Friday, July 8, 2005

hello...
I haven't written in a while, try a month and I finally got some access. YAY! Instead of sleeping away my summer I've been working my tailfeathers off and I've no accumulated almost a thousand dollars in my savings account. I'm so proud of me! Thanks to all the nice people leaving messages on my site...I really appreciate the attention and the hopeful friendships I'm starting...hehe...
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

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There's nothing better than internet access, cartoons, and junk food, all in one room. I love summer! And I can stay inside! I don't have to go outside and fear the neverending sun! NO MELANOMA FOR ME!!!
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

   It's over.
I took my final test of the year. It's all done. No more studying my brains out or yelling at my father to leave me alone so I can study my brains out. I am so friggin done. Party time!!!
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   Last day for me!
TODAY IS MY LAST FULL DAY IN THIS CRAPHOLE. I'm so happy. I haven't seen anybody for like three days and I'm...sad I guess. But not really. I have to work all friggin summer at the damn restaraunt my parents bought. I can't believe this crap. But it'll pay for band camp and my whole wardrobe. yay!
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Friday, May 13, 2005

last day....
well, to all of those in Smith County High, this is our last day together. I'm sad to see the year go, but happy too. I'm happy to get the hell out of here! I will miss my friends and everything and I'll really miss Josh, the guy I like, and all my friends. And I'll really miss band. I can't wait until next year's band camp, and yes, to all the readers, I do play flute, and I do have red hair, but one band camp joke and I'll kick your ass. I can't believe I'll be a sophmore next year. It seems like just yesterday, I was a measly, stupid eigth grader. Now I'm an ass kickin freshman about to go to the next level.

I guess my situation is complicated, but very common. I want to get out of school, right? But I'll miss my friends. And I live all the way out in the damn boonies and I don't get to go alot of places. I have to walk to everyone's house, or else get a ride from someone passing by. Yes, I have hitched rides with total strangers before, and I can proudly say, none of them has tried to rape me or get a handful. But it's only a matter of time.

I'm gonna miss Josh so much! I want him so bad. I just wish the feeling was mutual. But no...he's a really hot, popular football player and I'm a band dork. WHY, WALTER, WHY!? I have to go to Robert's house to get his wee little boots. He said I could have them...because I love Robert. He's my soul mate. :)




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Thursday, May 12, 2005

   love sucks ass
I like this guy. And it sucks really bad, because everytime I even think of him, I feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I wish I could tell him without knowing I could hyperventalate by just getting near him.

My friends always try to get me to talk to him, but I just freak out and start breathing hard. I get really nervous when I talk to him and I stutter really bad. I think I have a speech problem and when I start to really thinking, I get all confused and I start messing my words up.

I made him this scarf, right, because that's one of my hobbies, crocheting. It was seven feet long and a foot wide, so I figured it would fit him. He's six foot three for Walter's sake. So I made it extra big. I gave it too him and I felt SO STUPID.

Why am I so damn complicated? I think about the weirdest things, and when someone asks what I'm thinking about, I can't explain it. I hate that!

Today was Holly McMillan's birthday! Manda is Walter! Jarret is the King Of Candy! Chris is SEXY! AND I LOVE JOSH AND AUSTIN!



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the greatest day of the year!
oh my god! like three minutes ago, my math teacher, whom I hate with the utmost loathing, and whom I wish would die, fell! katie, bless her wee little bones, tripped her and she fell all over the place! Serves her right, that fat bitch. She didn't exempt my from her god damn finals because she doesn't like me at all. she's such a fat ass ball licking bitch. I hate her so much, that if given half the chance, i would scalp her and torture her to insanity and then leave her to die a horrible death.

Merry Christmas!
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

another day, another asshole
Well, today has been somewhat uneventful. At lunch Jarret and I discovered that our beloved Amanda was actually the band nerd god, Walter. Amanda is just her alias. We also concluded that when we go on our band trip next year, we were getting airbrushed t-shirts that said 'BAND NERDS OF CANDY ENTERPRISES'. Isn't that brilliant?! I will write again soon, to those of who like to suddenly visit my site frequently. I'm so glad I figured out how to do this...
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Monday, May 9, 2005

school is shit
I say this because I am at school right now. And it's major shitso I'm with my Manda, though, so it's not so bad. Manda is all ruling and has superior knowledge to all ye bastards.
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Saturday, May 7, 2005

Another day, another pain in my butt
Hello, all. Crap. I've had a pretty ok day. Last night was our biggest performance of the year, Spring Festival. I love performing for the masses, but I like it better when they're all in my age group. The people who showed up were old...but anyway. Gotta go!
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