Thursday, April 17, 2008

   &&...Yeah;

Well. I'm quite sure it's going to be a long time before I start getting comments or anything like that considering my..'hiatus' type thing. But, I'm going to the doctor tomorrow for meds; Like depression, bi-polar disorder, ect. Yup. I'm gonna be like a zombie. Which is actually pretty cool. I think anyways. So how are you? :D

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

   Hey theree! :]

Wow. So sorry for that um..hiatus? I apologize. A lot of crap came up. So..I should be back to commenting and whatnot again. I pinky promise! :]

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Saturday, December 22, 2007

   I decided i won't quit.

But i can't promise i'll be on everyday. Sorry :[ I got alot of my hair whacked off too...its not even above my shoulders lol. But anyways,on a lighter note,Happy holidays! Earlier today,my mom was at work and my brother was at the mall with his friends, so i went and snooped around in my mothers room...Wrong i know...but it was totally worth it. I know a majority of our Christmas Presents are in the trunk of her car...but she always has some in her closet. Always. So i went and looked. And i saw a Hot Topic bag. As soon as i saw it i knew it was for me. My brother hates Hot Topic with a passion...i don't understand why...its an amazing store..♥ But anyways,i took the bag and gently put it on her bed,i lifted the bag,and i screamed. Im getting a HIM jacket! AND their new Cd!! I was freaking out,in a good way. Good think nobody but me was home lol! Im so excited for Christmas,why can't it already just be here? But..then again,im not excited. Does that make sense? No..not really. The reason for me not being excited is that the only people who are going to celebrate Christmas with me,are my mom,brother,grandma,grandpa,and uncle. Thats only 5 people. I don't want more people for the presents. No,thats not what it is...I just want everything to be right in my family..to feel wanted,and possibly even loved. But i know thats something that is incapable by over 80% of my family...Oh well.. :[ Well....anyways. I don't really have anything else to add.. If you wanna see my new hair cut send me a pm,kay? :] Love ya guys!

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Sunday, December 16, 2007

This is important..

Im considering quitting Myo. Nobody comments on my posts anymore. Some of you deleted me too. That makes me very sad :[ If i do quit,i won't delete my account,just in case i have second thoughts,but i really am considering it. Its not like over half of you will actually read this anyways.

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Wednesday, December 5, 2007

X. x

A New Christmas Poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT! SOON ROUND THE WORLD, THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY, AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATE A BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY. THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR, BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS, LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE. I COULDN'T HELP WONDER HOW MANY LAY ALONE, ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE IN A LAND FAR FROM HOME. THE VERY THOUGHT BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE, I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AND STARTED TO CRY. THE SOLDIER AWAKENED AND I HEARD A ROUGH VOICE, "SANTA DON'T CRY, THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE; I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM, I DON'T ASK FOR MORE, MY LIFE IS MY GOD, MY COUNTRY, MY CORPS." THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP, I COULDN'T CONTROL IT, I CONTINUED TO WEEP. I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS, SO SILENT AND STILL AND WE BOTH SHIVERED FROM THE COLD NIGHT'S CHILL. I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE ON THAT COLD, DARK, NIGHT, THIS GUARDIAN OF HONOR SO WILLING TO FIGHT. THEN THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER, WITH A VOICE SOFT AND PURE, WHISPERED, "CARRY ON SANTA, IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY, ALL IS SECURE." ONE LOOK AT MY WATCH, AND I KNEW HE WAS RIGHT. "MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND, AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT." This poem was written by a Marine. The following is his request. I think it is reasonable. PLEASE. Would you do me the kind favor of sending this to as many people as you can? Christmas will be coming soon and some credit is due to our U. S. service men and women for our being able to celebrate these festivities. Let's try in this small way to pay a tiny bit of what we owe. Make people stop and think of our heroes, living and dead, who sacrificed themselves for us. Please, do your small part to plant this small seed.

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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey :]

So today we had a scheduled 2 hr delay..and i had to go to the dentist.. fun :D Apparently i need braces..and im getting a wisdom tooth..and my molars aren't even half way in yet x .x But anyways,how are you all? Sorry if i didn't get to your sites the other day,i was only on in the morning,which was the only time i could comment. But anyways,im changing my theme just so you all know,hopefully i still remember how. X__ x Later tonight we are supposed to be getting 2-3 inches of snow..it wont cancel school..but it'll delay it enough for me not to have to go to show choir early in the morning and not have it again 5th period x. x Yesterday, i let my brother and his friend play guitar hero in my room. I went back in later,and my Gaara picture was on the back of my door. I originally had it taped on the wall behind my lamp. I took down all the pictures that i drew that were on my wall,and put them in a binder..which is now my 'art-binder'. Im not letting them into my room again. And that's a promise. ...Im really hungry too x. x Have a great day :]

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Sunday, December 2, 2007

Im back :]

Hey guys!! I'm back! I promise I'll get to all your sites [[that have updated x. x ]] So...anyways,how are you all? Its been quite a while,whats new? Well,nothing all that new with me,just the usual. School's been really boring,friends causing drama,all that unnecessary stuff. So anyways,i apologize that this is such a short post,but i gotta get to all your guy's sites! :]

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Saturday, November 17, 2007

im like a cable-less lawyer .__e

Omfg... I feel so horrible ._o i havnt been on here in forever,and you guys dont know why. I understand if you all deleated me x. x My mom hasn't payed the cable bill,so i dont have internet. Im at aki's,her computer isn't acting all crappy on me right now..for now ._o I just wanted to let you guys know that i didnt abandon you or anything..just no internet TT-TT the good news is,is that i'll have internet next week :] When i get it i promise i'll come and comment you all and everything. Untill then,take care :]

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

Woah..

Woah,im so sorry for not being on or anything,i guess that i should explain myself neh? Well,to start things off,school. I've been slammed with homework already. I've got to do 2 writing assignments for L.A already,one of which HAS to be handwritten ==; And we are getting ready to start a project in S.S,not even counting what they give us for homework on a daily basis ==; Anyways,probably the most important one to me,is that Skylar was in the hospital in North Dakota. Apparently,he went car surfing out in the country,and fell so he was in the hospital. For a few days Sammi {{his step sister}} Didnt tell me what was going on,and she wasnt going to tell me that Skylar was in the the hospital as it was;But Shay made her tell me. For a short while it was a Life-or-Death situation,i swear i cried for over 4 hours when they told me that. But guess what,he's okay! Apparently that doctor that told them that was a complete and total idiot haha,so he's out of the hospital now and is doing fine. He's coming back in less than 12 days! Apparently,he cant stand it down there anymore,he's homesick and everybody is fighting with each other. So,he's gonna come back sooner than October 12,yay! :D And,Sammi is getting texting back,so i dont have to call her to talk to her. I dont like calling people O. o 1}}Hi..? 2}}-pokes- 3}}How are you?

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Recieving Message...Now

So..How are you all today? I hope you all are doing good x] So Aki is at a football game..boring D: And Sammi is there too..Skylar's Step-sister,and so were a bunch of my other..friends..i guess. I think that one of them were apparently trying to pose as Skylar. =.= Im not exactly sure just how stupid that they think i actually am..I'm not as stupid as i lead them on to be pff Anyways,i downloaded Firefox..And its working really well,my site was even working properly..so i should be able to get to everybody's sites today,even those i don't really go too because i cant see em =.=' But i am really loving te fiahfoxx Hmm..not much else to say really.. 1}}How are yoooooooooooooooooooooooooh?

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