,
something in between.
And I can always change my name if that's what you mean.

My friend assures me,
"It's all or nothing."
But I am not really worried.
I am not overly concerned.
You try to tell yourself the things you try to tell yourself to make yourself forget.
To make yourself forget.
I am not worried.

"If it's love," she said,
"then I'm gonna have to think about the consequences."
But she can't stop shaking,
and I can't stop toutching her.

And this time,
when kindness falls like rain,
it washes her away.
And Anna begins to change her mind.
"These seconds when I'm shaking
leave me shuddering for days," she says.
And I'm not ready for this sort of thing.

But I'm not gonna break.
And I'm not gonna worry about it anymore.
Said I'm not gonna bend, and I'm not gonna break.
I'm not gonna worry about it anymore.

It seems like I should say,
"As long as this is love,..."
But it's just not that easy.
So maybe I should

Snap her up in a butterfly net.
Pin her down on a photograph album.
I am not worried.
'Cause I've done this sort of thing before.

But then I start to think about the consequences,
and I don't get no sleep
in a quiet room.

And this time,
when kindness falls like rain,
it washes me away.
And Anna begins to change my mind.
And every time she sneezes, I believe it's love.
And oh Lord,
I'm not ready for this sort of thing.

She's talking in her sleep.
It's keeping me awake.
And Anna begins to toss and turn.
and every word is nonsense, but I understand.
And oh Lord,
I’m not ready for this sort of thing.

Her kindness bangs a gong.
It’s moving me along.
And Anna begins to fade away.
It’s chasing me away.
She disappears.
And oh Lord,
I’m not ready for this sort of thing.
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

   My head hurts.
I added the more recent of yesterday's posts at 10:45 PM central time. So if you didn't read it, please do so. Is it interesting? I wrote it late at night after getting a bump on my head and taking pain killers. I feel better now, but it still hurts to open my mouth very wide. I hope it gets better soon.
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

   ouch!
Well, I managed to stay awake at my brother's game, but now I have a new problem. Let me graphicly describe it for you: ;)

During the seventh grade game (my bro's), I sat up in the crow's nest to vidio tape the game. There were two seventh graders with me who were inelligable because of grades. They took turns taping the game also. After the 7th grade game, I stayed up there because my brother sits eighth grade bench, and I was suposed to tape him when he went in. Well, up came the 7th graders to sit with us, which was fine at first. I was eating a package of skittles at the time. I had eaten them so that only my favorite flavors were left: the red ones and the purple ones. Of course, the 7th graders wanted some, and I was reluctant to share. I finally gave them one purple one each, but that wasn't enough for this one kid. He decided to grab my purse and hold it hostage for more. My purse was open because I needed quick access to my phone; I had sent a text message to my friend and was waiting for a reply. This kid stole my purse in such a way that it was a sheer miracle that everything didn't fly out and rain apon the people below. I cried out, saying that my purse was open and to give it back this instant! He responded by digging through it and pulling out my wallet. I wouldn't have cared too much, except that he was studying my driver's license which has my weight on it. I jumped up from my chair to retrieve my belongings, but insead I smashed my head into a steel beam that ran across the ceiling. I was so stunned that I couldn't move.

Now, everyone knows that the only good part about getting hurt is getting attention for it. Unfortunately, no one even noticed. I had to explain what happened after they noticed me holding my head, which made it seem like I was only fishing for sympathy.

I got my stuff back, but it hurts to yawn, it hurts to chew (which put a damper on eating skittles), it even hurts to open my mouth very wide. I can feel a big knot on my head, but my hair hides it. Needless to say, I have one heck of a headache right now, and it's time for me to go to bed. I hope your day was less painful than mine was!
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   I don't know what the subject is yet! Leave me alone!
Gosh, I'm sleepy. I just got home from school, and I'm having trouble keeping my eyes open. I'm going to my little brother's basketball game tonight, and I'm suposed to video tape it. Hope I can stay awake... Oh, and to the people on my friends list, I'm really sorry if I don't get around to your sites everyday, but with my internet in the state it is, and with my schedule as full as it is, it can be really difficult. Please don't get mad! ^^ Well, I'm gonna go watch Family Guy. Toodles!!
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Monday, January 10, 2005

   Morning already?!
I had to drive my brother to school 30 minutes before it actually starts, so I have some computer time. I don't really have much to say, though. I'm too tired to think. Well, maybe I'll have something of interest to say later on in the day, but for now... I think I need to go back to sleep!
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Sunday, January 9, 2005

   hi
Today after church, my family and I went to the nursing home to visit my dad's mom. My dad's brother and his family showed up too, so I got to see my new baby cousin! :) My dad and his brother were both adopted, and my cousin was adopted too. She's about six months old, and a total cutie. Well, I have to leave for night church soon. CYA!!
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Saturday, January 8, 2005

   Hi there!
Today was my grandpa's birthday party, He turned 67 this week. During the party, I realized that I failed to tape Yu Yu Hakusho, so now I've missed two in a row! I won't have a clue what's going on. :( Oh well, I got to have my favorite kind of icecream, so I guess I'll just have to accept what I have. See you later!
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Friday, January 7, 2005

   What a week!
It's so hard to adjust to school again after Christmas break. Thank goodness it's Friday, I think one more day would kill me. Unfortunately, I have early morning choir practice tomorrow. Well, I'd better go. See you later (if I survive).
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