Monday, February 26, 2007

   Hiya!
Well, I love our student teacher. I'm doing it again this year, falling for the blasted student teacher. Huron is a doll. And the dress I'm wearing for thursday night's concert makes me look like a doll! It's so cute! And the best thing is that he won't be able to take his eyes off me. YES! I'm getting what I want- finally. Im tired of waiting around for something that's not gonna happen with Josh. I've got bigger fish to fry. Thank god for the other billion fish in the sea.
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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

   La Dee....
Ok, so I feel somewhat better. This morning I had almost convinced myself to drive my car off a cliff, but I got to school first. I wanted to cry. Mr. Huron is back from Texas, so that's nice. I've got no money, so that's bad. Cause I'm hungry. And I'm broke, which is not a good combo. I might bum a buck off someone and get a Twix. I hate my life.
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Monday, January 29, 2007

   LA;SJDFASJHGDUWF
It seems like everything I've done lately has either a.) failed or b.) been rejected. What have I done to deserve this?!?!?!?!? Nothing! I got rejected from Govenor's school, something I was really looking forward to, and that I crammed 5 new scales IN A WEEK for, something that my fellow band members couldn't dream of doing in a month. I failed my chair placement test, and now I'm dead last chair after being 2nd chair for a year. I'm sitting next to the worst flutist in the band. I'm sooooo..... exhausted. I can't do anything right!!!! I'm grounded from driving for 3 MONTHS because daddy said I was speeding. I had to quit the best job I ever had because I wasn't getting enough hours, and I'm back and the GOD DAMN SUB FACTORY!!!!

Needless to say, I'm considering suicide.
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Monday, January 8, 2007

   Why.
Here's my delima. I like, no, LOVE, a guy that I've known for about 3 years. We're good friends and we also work together. He makes me laugh until I can't breathe, he's the sweetest thing when I need him to be, he gives me good advice and he's there when I need him. He's got a girl friend. That's the only thing keeping him from me. He loves her so much and I can't do a damn thing about it because she's like, his soul mate. I've met her, and to her I'm his crazy friend, the one that's smart in a weird way and can keep you laughing until enchalada comes streaming out of your nose (she said it burned a little but she was alright). I'm not a threat is the point. He loves her and she knows it enough to know I can't get him, even if I tried. I've tried not liking him, not talking to him, everything I can to release myself of this self imposed curse. I can't do anything else. I have to get a boyfriend.
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Friday, October 6, 2006

Long time, no see...
To all my faithful readers out there (In my head), I'm terribly sorry I haven't updated me on my life. I guess you'll have to wait a bit longer, because I'm off.
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